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Heidekraut1978

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United States
August 1, 2020
 

I’m not supposed to be here... I was planning on ending it all today, seriously, I was done with it all and  today was the deadline that I chose to do it. But.....then one small act of kindness happened a few days ago that set off a sequence of events and ever since then my faith has been restored and has given me just enough of a spark to ignite a new spirit within me... one small act of kindness that simply started at a local gas station with some boiled peanuts. Now I’m in a hotel room about to start a good paying job... It all has happened so fast that I still can’t wrap my head around it long enough to even write this. And I cannot thank God enough for once again rescuing a wretch like m...

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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August 1, 2020
Williamsburg, United States

Today would have been your 16th birthday... I didn’t go to the cemetery today, I am out of town working but I’m thinking of you son. Happy Birthday in Heaven my little Angel, Mommy loves you very much... Wish you were here.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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July 27, 2020
 

Does anyone ever look and see how many views their post has and then look to see how many likes it actually got? 3.1 k views > 5 likes... Don’t base your worth on stats or else you’ll lose yourself every time. God values you no matter what. #knowyourworthlove #straightenyourcrown

LIVE, LEARN, LOVE
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July 26, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

    I have danced with death, ever in my youth, till now, like a long lost lover that leaves only to return again for one last kiss, a lingering aroma of musk and decay that leaves you longing for another comforting embrace to melt away the ice of mortalities frozen air.
     
     Do we, too, dare follow him as he slips away alongside the shadows of the night? And if so, would we finally greet the fate that ever so enticed us with hollow eyes, entranced by the soft whispering call of his barely parted lips, a beguiling yet often cumbersome animae dilectus whom echoes the moon’s waxing and waning, calling out for the rising tide.

     I oftentimes ponder these evanescent enticing afflictio...

LET IT ALL OUT
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July 26, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

  Never hesitate to make another person smile. A child, the elderly, your peers, enemies, strangers... A little kindness always goes a long, long way and you never know what mask a person is wearing that day... an invisible mask that veils what is really hiding inside... You never know how thin of a thread a person may be hanging on by and what they may be planning if one more thing goes wrong, and you never know what your kindness could prevent all because you made them feel good instead of bad... So please, if you see something that can brighten a person’s day, just do it... and I promise you that you’ll receive a gift as well... the gift of a joyful heart.

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PEACEFUL
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July 26, 2020
 

Describe the room, poem.

Clutter on the table, pillow on the floor.
Child sawing logs, lazy dog sawing more.
Box fan in the window, wooden duck on it’s side.
Still in her box but I’m staring at a bride.
Crock pot full of nothing next to the stove empty, cold.
Coffee’s full of everything, that brown liquid gold. Stripes on the curtains, sun’s shining through.
This poem, it means nothing, well, at least not to you. The maidens dressed so pretty, the indian’s joyful stare. I could sit and do this all day but I need to fix my hair.

HAVE SOME COFFEE
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July 26, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

Did I create him too, all in my head?

MY SOUL CRIES OUT FOR YOU
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July 26, 2020
 

But it won’t happen while the world is watching.

DO NOT DISTURB
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July 26, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

I only want to see you laughing in the Purple Rain.

INTO THE GALAXY
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July 25, 2020
 

   

  But it’s not in the clothes you wear or the way you style your hair, it’s not body type or what car you drive... it’s in the way you move when you think no one’s watching you or how you throw your head back when you laugh, it’s the door you held for the little old lady yesterday or the plastic bottle you picked up last week at the park, it’s your sparks of creativity and the poems you write that no one gets to read or how you treat animals or other human beings and that gap between your teeth that you try to hide by stifling your smile or those freckles that just won’t cooperate with your make-up because they’re too beautiful to cover up... We often take for granted our own uniquely od...

BEAUTIFUL
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July 25, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

   Hello darkness, my old friend...

RESPECT
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July 25, 2020
 

Caroline,

          I know you’d like to think your shit don’t stink. But lean a little bit closer, See that rosés really smell like poo poo-oo....

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July 25, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

In the end...it doesn’t even matter.

SING ME A SONG
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July 25, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

      

         But if not now....When?

JEEZ LOUISE
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July 25, 2020
Clifton Forge, United States

Admit it, You too, are willing to eat the shit that they feed you when your heart is starving.

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THAT'S GREAT
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