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October 13, 2019
Hyderabad, India

Number of times, you typed how to die without pain was really painful.

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October 13, 2019
 

It sucks when all you want is to be able to be heard  without words and the world is so chaotic even words fails to express..
How lonely everyone is getting in this world, not able to understand anyone and not able to be understood. Its the agony which I thought would get easier as the time passes but alas it keeps getting difficult

Dolly

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October 12, 2019
 

My eyes became so dark
I began to wonder
if I still had a soul

~Lady Sativa 🍃

SNOW WRITE
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October 12, 2019
 

I'm hearing a calling.
A call of the wild.
It's been building inside of me for quite a while.
Concrete surrounds me.
It dulls who I am.
Needing an escape from this grey some master plan.

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October 12, 2019
 

P
i
c
ture
perfect
in this life
we
l
e
a
d
Drifting in waters beneath ebony
Our home founded upon the sea
Fashioned together so intricately
Locusts and waves hum
their soothing
melody
Compass spinning gives no direction to me
A magnetic pull starts on the sails,
And there 's nothing when caught in the deep,

For
no one
hears if we scream
out words that we speak

No one
to realize we're taking in water
and beginning to sink,
Completely hoodwinked
are we-

Living this lie

Lost at sea.

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October 11, 2019
 

You think you see me.
You think you know me.
I guarantee, you don’t.
My own mother thinks I’m a burden.
My “friends” think I’m negative.
Society thinks I’m worthless.
My brother thinks I’m a “retard”.
Others think I manipulate & seek attention.
I’m too sensitive, they say.
I can’t take a joke, they say.

Most think I just make excuses
for the reasons I struggle to live.

You see, I am not worthless.
My sensitivity is a gift,
I laugh quite frequently.
Small things break my heart,
small things also make it burst.

Truth is...
I am nothing like you
Say I am or want to believe
But you will never admit that.

So it remains easy to not
feel guilt
for abandoning me
in my time of need.
So you don...

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October 11, 2019
 

I just want that young love
I want it to last and never grow old
I want the kinds love you bring home to mama
The kind that makes you wanna fight for it
The kind that rewrites history

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October 12, 2019
 

One day I want to feel the warmth of the sun in winter,

I want to feel the gush of wind,  rushing against me....

I want to feel the sand beneath my feet...

I want to see clear blue skies again,,

I want to be happy again
This is not goodbye,  till I see you again.....

Next time I will never let you walk from me....

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October 11, 2019
 

Dear People,

Sometimes I scared. I scared of people, i scared of conflict. My heart doesn't interact well with conflict. Even if I only heard the conflict, my heart beating harshly, my lungs can't function well and all I want to do is to escape. Is all married should always be shouting, missunderstand, screaming, hating, crying? Why married can't just be peaceful and tolerate. Why people say peaceful married all end up divorce? Is married with conflict every single day can make married survive for a long time?

Glassesnerdy

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October 11, 2019
 

Just because
we laugh together
doesn’t mean that
you know my hurts

Just because
i tell you my story
doesn’t mean that
you understand
my pain

Just because
you claim to love me
doesn’t mean that
you’re not the one
actively killing me

You don’t know
any of it.

You don’t know
how much it hurts

You don’t know
how long it stays

You don’t know
how much it takes

You don’t know.
The depth of my pain.

ORIGINAL
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October 10, 2019
 


   I search the silence
   For my beloved
   But no matter
   Which way I turn
   In this deadly maze
   I am forced to stop
   So I cannot reach her
   As she cries out
   From the darkness.    JD





*Beyond The Grave*
#SearchTheSilence #OctoberFalls19 poetry challenge
#beloved #MonsterSheWroteChallenge book title poetry

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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October 10, 2019
Barranquilla, Colombia

El 6 de mayo de este año, recibí una de las noticias que más impactó causo en mi vida hasta el día de hoy, sentada en una silla de hospital me dijeron que algo andaba mal en mi y que teníamos que actuar rápido para que las cosas  no se salieran de control 🤷‍♀️ nunca sentí tanto terror como el que sentí en ese instante, nunca tuve tanto miedo de algo como lo tuve en ese momento. La vida iba a cambiarme para bien o para mal y lo lamentable es que esa situación no solo me afectaría a mi si no que también lastimaría a las personas que me amaban🥺 cuando  te hablan de Cáncer el ser humano tiende a asumir que es el fin de todo lo somos, y yo empezaba a pensar de esa estupideces forma, habían sido dí...

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October 11, 2019
Hyderabad, India

From an innocent lover to becoming a funny drug addict
I just wonder what changes people in such a drastic way

Is it the love or the betrayal?

-Sid

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October 11, 2019
 

I felt a void in my heart and brain in the same place where our memories were. It was like a pool collecting filth and scum and one day the drain plug was pulled. Now there's nothing to mention unless this pool be renovated. But what is the point of all that effort? What was has long passed us and even the memories are but fleeting images, making one question themselves if what they seem to recall was indeed their reality or just another figment of their beautiful and dangerous imagination.

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October 10, 2019
Blouberg, South Africa

We all have that which breaks as and makes us feel as if it’s never gonna be how we see it and even if it’s the marks on your body or the size of it be it the person looking back to you from the mirror even if it’s the past that haunts your dreams at night know we all struggle you feel alone but never are a voice a hand a heart will always find you
#WorldMentalHealthDay
S.N

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October 10, 2019
Ahmedabad, India

When a man's heart is wrecked,
It doesn't bleed or break but caves in,
It doesn't stretch to make a room for someone else so soon,
It doesn't appear dejected but is wretched with in.

When a man's heart is wrecked,
Unlike hers, it doesn't find shoulders to rest upon,
Pain doesn't fade away quickly and life doesn't move on.
Its story stand still into that same old lane,
Like a Sisyphus, to watch it all in vain.
Time refuses to heal its wound easily,
And it learns to live with it perpetually.

When a man's heart is wrecked, It screams without making a sound,
It lingers on same boat of promises until it is drowned.

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October 11, 2019
Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

I walk out of a tiring day,
And crawl into emptiness,
I felt the isolation lurking in,
Thought self love could save me,
Oh boy, how wrong was I ?
I know how to care for myself,
But I don’t know how to shut
these voices inside of me ;
Sometimes I get up -
middle of the night,
to unknown voices greeting me,
And I hide inside my blanket,
hoping....
the monsters under the bed,
won't crawl out to grab me,
but I just don’t know how to hide,
from the monsters inside my head.

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October 9, 2019
Lamar, United States

Break me apart
Tired of feeling numb
I’ve ran away from the pain for too long
It’s time to face the pain I buried deep inside
Pain demands to be felt
So break me apart and let the light heal me

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October 9, 2019
 

Life has been hard this year,
And I’m trying very hard not to let it make me bitter but instead make me better.

I’m fighting that loneliness feeling again.
But I have to remind myself that with the wrong person I can feel even more alone.

Healing is not linear, some days will simply be better than others.

So my plan is to fill my free time with more things that make me feel more alive, and less that just numb  out my emotions.

It sucks going through it, but I know that I’m going to come out of it better than ever.

Think of it like a snake shedding it’s skin, I’m welcoming changes and a new and better version of myself.

Only blessings from here on out. I’m going to find more and m...

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