If you shut down your brain and give all the power to your heart, what does it tell you? Take my hand and let go of everything, what should stay will stay.
Don't fight your emotions, let them rain. A shower of meteorites built from your inner thoughts. What a beautiful picture that is, you are pain-free. Trust your instincts, you can survive this and more.
Breathe in, breathe out. Count to ten and see with your hands. Nothing is real anymore. The pain is gone and life is bright.
Losing is growing. Losing is cleaning. Losing is improving. Lose gracefully what you have to lose.
Your happiness is within you, not in their hands. Your peace is within you, not in their comments.
عشق سمجھے تھے جس کو وہ شاید.
تھا بس اک نارسائی کا رشتہ.
میرے اور اُس کے درمیاں نکلا.
عمر بھر کی جدائی کا رشتہ.
ishq samjhy thy jisko wo shyd.
tha bas ik narasai ka rishta.
mery or us k darmiyan nikla.
umer bhar judai ka rishta.
I've lost my smile
Somwhere in my
Way to growing up..
If you find it anywhere
Could you please flash
It my way and send it
To my address??
The heart and brain both are mine,
Still I can't decide whom to pick and whom to dodge this time.
My thoughts are loud and clear but my but my heart does not care!
Is it compulsory everytime to pick what is conventionally right? How do I know I'm unable to decide.
You call one logical and other emotional. Is it correct to label everytime ?
They say think wisely use your head not your heart .
But this time I would battle it right and choose both but half half.
It's true what they say about depression;
Everything around you makes you feel worse than ever;
You forget just some days back you used to be a happy go lucky human being;
You don't even remember what was the last time when you laughed your heart out;
Anything which has the capability to make you happy feels nothing less than a trap to you;
Even if the people around try to make you feel better, it just feels like they are feeling pity on you;
I may go on and on,
But I have to stop somewhere,
As the moment I am writing it down,
I and only I feel that it's me who can help myself cope up with these mysterious feelings trying to engulf me,
I can sense them, trying to break me down,
And I surely k...
I had a nightmare that I was denied disability and was going to commit suicide.
I haven’t felt that helplessness since December. I don’t want to feel it again. I have been fighting for disability for over 3 years, disabled 8. I can’t keep doing this.
My stomach has an ulcer or some kind of serious pain. My food isn’t digesting, I’m throwing it up 12 hours later. This isn’t normal. I can’t get into a doctor for 2 months.
Everything hurts and I feel so helpless.
What a sucky dream, but if I get denied I won’t be able to afford to live. What will be the point? I can’t take anymore suffering.
Woke up with such a horrible mindset.
At this point of life,
I started thinking..
Wouldn't it easier and better to end it now?
I would be in a different place,
But at least no one can hurt me anymore.
You’ve asked me to leave,
I refused to do so.
I wish, you stayed too.
Mentía cuando decía que se terminó todo. Realmente mentía. Queria que tu mente se ilumine y todos tus sentidos entiendan que en el momento en el que yo decia esas palabras debias actuar. Si realmente querias el nirvana, debias cambiar. Pero no fué así, no cambiaste y quiza no te importó.
Upon a tree top looking down
After flying o'er this lonely town
My wigs now grown tired
Shallow breaths have transpired
Lost to thoughts in my mind I shall drown.
For the poetry form #limerick (5 lines - lines 1, 2 and 5 a little longer and ryhming, lines 2 and 4 shorter and rhyming) for the #PoetryOlympics on Instagram
So numb is my existence.
So absent is you presence.
The silence slices through our limbs that were once intertwined.
Our roots, once solid, have begun to rot.
Our foundation crumbles with every unspoken truth.
All of the time spent building has become time wasted.
Your solitude is poison in your veins which will infect the union.
Care not, the transformation has begun. Speak not, it’s already over. Regret not, it is what you’ve chosen.
Waves ; part of the nature and makes me fear its rise !
You never know when there would be a wave or a tide,
And would cause me to go through a monstrous ride !
But I imagine myself on a boogie board and to R.I.D.E. the wave of panic back into the shore where the panic will subside.
The truth about life, don't get attached to anyone. They'll just break your heart. Even though you think they are the one or they are perfect. They will tear you apart without even caring.
I defeated my pain threshold today.
I accidentally cut myself today and to my amusement it didn’t hurt at all. Visible blood was flowing in the sink and I just stare at the coloured water. Ever ready to experience the pain, “One, two, three, four...” and I stopped counting. Nothing. I have the lowest pain threshold and that cut did not cause me any discomfort. Did my sensory organ malfunction as well, after you left?
"वो कह के चले इतनी मुलाकात बहुत है,
मेंने कहा,रुक जाओ अभी बात बहुत है....!
आँसू मेरे थम जाए तो शौक़ से जाना,
ऐसे में कहाँ जाओगे ?
बरसात बहुत है....!!"
How many times do you have to lie?
And so many times you somehow made me believed you again and again.
Shame on you for such a big liar.
But shame on me for swallowing up your lies.
Hook, line and sinker.
How many times can you break my heart for the same thing, over and over again?
It's a bizzare feel...
...the sad piano music keeps ringing at the background of your thoughts
You are a lone creature amongst a crowd...
...the dullness seems so irrelevant at times
You want to whirl & swirl...
...but than thats again another thought
You want that person to be your side...
...laughing & Chirping... But than again that's another thought
Under a starry sky... Endless talks... Bursted emotions... Maybe a kiss on forehead...
...but than that's just another thought
The bridge between reality & desires is broken
....and you know it's so near yet so far
Well... Than... I love you...
...Oh come on.... That's just another thought
Yes... In the end...
Do you remember the day we first met? I think about it often, the first time I saw you.
It was the beginning of everything, I don't think either one of us was prepared for gift that had been given to us. So many beautiful moments shared.
So many treasured memories...
I just wish I knew how much time you had left.
I want you to know, I still love you. And I always will...
I want to get away. Far away, so I’ll be safe. Then, I won’t have to fight those dark thoughts anymore. Then, I’ll be free and won’t have to control those hard feelings anymore. So I start to run, but my body isn’t moving. It slowly starts to disappear. Away from all the pain and missery, into the warmth of the calming waves.