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Sativa_serenade ๐ŸŒฟ

PO# 625671
United States
United States
โœ”I love to write ๐Ÿ– poetry, stories, haiku, gender neutral ๐Ÿณ๏ธโ€๐ŸŒˆ โœ”Featured & published writer ๐ŸŒŸ โœ”I tend to favor brevity and literalists
February 1, 2019
Pomona, United States

All the screams that go unheard
Each tear that rolled down your cheek
Every mess you never fixed
Has made the foundation weak

Confusion but not despair
That is quite an improvement
Surely you'll find your way home
No more disillusionment

Overwhelmed with emptiness
Is that even possible
But what more could you expect
You're so not hospitable

That's why your screams go unheard
Absorbed in that mess you left
Muted by tears you swallow
A now weakened foundation
put to the test

~ EA๐ŸŒŸ

LET IT ALL OUT
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January 31, 2019
 

I love you until I don't.

Yours Truly,
EA๐ŸŒŸ

ANGEL OF LOVE
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January 31, 2019
 

Am I Still Lost If I Was Never Searching To Begin With?

If I sound like I'm lost sometimes
Don't pay me too much attention
I am not asking to be found
That was never my intention

I enjoy the state of freefall
Life's great with no destination
But I can't stay there forever
That's the only limitation

Soon enough I'll land on the ground
And hopefully on my two feet
Then one day I will meet my fate
When death ultimately finds me

~ EAโ˜†
(formerly known as Kinky Eskimo)

DON'T WORRY JUST WRITE
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December 29, 2018
Pomona, United States

Hey,
You'll probably never read this and I guess that's ok. I wanted you to know that despite the pain we put each other through, repeatedly, for me it was all worth it because I experienced something special with you. Because  of me our experience didn't last as long as we'd hoped for. Still, the intensity of both our energies had long lasting effects on me. Even after we decided to be just friends I could feel vibes from past memories radiating off my body as if it were only yesterday that I last saw you. I think sometimes you feel the same way but I  can't be sure.
And hey listen. I don't know what will happen to us in the future but I do know anything is possible. What matters is that we...

2019
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December 29, 2018
Pomona, United States

โ€ขโ€ขโ€ขPsychosomatic Sinsโ€ขโ€ขโ€ข
As the night progresses
I ponder on some confessions
Not all of them are mine
I've become confused over time
Memories aren't the best
Failing when put to the test
I know its not all me
I'm not asking you to agree
It is in God's hands now
Karma will let me take a bow
The girl you used to know
She is now at an all time low
Trying to shed the sins
That gave her a terrible glimpse
Of how it feels to sink
Finally on the brink I think

-Kinky Eskimo

BECAUSE I CAN
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December 28, 2018
Pomona, United States

The parasite inside me
Has made a beautiful home
I finally found a friend
Who won't let me die alone
~Kinky Eskimo โญ

2019
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December 28, 2018
Pomona, United States

Tell me,
Have I died and gone to heaven
or am I still living in hell?

~Kinky Eskimo โญ

2019
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December 22, 2018
Pomona, United States

So here lies the little dilemma.
Yes I'm grateful and blessed
in many aspects of my life. I
have my health, shelter, food.
I have an awesome supportive
family and I love them dearly.
But damn I'm hating my life rn.
Love,
Kinky Eskimo โญ

QUILL CREATION
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December 20, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dear Whoever's Listening,
I get caught in this strange state of mind that sits between being very much afraid to die yet wanting to die at the same time.
Love,
Kinky Eskimo โญ

INTO THE SHADE
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December 20, 2018
Pomona, United States

But Dear,

That's the thing about expectations.
Somewhere down the line we began
using it interchangeably with hopes.
They're not the same thing and when
you confuse the two your chances
of falling hard on the ground are
increased.
L9ve,
kinky eskimo

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
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December 20, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dear Family, Friends, Acquaintances, Strangers:
If I had a dollar
for every time someone told me I overthink or to stop thinking too much hmm yea I'd be a billionaire.
Do me a favor and stop saying that to people who have anxiety. Do you not think that had ever crossed our minds? I mean, according to your simple logic, anxious people would have surely already thought about that concept if they think too much.
Like "oh my god I'm so nervous about (fill in the blank)! But hey you know what, I'll just stop thinking about it ha ha ha how silly of me". Come on people, we're anxious not stupid.
Sincerely anxious,
Kinky Eskimo โญ

THE SUN
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December 19, 2018
Pomona, United States

But love,
I've been bleeding for quite some time now.
You just barely noticed.

Love,
Sativa_serenade

CHRISTMAS ORNAMENTS
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December 18, 2018
Pomona, United States

Hey,
I haven't forgotten about you
And believe me I have tried
To rid myself of memories
And erase you from my mind

Painfully Yours,
Kinky Eskimo โญ

STEPANKA H.
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December 18, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dear Fellow Dreamers,

My dreams are made of origami fantasies.
Care to join me?
Just catch a ride on a paper plane
and there you'll find me drifting
with my crane.

Love always,
Kinky Eskimo โญ

CHRISTMAS ORNAMENTS
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December 18, 2018
Pomona, United States

To My One True Love,

Let the stars be our guide
as we venture through the night.
Love,
Kinky Eskimo ๐ŸŒŸ

CHRISTMAS SEASON
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December 16, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dear Narcissist,
You assured me it was no fault of my own for how you broke my heart.
However damaged goods are of no use to you therefore I was left to pick up the pieces all alone.
Confused,
Kinky Eskimo

MERRY CHRISTMAS
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December 16, 2018
 

To My One True Love,

I promise to meet you on top of that mountain
You know the one that stands out amongst the rest
You and I would meet there once a night every night
A secret space where our dreams would manifest

Yes it was long ago but don't you remember
Sometimes I'd find you crying if I ran late
And every time I'd run and hug you from behind
Reminding you I would never miss our date

That was so long ago when we were just children
Never did I think they would take you away
I remember that night when I waited so long
Soon the morning arrived but you never came

I locked myself in my room and cried out for you
I had to sleep more so I could dream again
As a child I didn't ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
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August 31, 2018
 

The tiny droplet of saliva
dripped down my breast.
A look of hunger in your eyes
I'll surely never forget.

You made it no secret,
your plan to ravage my body.
You had me in your corner.
You touched my neck softly

before you grabbed my arms
tying my hands behind my back.
If I didn't know you any better
it seemed like a sneak attack.

But I wanted to consume you
more than you wanted me.
I wanted to be a part of your soul,
our energies pulled magnetically

I welcomed your intensity.
I craved to taste your passion.
Each stroke and every thrust
only deepened our connection.

ยฉkinky_eskimo

MELODIC ROSE
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August 6, 2018
Pomona, United States

Dedicated to a beautiful woman
whom I hope knows I exist,

They took away her fire
She was stripped of her flame
However tiny embers burned fierce
Now only pure resilience remains
ยฉkinky_eskimo

SUNSHINE
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August 4, 2018
 

Well damn,
it might as well
be Xmas right? ;)

Enjoy your gift
baby but be
careful, its
very hot ๐Ÿ”ฅ

She's beautiful
She's amazing
Wild and sexy
Drives me crazy

A devilish grin
Cute and petite
Exposed bellybutton
The cutest little feet

I'm holding it all in
Can she feel my heat
She keeps bending over
My eyes can't believe

I'll ignore her for now
Make her prove it me
Is she really interested
Or likes the attention she's getting

'Is this seat taken?'
She asks me politely
'Please take a seat'
I say as my heart beats wildly

She laughs, moves the chair asking
'Would you let me sit on your lap?'
'Can I remove my shorts first?'
I joked as she started to laugh

Grabbing her waist I sat ...

SPACIAL SEDUCTION
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August 2, 2018
Pomona, United States

Darling,
There was no
mistaking your gesture
but was it only that?
Just a gesture of your love
and nothing more?
Love,
Kinky Eskimo

NEON WILDERNESS
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August 2, 2018
Pomona, United States

Darling,

Your influence
is the home
of my inspiration.

Love,
Kinky Eskimo โ™ก

LETTRS GOLD
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August 2, 2018
Pomona, United States

Darling,

Our interlaced fingers
began to constrict
the already nervous
knots in my tummy...

Love,
Kinky Eskimo โ™ก

LETTRS SHERLOCK
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