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April 25, 2018
 

What You Drew

I need to lay my head 
On your naked chest
Accompanied by the comfort 
Of your blue sheets

I’m sorry for the stains 
I left there
Between the plaid print covers

I wear your clothes now
And wait for your return
Since I can’t feel your touch,
I resort to clothing that once belonged to you
To provide warmth 
And protect my skin from the cold air

Until your return
I will not feel safe 
Because in times of grave danger and distress
Your arms are where I run to 
A sanctuary of goodness and relief to me
And you are my favorite place to hide

With each joke I hear I find myself 
Pausing and looking to my side 
To hear your reaction
And see your wholesome smile
But then the sting of ...

SMILEY FACE
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April 25, 2018
Yavatmal, India

Grave is never the end of evil....

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TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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April 25, 2018
Ghaziabad, India

#SkyLarkChallenge

Can I ever forgive you?
When you ask me to forgive you, someday in life, I simply tell you that I'm not angry. Because I'm not. I'm not upset, I'm plagued. Plagued by the absence of you, shattered by this present, this unforseen present dumped on me. I'm not angry at you, I'm lost, lost of any purpose, deprived of any wish, abandoned. I sulk through the days, cry through the nights, not because I'm angry, but because I was pushed out, with no trace of regret, my identity taken away from me. I cry, because I know I'm not missed, not because I'm angry. So, don't ask me for forgiveness dear you, it's not your fault. It's love's fault, for it decided to reveal it's true natur...

FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 25, 2018
Livonia, United States

the sound of the dripping on the damp walls
from the beer bottle you threw at mother
she’s on the ground
bleeding out
yet you stand in my way of helping her
you laugh at her pain
her misery
but she still loves you
i don’t understand why
all i know is
i’m not going to break her heart like you intended too
i will keep her safe
and away from you
your hands
are too powerful
our hands
are too weak
you nail our feet to the ground
and order that we stand up.

FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 25, 2018
Ghaziabad, India


Maybe I wasn't the best thing that happened to you. Maybe someday, it would be easier to accept that.
Someday, when you come back to our city, would you feel the rush to come visit my place,once your heavenly abode?  In that moment, would you regret the decision you took, would you regret leaving? That day, when you find that nothing really changed here, would you know that neither did I? Would the roads leading you to my place, tell you my story, explain how I passed my days, in your absence? Would my terrace show you traces of my presence, as I looked upon the road, for time infinite, hoping that you would return until it eventually exhausted me? Would my house speak of my cries, of the ...

ORIGINAL
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April 25, 2018
Ghaziabad, India


Every new 'Thing' in life, brings with it an excitement. You know that feeling in the stomach, when your heart is elated, all set for the new experience. That's when your mind stops reverting back , that's when it imagines a better future, makes plans and life seems so beautiful with no weary past.
It is only when the 'new experience' runs dry, when it all gets over, when the bubbles burst, that a realization strikes.
Someday, sitting on your favorite spot, living on your normal life, you come across a familiar name and a  known feeling gushes in. A memory of an old 'thing' you once owned, a thing that was your muse for years. It hits you, how the craving of the new washed away the exist...

ORIGINAL
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April 24, 2018
 

Everything hurts
My head throbs
My heart shrinks
My chest heaves
My bones ache
My skin burns
My fingers crack
My knees buckle
My ankles pop
Everything hurts

My blood runs slow
My eyes look hollow
My body is stiff
Yet my hands shake
Water rises in my eyes
My body becomes
Only a shell
Everything hurts

I can't move
I'm stuck
Frozen
As time ticks on

Halted
In disbelief
That one thing
Could do this
To me
Everything hurts

Leave me
Broken
Hollow
Empty
Feeling alone
Lost and
Unwanted
Everything hurts

How much
Power
Can be held
By one
Thing
Everything hurts

-Jade ♧

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MOVEMENT
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April 25, 2018
 

And if only feelings can replace the bloid in my veins,
The wounds  on my wrist will never heal.

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FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 24, 2018
Ghaziabad, India




Do you remember my name? And the fact that I loved to hear it in your voice. That occasionally when I called out to you, it was only so I could listen to you, say my name. That every time you called my name, I felt safe, I felt your assurance, I believed that you were around.
Are you around anymore? Will you not keep me safe? Will you not assure me that it's going to be alright, that whenever I would need you, you would lend me your hand?
Have you left already, moved on?


-SD

ORIGINAL
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April 24, 2018
Bengaluru, India

The subtle pain of being away from a part of you is so profound,
No amount of expressing, explains it
No amount of shedding tears, sheds it
No amount of distractions, keeps you away from it
But that is okay because there is a beauty in being connected to that part of you, this pain keeps you connected.
Such an ironic sorrow.

FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 24, 2018
 

DEAR ME OF 2023
Five uears ago you didn't like to socialise. You didn't express your emotions. You didn't express your feelings. You had very few best friends and even fewer(1 or 2) whom you could really trust. So to whom would you have talked. Family? Yeah right! As if they didn't have a hundred problems of their own. You tried to atleast solve your emotional and mental problems on your own. Five years ago you thought that life is easier alone than with a family coz when you have a family expectations come along and non-fulfilment of those leads to frequent arguements. You thought the same about your love life and avoided any kind of committment and relationships in these past five years. I'...

FACE YOUR FEARS
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April 24, 2018
Perth, United Kingdom

A part of me would always be with him.

But we had reached, I think, the point of no return. A month before I didn't want to even consider it coming to an end...nobody ever does. Now I'm not saying I was overjoyed by the idea either, I still loved the very bones of him. But I was at peace with it. We had come to, if you like, our natural end.

There's no feeling like love. Everything in the world is sweet when you're in the midst of it - and I know, I know the feeling of ecstasy when you're experiencing all of your firsts with someone doesn't last forever and arguments happen and you have days where you just want a break. I also know that I am far from an expert on the subject. But I have a t...

THE GLASS STAMP
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April 24, 2018
 

Appearance is a powerful tool. And the biggest lie you can tell someone. I always used to think that a lie could be seen in someone’s eyes when told. That the truth would float up to the surface, visible like an oil stain on water. But it does not. Truths are like separated droplets in a sea. Unseen, submerged, dissolved. We only see the sea. Appearance is a powerful tool.

I don’t like the taste of coffee. But I drink it anyway because I feel like I need it. Sometimes. We need to move on fuelled by whatever floats our boats. As long as we keep pushing forward. Go, go. Figure it out. Figure it out. But don’t stop moving. I don’t like the taste of coffee because it’s bitter. It even sounds b...

ORIGINAL
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April 24, 2018
 

In my mind.

Tears following gravity
she's screaming at me
says I'm better of dead
that I deserve a bullet through my head.
everything I do I do wrong
she says I don't belong.
blade to my wrist
but holding on to a reason I still exist. 
she says I'm a piece of shit
and on life I have to quit.
to her I'm a joke
wanting me to choke.
she says I'm born a disappointment
that I steal all enjoyment.
she lives in my mind
and she's all but kind.

LETTRS BLACK AND WHITE
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April 23, 2018
Metepec, Mexico

Somebody said you got a new friend.
Does she love you better than I can?
There is a big black sky over my town
I know where you at, I bet she's around
I know it is stupid but I just got to see it for myself.

I'm in the corner watching you kiss her
I'm right over here, why can't you see me?
I'm giving it my all, but I'm not the girl you're taking home
I keep dancing on my own
I'm just gonna dance all night
I'm all messed up I'm so out of line

So far away, but still so near
But you don't see me, standing here
I just came to say goodbye

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 23, 2018
 

                 That Day

You hurt me that day.
I was innocent, and vulnerable.
I trusted with a pure heart.
I was only 4.

I was a baby.

You hurt me that day.
I wish I could forget.
I wish I could go back to that day and stay home.
I wish my parents would have been more mindful, and cautious with who they let me go with that day.

But none of that matters now.

I wish I could remember what you look like.
I can remember everything else but your face, the memory of your face is blank.
Are you someone's father or grandpa now?
Have you hurt anyone else like you hurt me?

You took something from me that day,
and when I find you I will take something from you.
This one thing I cannot f...

HELPLESS
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April 24, 2018
 

Dear God,

Henceforth, I just ask you to be with me. Because maybe, the only person I trust on with my feelings, is you. I apologize for complaining, for begging and for being angry at you. I learnt that we get what we deserve and never receive what we don't. So, no matter how much I wail, beg, offer or sacrifice what's not mine will never be mine. Henceforth Lord, I shall never ask for anything material for myself , maybe because I have no more wishes left also because I know it's just you who's will shall be done.

But just, stay with me. It's too dark here and I'm scared.

Your Child,
-SD

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 24, 2018
 

He sleeps beside me, every night,
And I curse myself for I reek of his bitter sweat, ever since the day we exchanged vows, cause he has a penis and wears an invisible cape,
I have been broken by him, and left shattered, in fragments and pieces,
But how can I fight back? Cause there is no such thing as MARITAL RAPE !!!

©i_am_parul_vats

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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April 14, 2018
 

Sickness, sickness you feel it in the air,
Look in his eyes, no wonder just despair,
He's just a broken man, hanging by a prayer.

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LOVE, HER
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April 22, 2018
Livonia, United States

i desire to have your lips

against mine

as soon as our lips touched

i knew

that i loved you

KISS KISS
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