It is impossible to contain the tears, my throat can not stand it anymore.
My eyes are crystals all the time.
I'm so fragile now, she left without saying goodbye and let go of my hand in the middle of the road.
I have nowhere to go,
Come back please my princess
Es imposible contener las lágrimas, mi garganta ya no soporta aguantar más.
Mis ojos son cristales todo el tiempo.
Soy tan frágil ahora, se fue sin decir adiós y soltó mi mano en medio del camino.
No tengo a donde ir,
Vuelva por favor.
If i lift up my sleeve
Will you leave me?
That's what I believe
But maybe you'd grieve?
Because you can perceive
What I recieve
But even if you did I wouldn't reprieve
And then I would leave
To go cleave
The thing under my sleeve
I wonder if you know,
Somewhere out there you're missed,
I've no idea where you're,
What you're doing,
Or how you're either,
But you're missed
You've left me here,
With nothing but emptiness,
Confined in a tiny room,
In the darkest possible corner,
Isolating myself from the outside world
Can't call it self dependence,
Call it un dependence,
Cause I care no more,
Of my very self,
To exist or not,
Means nothing to me
Alone I wander the streets,
After fighting like a rebel,
For the dream of freedom,
From the shackles of home,
Fighting a senseless battle,
For a meaningless cause
Who am I now,
Where am I now,
Nobody seems to know,
Nobody seems to care,
What's the whole point,
In this pitiful ...
You hurt. I see your pain
You wear it like a shirt
To block the cold rain.
You spurt in anger again.
You blurt words in vain.
You curse. I see your pain.
You hurt. I see your pain.
Es oficial, la decisión de una afecta a dos.
No he podido sobrellevar este dolor que apenas sé que comienza, pienso en muchas cosas y lo único a lo que aspiro es a levarme cada día y continuar como en modo automático.
Jamás había llorado así por alguien, me asombra la forma en que estoy llevando esto. En su momento pensé que iba a desordenar mi vida haciendo y deshaciendo por doquier.
Pero no fue así, fue algo peor. Estoy callada, lloro en cada momento, me refugio en mi cuarto, estoy mal.
No sé cuánto tiempo llevo sin comer, he vomitado jugos gástricos, no duermo y no dejo de pensar en ella.
Estoy mal, estoy sola.
If I were to die
Would you cry?
Or maybe you'd say bye
But wouldn't ever try
To ever ask why
There were always tears in my eyes
And why I would always sigh
When nobody would stop bye
To even just say hi
So maybe that's why I died
Hay miedos que nos paralizan totalmente,
Hay miedos que siempre nos atormentan
Hay miedos que nos persiguen siempre
Hay miedos que vienen en forma de sueño
Hay miedos tan aterradores como el de perder
A un ser querido...
Sin importar como se presenten,
El miedo siempre estará presente...
I spend my days
Considering new ways
To hurt my heart
So I can feel something again
You coconut of a person,
The problem of people who maintain a tough facade is, when they are wronged by the people who are close to them, they are unsure if they could really stand up for themselves as they fear that it will show some kind of weakness by breaking their charade. And then they question if it had been worth it, the whole pretence of strength.
But the fact they have been hurt so much in the past made them put up the facade in the first place. Had they shown their softness to the world, they would have been picked and prodded and fed to the crows.
In your moments of doubt... Hang in there you coconuts, it will all settle down!!
Don't sink in your own tears,
Dear mind please don't listen what heart says,
Dear heart you are the one making it worse,
Better you throw her out or stop your beat,
You guys made me happy and shown me real happiness,
After she left ,
You guys making me cry always and showing me real pain,
Now I am unbalanced,
Is this love?
It's god good and evil bad,
- john magnesh
one cool dusk me and my love,
blissfully sitting on the terrace,
Me: Babe see how the clouds are moving fast as time moving fast while u r with me.
She: see the sky which remains there always as iam with you.
but now she went as a clouds,
now I am standing alone holding past memories as a sky...
Life is cruel.
It has a habit of giving you what you want the most after a long struggle only to take it back soon.
Just like how tiny ants devote their entire life building the colony only to die after couple of months.
The universe is filled with pain.
It puts people together, makes them fall in love and then Bam! It separates them and puts one of them 6 hours ahead, two continents away.
But maybe pain is a part of the package.
Maybe you can't love something or someone without going through the pain.
Maybe your heart just eventually gets used to the pain.
Because it's all worth it in the end.
I want to cry
Whenever I feel like
this is the right time to cry,
I want to cry aloud,
But no one has to hear
the voice of my cry,
I want to cry
without blinking a water from
eyes without showing
to anyone else.
This is how I want to cry
I think yes, I can
But only within
So no one can see me.
"I can cry from within".
My anger rages
Though my mind screams in silence
So you don't get hurt.
#scream #CMVerbChallenge #WritingPrompts
Yes! You were
The most frequently dialled contact
Never ending night talks
Gave a heavenly solace to heart
And in dreams we continued
But this is blue ...
That now you are
The only contact not to be in dialing
The only contact not to be deleted
The only contact I wish to talk
And in dreams we get dark
Separated with barrier of family fears
Hope one day
I do have those calls again
This time the life time call
To get us close
Few years back,
I was a troubled teen,
I met a gentle guy,
Neat and keen!
We talked like kids,
Into the late nights,
I was looking for a fling,
But he was serious and grim!
He was wary yet sweet,
Well, I was cute yet neurotic,
He had too many walls,
And I had too little tools!
I never could understand,
His values and traits,
Yet he said he loves me,
On Valentine's eve!
I broke his heart into a million shards!
And I ripped apart his dreams and thoughts!
Today I write all about my scars,
But never about the ones I caused!
So I just wanted to say,
Hey you, I am sorry!
They say, ....Paperboat at seashore.
True love finds a way,. Too well behaved,
Mine didn't, Lacking in rage.
May be, it wasn't real,. The worst part is,
Was artificial. Now I have to live.
An act of haste,
Never meant to be.
Dandelion amongst perennial,...
May your cursed nonsense live in rebuke.
It arises at the crack of dawn, birthed from your cracked lips,
With the stench of your unbrushed teeth.
And to think,
All this time, I thought I was fine.
Celebrated by my sunkissed sisters.
Throwing confetti. Melanin overflow.
Comments from fallen kings,
And broken queens,
Poison me and lead to my demise at sunrise.