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Smridhi Ahluwalia

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India
India
Believer. Optimist. 😇A girl with one million dreams and lots of love in her heart😍💖Happy Reading ☺️💕
April 14, 2019
 

Sometimes all you need is some quality time with your own self. Because no matter what’s happening in your life, you need to ensure you are alright with the kind of person you are.

S.A

ORIGINAL
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March 26, 2019
 

Gave me a little hope
And pushed me in the ditch again!
Am I so unlucky or
Am I supposed to stay alone always?
Is Love not for me
Or I’m asking for too much?
Make me never fall in love again
Because it only hurts the heart and does no good to me.
Once again , I’m done being naive for love and
Now I’m sure I’ll build walls longer and stronger than they used to be
So it’s a good bye to good feelings for anyone anymore.
I think I’d like to have just me for myself in this life.

S.A

ORIGINAL
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March 19, 2019
 

Should I or should I not change my basic nature and let things go?
If I feel things more than other people do, it’s not my fault.  It is just the way I am.
In the process of being a part of this bih bad world, am I suppose to loose my identity?
Or should I embrace my potential to stand as an individual!
I definitely will still stand up to be me because I might be over emotional but I’m certainly not going to stop myself from being me because of the society’s pressure.
So here’s the deal I have settled at.
I’ll be me & you be you!
And together we will collide one day and let’s see who wins!

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INTROVERTS WEEK
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March 19, 2019
 

You made me skip a heartbeat and made me believe in love again.
But few moments into this mirage , you too went away.
Now, I’m again broken hearted and again hoping for a miracle
But what about the boundary that I’ve built around me again?
Will someone break it or will it break me?
Now, you won’t answer and neither do I want you too.
But don’t repeat it with someone like me again!
I’ll sail through this storm because I’m strong but everyone can’t.
So now I’ll take your leave and put an end to this.  Hopefully someone won’t hurt you like you did to me because I still won’t like you to be sad even when I’m no more around to see that sweet smile of yours.

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INTROVERTS WEEK
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March 19, 2019
 

The light is not at the end of the tunnel but it’s inside you.
It’s just that when you begin to trust yourself,  you see it there too.
So start believing in yourself and all your dreams will come true!

S.A

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March 18, 2019
 

All someone wants is a confidante!
Someone we can depend upon, someone who understands our moods,
Someone who gives you the space to grow but also keeps you near to always wrap you around in love.  

S.A

INTROVERTS WEEK
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March 14, 2019
 

The emotional gyre is Spinning inside me,
Spinning at a speed I cannot imagine .
But it will stop to rest and breathe
And start again to spin around.
The point of rest maybe a blessing
But can be a curse too!
So maybe I will wait and watch
Because that’s all I can do.

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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February 22, 2019
 

Remembrance of past memories might make you indulge into sinful thoughts but to stay strong hearted is what shall make you pass this phase too. Although “The heart want what it wants “ but the mind will certainly help you lead to the right place.

S.A

WHITE CLOCK
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February 21, 2019
 

Today, once again I allowed myself to feel alive again. I don’t know if It was a good decision or a bad one but I made it anyway.

Learned new lessons like always and made a point to remember them but well, I think I might forget them.  
It did hurt and it did feel good too but the question still remains the same today too.

“After all this , Should I allow myself to feel alive yet again?”

S.A

WHITE CLOCK
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February 20, 2019
 

I found a girl who stands in the corner and observes everyone.
The one who has a lot to say but hesitates to because she thinks no one is interested in listening.
It might appear as if she has low confidence but that’s really not the case .
It’s just sad that she has never met someone who truly understands her.
So she thinks it’s best that she keep her thoughts to herself.
But the gyres of thoughts that she has kept inside her has now started troubling her
And all she wishes for is a confidante.

S.A

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February 20, 2019
 

It is not always about how you feel. It sometimes is about how you make others feel because this too can give you happiness and although selfishness may lead to temporary gain but selflessness leads to a kind of satisfaction that is so pure that nothing else can top that feeling.

S.A

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February 19, 2019
 

Sometimes all you need is a heart to heart conversation with your best friend and suddenly your life turns out to be pretty simple.
Friends are the family we choose for ourselves and i’m gonna be ever grateful for having few but really loving & supportive best friends.

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WHITE CLOCK
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October 15, 2018
 

Sand castle

How far do I need to go to get back to my life?
How long does it take to realize I alone have to survive?
Maybe a few steps more and I’ll reach the shore
And I can dive back into the ocean of life
Or maybe I have to step in the ocean and let myself know this is gonna take a while .
Either way I have to wait for the result
There’s no shorter way to know the truth
Or go for an escape mechanism to get hold of all this pain.
Then I shall wait for the time to pass
And build my sand castle till I can make it last
Before the ocean waves come and break it again
Like they did last time
But I’ll still be amazed to see the base standing pristine,
To give me a head start for my ...

KALEIDOSCOPE
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July 24, 2018
 

Sunday


It was a busy Sunday night at the local bar of the town and as usual Samantha was late for home. She had now made it a habit to be late every night. Her family was against this behaviour but Samantha continued being adamant that she has a right to enjoy.

Around 2 am when the bar was almost closed and vacant,She went outside, booked a cab and was waiting for the cab to arrive. When suddenly, she heard something weird like a crow cawing but chose to ignore it. Little did she know the omen meant something .

The cab arrived and Samantha got it. The cab driver asked nothing but rather just started driving. Samantha should have been careful but she was busy with her phone.  Littl...

DARK NIGHT
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May 4, 2018
 

I just stumbled upon a stone today.
But I gathered my courage and started walking again.

Then what stops me from walking again when I stumble because of life problems?
It’s nothing but Myself.
I think I can walk again every time I stumble.
I think I can gather my courage each time I stumble.
I think I will be able to start again every time now, without the fear of stumbling again.
I feel it...

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WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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May 2, 2018
 

Once you end a book and are about to close it,stop for a moment, take a deep breath , think about what you have learnt from this book and promise yourself to remember this all your life.

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CELEBRATING TOGETHER
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January 1, 2018
 

About ME.

What lies underneath is so deep that you won’t ever come to know!
But what you see is just a cover which I put on every morning like a new show.
I ain’t hiding beneath a cover to be someone else,
But just to preserve me for myself till the very end.
I don’t think you understand or anyone does per say ,
But to know the meaning of my existence is the reason why I stay.
I am in no hurry to prove how the wrong is right and the right is wrong ,
I will take my time to turn the tide around with a blow immensely strong .
This then won’t be about everyone but limited to me
I then will  write my own epitaph before I leave ,to let my spirit away from the shackles of this world and enjoy bei...

SPARKLES
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November 27, 2017
 

There’s this big stone inside me
Which I’m trying to move away
So that my heart can come back to its place and start its play

Yet I’ll always fail
And I feel frail
But I’m not be blamed
And cannot be because everything I did was meant to be.

Smridhi

ORIGINAL
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November 26, 2017
 

I still insist

I know we’ve been there for each other
I know we know this forever seems real
I do feel that this might be true
But I still insist to let this freshness stay

By no means I mean I mean to say
That the feeling of this being an old affair
Might bring hurdles to our admiration for each other
But I still insist because I cannot run away from my intuitions

I ponder and I wonder how lovely is what we have right now
I wish to treasure and to keep close
This feeling of being safe in your hugs
And this feeling of merriment in your smile
But I still insist to work on its strength

Not that I doubt the foundation of our love
Never will I do so
I genuinely believe in us
And...

POETRY BOOKS
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November 25, 2017
 

Someone is there to listen to you
And that someone is me.
Someone is there to share your pain
And let that someone be me.

I do not ask you to do the same for me
All I ask you is to feel free,
Feel free in front of me
And speak your heart out.

No one will judge you
And no one will say a word
I am here only to listen to you
And try to feel your pain,
Make you believe you’re not all alone
You have someone to call your own.

This might not seem familiar to you
But it’s time to take a leap of faith.
Maybe, for the first time
Believe you can believe in the good things that are coming your way.

I will make no fake promises and
I will not utter words of utter despair in disguise to m...

POETRY BOOKS
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May 19, 2017
Delhi, India

When someone is very protective and very careful,
It isn't because he/she was born like that,
It is because they've been hit that bad,
That bad to change themselves so that they can never feel that kinda blow again.

NOTEBOOK DAY
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May 18, 2017
Delhi, India

A heart of Gold,
Failed to uphold
And face the atrocities of life.
Yet, the spirit remained
And intact was its state
To find another noble soul.

NOTEBOOK DAY
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May 13, 2017
Delhi, India

For every damage I've received,
For every scar I hold on my body,
For all those times I've cried ,
For all those things I've never said,
I'm sorry .

I apologise today to my own good self for being outrageously in love with people that never deserved a bit of my attention and all the love I poured on them like a good human.

But now that I have learnt my lesson, I promise to be good to my own self before anyone else.
It's not selfish and neither self-centred.
It's just simply me being there for me because to expect this from anyone else is pure waste of time and a further damage to my identity and emotions.

AMOR
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May 13, 2017
Delhi, India

  So I trusted someone and I am sorry I did that.
So you gave me a life lesson and I am thankful for that.
But wait!
You should be sorry and
Should be thankful to you when you realize it should be the other way around.

Well well,
But ain't I expecting something completely against your behavioural tendencies?
I'm sorry again.
May God bless you with a real spine soon.
Amen!

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AMOR
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May 13, 2017
Delhi, India

And then the realisation made me drown yet gave me a new life.

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AMOR
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May 13, 2017
Delhi, India

The day you realise that it's only you who can make you feel better is the day when your life is all sorted. We depend so much on others for our happiness that we tend to ignore our own capability of making our self happy.
Go out and watch a movie even if no one accompanies you, the movie is still gonna stay the same and the popcorn will taste the same. Don't care about how people will judge you.
It's a human tendency to judge others and that too for no good reason so go ahead and take charge of your life.

Spend time with yourself . Before trying to know others make sure you know your own self that well.

Try to live and not merely breathe.
Make use of this precious life.
Follow your d...

AMOR
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April 29, 2017
Delhi, India

I'd let my words flow
And feelings come out like a it was a matter of no confidentiality

But I cannot do so.
Though I fear my patience may give up soon with others malicious pity.

I run not from myself but
From the vicious circle of duality,
Which strike none right now but
With time it comes with superiority.

It may not hinder someone's pace of life
Yet the peace of mind will not find tranquility.
Whilst its not late to realize the strife,
Later it will turn into a tide of melancholicality.

So hope , ponder , think and rise about this till the sand of time is in your hand.
Once it mixes with everything else none of your efforts will be sublimely.
What's gone cannot be changed but ...

HOPE
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April 28, 2017
Delhi, India

Hypnotised, mesmerised and falling in love with those eyes.
What are you doing with me and why?

This view is just too serene for my eyes to realise
That it's a not a lie.

I wonder what made me fall for you not before
I have been running from my fate is that the reason?

Unfulfilled promises and broken hopes had left me with a heart so sore
It felt as I was in a prison.

The prison of my thoughts and unending misery
The acceptance of a dull life and nothing lovable like.

Yet you came like a rescuer to me
And took me away obscure imagination which never then hiked.

My world did upside down this time too
Though this one felt saccharine and did not hit me .

Frivolous Not am I with ...

HOPE
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April 28, 2017
Delhi, India

Writing a letter for me is like opening up, opening that part of my personality which I usually fail to express. I cannot express in everyday because emotions are scarcely values now. It's all about the face value in today's world. People enter into new relations on the basis of how they perceive someone but only in the context of the outer layer which is made up to suite the convenience of one and many.

I write a letter and try to put my emotions into my words. Is not only an attempt to tell the other person what I'm saying but to make the other person feel my words as well.
When I write a letter, I attach a little part of my soul to it and hope this travels to my reader and takes care o...

HOPE
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April 28, 2017
Delhi, India

To have people who never give up on you is a blessing. You know they will stick with you through your thick and thin and won't expect anything in return.
But , is that all?
Don't you have a role to play too?
Stop ! And think,
Think have you been there for that person enough?
The person who might seem to be the strongest might need you too. Yet you think they are always okay and you never ask them what they need.
Don't wait for the other person to ask.
Be there for them like they are there for you.

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STAY TRUE, BE ORIGINAL, BE YOU
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