"Janam kab lena hai aur marna kab hai, yeh hum decide nahi kar sakte, magar jeena kaise hai, yeh hum decide kar sakte. "
(Translation: We can't decide when we will take birth, or when we will die, but we can decide how we want to live.)
45 minutes to my day. Only thing I wish to do tomorrow is to sleep. I just wish I can sleep through the day.
Its not that I don't like any particular religion or God. I just hate the divide that these religions have created on Earth.
The day everyone on this planet considers religion just as a means to connect with God and not a means to create divide, I will start believing on God.
If I drop my last name, will I be free from the clutches of caste and religion?
Indian society wants same caste, same religion, same everything for two people to get married. But they want different genders and different families.
Arey bhyi hypocrisy ki bhi seema hoti hai
(Translation: there is a limit to hypocrisy)
Fuck this Indian society, Indian culture and Indian diversity which doesn't let 2 people live their life together irrespective of their religion, caste, gender, and any other fucking classification that this society has created for us.
Yes, I am angry, but not because of my relationship. Someone I know had to break up after years of relationship because of different castes of their families and now they are about to get married to other people.
Fuck this Indian society. Because of reasons like these I am ashamed to be an Indian, because here people can't let you live in peace. They always have to interfere in your life, they will always tell you what to do.
It doesn't matter if I don't acc...
We have a choice if we want to be in a relationship or not, if we want to be friends with someone or not.
But we don't really have a choice of what or whom we care about.
It takes 15 months 27 days to get over someone completely. I don't know if it's true or not, but that is a very less time I believe. I believe that we can never get over anyone. No matter how hard we try, there will always be a little part of us, subconsciously maybe, that will have the ability to bring back their memories when we will least expect them to.
Is it okay if I have started sleeping for twice the time that I used to, just for the sake of escaping the reality, that is also called life, and stay in the fake world of dreams?
Many people who are in love are not together and many people who are together are not in love.
"I say 'go on' and not 'move on' because in some ways we'll never completely move on from what happened. "
~Clay Jensen (13 Reasons Why)
So many voices
So much unrest
My peace got destroyed
My nerves got wrecked
My head is bursting
Some of it just feels dead
Pieces have fallen
Tears have too
Falling will be hidden
Monsoon's help will do
"Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you're moving on with someone new
'Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
And until then I'll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you
Sat on the corner of the room
Everything's reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you're happier
Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain't nobody need you like I do
I know that there's others that deserve you
But my darling, I am still in love with you
But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'd feel it too
"People don't change. People never change. It's their priorities that change. "
This thought is something that came to my mind years ago. Just revisited it recently. Isn't it soooooooooo true?
Every relationship, every friendship deserves a happy ending, but not always they get one.
Is it okay to be not okay? If it is, then for how long is it okay to be not okay? Does it have an expiry date, like when will it be not okay to be not okay? Am I okay? Is anyone ever okay?
Some songs have just so well written lyrics that describing them in any other words is just a disrespect to its lyrics.
Khoobsurat baat yeh
Chaar pal ka saath yeh
Saari umar mujhko rahega yaad
Main akela tha magar
Bann gayi woh humsafar
Woh mere saath ho gayi
Ek ajnabee haseena se
Yoon mulaqat ho gayi
Fir kya hua
Yeh na pucho
Kuch aisi baat ho gayi
The pain that you are feeling today is worth it. "Pain Demands To Be Felt". "No Pain No Gain". Whatever works for you.
We tend to do the right things. We believe we are doing the right things. We continue to do these right things until someone makes us realise the mistakes we have been doing all along. That is why discussing our problems is really important before it's too late. But better late than never. We then need to correct ourselves. We then need to improve ourselves. Starting discussions is important because you might still be travelling on a wrong path, but you think it's the right path because it's different from before. Mostly, there are much more wrong paths than the right paths available. Maybe, that's why probability of choosing a wrong path is higher. It is true. There is just one way to solve ...
You, me, everyone has fucked up multiple times in his/her lives, haven't we? Sometimes with ourselves, sometimes with our dreams or hobbies and sometimes with other people. Some of us have fucked up small things multiple times, others have fucked up big things fewer times. But we all are guilty of something. Maybe something that we did in our childhood made us guilty or maybe it was something in our teenage. Childhood is mostly a forgotten age, isn't it? The one about which everyone remembers the least. We mostly forgave ourselves for the bad things that we did in the childhood. If we didn't, then our parents or guardians or teachers forgave us. We were forgiven for our mistakes so easily in ...
I am a terrible guy. I have done many big mistakes. I have hurt the person I believed the most. I am a fucking hypocrite. This is the second time I have hurt a girl who trusted me. I don't think I can ever make things right. I have said so many things that hurt her. The least I can do is delete the letters where I have criticised her rather than giving a hard look in the mirror. I wish there was a way to make everything right. Fuck me. Fuck my life.
Some decisions that you take in your life are the biggest bets that you have ever played. I have taken played one such bet. Its outcome will determine if my life will be a positive sphere for at least the next few months or if it will be a negative broken heart, yet again crushed to pieces. The problem is that I don't know the extent of the damage if I don't win the bet today. I can fall just two stairs down or I might just land on the ground floor. I am not prepared for that fall probably. Or maybe I am. Who knows? Life's really unpredictable. You never who is going through what. One sentence, sometimes even one word is enough to break a person fully. I am going to sleep for a few hours. I w...
The worst thing about growing up...... is that I learnt how to put a happy mask on my crying face just to hide the fact that I cry 5 times a week before sleeping at night... and/or in the afternoon. The difference between a grown up and a baby is that the baby doesn't shy away from crying out loud.
We know that we are unreachable to each other, but today is the day for celebration of love in every form. Every love has its time. This is not our time, but that doesn't mean that it isn't love. Even God has to surrender before love. We are just fighting with time, it will have to change. The tables will have to turn. Time WILL change, distances WILL reduce and our love WILL be celebrated every day.