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kinky eskimo

PO# 625671
United States
United States
Bipolar insomniac INTJ with a new found desire to write.
March 4, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dear Karma,
In all my other letters to you I tried to make ammends with my past relationships.
This time I write to you because I have fallen for one who is already spoken for.
He knows I love him dearly and I know he loves me as a friend. I cannot wish negativity on them although if they did break up I'd probably be happy. Sorry Karma I can't help it. You would think by now I'd be over it but I'm not even close.

Love,
Kinky

PULSE
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January 29, 2018
Pomona, United States

A mesmerizing necter released from your secret treasure
What once was bound can now experience pleasure

-Kinky Eskimo

POETRY BOOKS
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November 18, 2017
Pomona, United States

POSITIONS

Writing from another perspective
My back's now physically corrected

I never choose to sit at a desk
I'll try to lay on my tum instead

Thats the different viewpoint I mentioned
Treating it like a new invention

Next I will try to stand on my head
Delirious stories right before bed

Oh no wait those are called prayers
To cover all of my gray areas

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
 

The enchanting tune of her soul
Enveloped my entire existence

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
 

BEGINNING

The day finally came
When you understood death's name
Your senses had cleared
And you could feel the end was near
The final perfection
Now you wait for your resurrection

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
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WHY YOU

You were never mine
You said goodbye
I continue to cry
Its not right
Tears all night
Enough time's gone by
Still I can't deny
Everyday I ask myself why

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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Hay(na)ku

First
Pet cat
Changed my life

Rest in peace
Left Earth
Kinky

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
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HAIKU #82

Snowflakes from same womb
Different journeys to the ground
We are all unique

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
 

QUESTIONS FOR MOM,
ANSWERS FROM ABOVE

How does one grow
Out of feeling like
A failure? Not
just Any failure,
but a Failure
to my mom.She's prob-
ably rolling
Around in her grave
As they say. The
Thoughts linger, they May
seem to heal
At times but they are
Always around.
Be Strong mom would say,
Think of nana
and How she piled her
Six Young children
in a Truck with very
few belongings
and took A leap of
faith that They'd make
a safe sound Trip from
Arizona to
California.
When There's nowhere left
To go she did
not just Sit there and
wait to die from
poverty. A Brave
young woman She
was full of hope and
Was determined
I can safely say
her Life was much
More difficult th...

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
 

WHEN WILL THE SONG END

Pain writes a long song
Seems to enjoy composing
I wish it would stop
No songs of sorrow to sing

Pain conducts my life
Controls the highs and the lows
I sound out of tune
Like the squawking of the crows

Pain applauds my fear
It enjoys the oohs and awws
It even calls for encore
Entertained by all my flaws

Soon curtains will close
I will fight tooth and nail
Put away pain and drama
Let the healing prevail

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
Pomona, United States

NOW I KNOW

I could never please you.
If you said jump I said how high?
You would never answer.
I could never figure out why.

When you asked me to jump,
I answered you 'no' or asked 'why?'
You would get so angry.
Yes, no, what answer should I try?

Today you were upset,
you delivered words I deserved,
no, I did not deserve,
that is how I now know, those words.

Those words no one should hear.
The poem should end right here.
This message yeah this one right here.
Now I know you'll either see it or hear.

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
 

I CAN SEE CLEARLY
INTO THE DARKNESS

You have a tight grip on me
I shout and cry for you to let me go
But do I really want to leave

You give me chances you exhaust
Nothing lasts forever especially you
But without you I feel scared and lost

I hate my life now that you're here
Life wasn't perfect but better without you
I'm now dependent on you to see clear

But what are you enlightening me to
As I said my life was lived before you came
Vibrant and colorful no more, just blue

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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VOID VERIFIED

Maybe the void exists for a reason
It helps the transition of emotional seasons

Just because there's an empty space
Does not mean it lacks in spirit or grace

Our lives our so full of meaning we hope
Maybe we need that vaccant moment to cope

Give our hectic life and mental a break
I will use the void in me,
it does offer purpose and now I shall take.

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
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Those last words remain in my mind
Nevermind all those pleasant occurances
That made me feel so cumbersome
You always test how strong my endurance is

Pleasure like a slap to the ass
Bittersweet pain that reminds like the red welt
Tears of joy bounce off my freckles
The heat of your intensity makes me melt

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 18, 2017
Pomona, United States

MONSTERS ON MY MIND

They hang around me all the time
They love to party, wine and dine
Having a good time isn't a crime
But then I began to lose my mind
Work now meant always on the grind
Waking up late feeling far from fine
Get to my car I didn't notice the sign
No fucking parking from seven to nine
Now I could choose to cry and whine
But when's the last time I won by crying
I'll call my work first, this time I'm not lying
Hey boss they towed my car but he's not buying
So maybe its a lie or a fib I'm supplying
What I meant to say and with some purifying
Was I got a ticket but then I started bribing
The cop got angry and we started fighting
Before I let my loud mouth go on firing
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November 9, 2017
 

PATIENCE

Being in love
Can be as bad as a drug

You're heart broken
No doors are left open

But then one day
Your heart was not the same

The price was steep
The memories weren't cheap

Now you can feel
A sense of hope that's real

Felt like the end
It's your chance to start again

©kinky_eskimo

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
Pomona, United States

I really shouldn't be
Engaging in feeling
Emotions or any-
Thing for you.
Easier written
down than
done.
🦋

©kinky_eskimo

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
 

I LET YOU GET THE BEST OF ME

I've been without you for one night
And already I'm having withdrawals
Your essence drives me wild
Knocks me on my hands and knees
I cannot walk and I can barely crawl

©kinky_eskimo

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
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GOOD DAYS COME IN WAVES FOR ME

When its a good day I ride that wave.
When its a bad day I write about that wave.
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WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
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I KNOW THAT GAME

I crossed your mind for a second
As if I was the one who beckoned
But i do not think of you
I've trained my mind to make do
But there you go again
Knowing you'll hurt me when
You make that attempt to connect
Then you realize you were incorrect
But I know this game
Because I've done the same
My karma came back around
But you should keep your feet on the ground
Because time flies and it won't be long
'Til karma teaches you that you were wrong
Don't feel too bad
I'm no longer mad
And I actually hope for your sake
You don't learn this lesson through another  excruciating heartbreak.

©kinky_eskimo

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 9, 2017
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I SEE YOUR PICTURE

My heart races
My skin sweats
My body craves
My panties wet

©kinky_eskimo

WORLD KINDNESS DAY
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November 7, 2017
 

BEST FRIENDS, TIL DEATH DO US PART

You have known me forever
There are times you know me better
Than myself. Your remember
All the times we were together

You've seen me in all my masks
You love me with or without them
It makes no difference to you
Because you have known who I am

We have seen each other good
We've made each other feel real bad
At times inseparable
At times broken, far apart, sad

Even when they'd break my heart
He'd break them for making me cry
Jealousy will never show
But he makes sure my eyes are dry

You would never leave my side
At least you haven't left so far
I don't ever want to lose you
Only you have seen all my scars

©kinky_eskimo

SYMBOL OF FREEDOM
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November 7, 2017
Pomona, United States

I TOOK MYSELF FOR GRANTED

I've neglected you
The one and only
Attached at the hip
Can't leave me lonely

I've pushed you away
One too many times
You are never gone
Out of sight and mind

Been with me since birth
You cry when I cry
You laugh when I laugh
Still I push you, why

I'm here to tell you
I will change my ways
I love you, myself
Take me back, I pray

©kinky_eskimo

SYMBOL OF FREEDOM
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November 7, 2017
 

CORRUPTION

I admit it to myself, finally.
Always so heartbroken, yet
hardly ever about love because
going into the relationship I always know someone is surely going to get hurt. The playing field has never started off even or balanced. Honestly and obviously I did not want to be the person who
gets hurt but I would always make the worst mistake, I would have feelings and let all my emotions get in my way. As soon as the opposite team saw me vulnerable they would clobber me, just take me down. I would never see it coming. In that moment I felt horrible. Looking back I want to slap myself. I think I would get upset because I hate to lose and he, whomever it was at the time, beat me at th...

SYMBOL OF FREEDOM
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Fire Pit

All the signs are there,
all the red flags are waving,
but i don't leave.
Its like the fire alarm
going off but I choose to
remain in the burning building.
Only a crazy person does that
or one who doesn't care
if they live or die.

©kinky_eskimo

SYMBOL OF FREEDOM
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November 7, 2017
Pomona, United States

CREPUSCULAR CREATURES

Crepuscular ladies of the night.
Out to satisfy their hunger.
The hunger to survive
in this primitive population
of feral freaks who shamelessly
refer to themselves as
civilized citizens.

©kinky_eskimo

SYMBOL OF FREEDOM
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October 25, 2017
Pomona, United States

I come here to be alone
To get away from any judgement
Words flowing from mind to pen
Their relationship represents Zen
Meditative exercise
Mind and pen constantly inspire
-Kinky Eskimo

INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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October 25, 2017
Pomona, United States

Just Impulsive

I said i would not write tonight
But here i am doing the exact opposite.
I would love to take off right now
Into the night in the setting of a new
Location I've never seen before.
Just me, my journal, a couple pens,
The moon as my source of perfect
Lighting. I imagine its dark and
Forest like with open grassy patches
Sprinkled throughout the landscape.
There are no animals, maybe a
Slight hum or buzz from nearby
Insects. Maybe I take nap first,
Get a feel for the dreamscape soil.
In all this peace and solitude is
Where i believe i shall reunite
With my creativity .

-Kinky Eskimo

INTERNATIONAL ARTISTS DAY
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October 25, 2017
Pomona, United States

Psychosomatic Sins

As the night progresses
I ponder on some confessions
Not all of them are mine
I've become confused over time
Memories aren't the best
Failing when put to the test
I know its not all me
I'm not asking you to agree
It is in God's hands now
Karma will let me take a bow
The girl you used to know
She is now at an all time low
Trying to shed the sins
That gave her a terrible glimpse
Of how it feels to sink
Finally on the brink I think

-Kinky Eskimo

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