Some days are bad
Some days are good
Some days I feel alone
Some days I feel loved
Some days are the worst
But days spent with you are the best..
Until my troll-brain starts to work when I'm supposed to be sleeping
And make me wanna cry even when I'm around you
Y a pesar del tiempo
Y a pesar del daño
No te quiero menos
Solo me dueles un poco más
Tal vez allá momentos que no compartamos, pero aun así siempre te tengo presente en mi mente...
The worst thing you did to me
Was take away my music.
You took my voice away
For I could no longer sing.
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings
Is it worth it!!
Is it worth it, to wait for you!!
When I know there ain't no clue..
Is it worth it, to hope for a chance!!
When I know I can't even have your glance..
Is it worth it, for me to die everyday!!
When I know you have gone far far away..
Is it worth it, to remember the past!!!
When I know just tears would it cast..
Is it worth it, to question my heart!!
As to why it landed on such a retard..
No.. It's not!!!
It's not worth to shed another tear,
And to live in a world of fear!!
I knew to live,before you came along,
And I will learn it again...
The gloomy days have bygone!!
I have hurt you
I hurt myself in the process.
I never planned on it and if it was possible to change the past would change that choice that did this to you.
My mistake doesnt mean I dont love you it doesnt mean I dont care.
It was a choice without thought or reason and one that I cannot repair.
I didnt play you nor do I think your a fool.
Cause truth it be.
I am the fool that lost you.
I am the fool.
Im the one that fucked up.
I am the one that hurt you and myself.
I know Im far from perfect.
But know that
Everyday that goes by
Ill be thinking about you
Know my actions of one night cost me the best thing to walk into my life.
I will learn from this and at the end of it all. I dont...
I can't help but feel anxious as I watch my weeks fly past as soon as they come.
I try to make all days last yet, they seem to end faster.
Am I really afraid of not having enough time to live my life?
I haven't achieved the things I would have liked for this year.
It's partially my fault for that.
I will try to tame this fear.
First girl killed the kid in me and I became serious.
The second one died and I became critical.
The last one just left and I died within.
Hope is all I need, to survive.
Dear You, If you’re reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to express it, so good for me. You don’t know me very well, but if you get me started, I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the expressing is for me. But this, this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. There’s no easy way to say this, so I’ll just say it. I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn’t looking for it. I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another. Next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there’s this feeling in my gut. She might be the one. She’s completely nuts, in a way that makes me smile, hig...
Dear Body/Life Support,
Can somebody help me find my manual? I can't seem to find it!
I lost my remote some time ago and my off button for this infernal, idiotic heart seems to have been misplaced!
Thanks for your time!
I haven't forgotten about you
And believe me I have tried
To rid myself of memories
And erase you from my mind
Kinky Eskimo ⭐
I remembered when I was anonymously reported to the counselors office for cuts on my arm my sophomore or freshman year of high school. I remember begging them to let me ride home on the bus but they wouldn't let me. My mother couldn't come up to the school because she didnt drive and it was a long walk. It was hot too. So I was driven home by a cop that was at the school. I remember seeing my brother and my mom so upset and pissed. They cursed at me and my brother told my mom that I kissed a boy in the library and I lied about it and then told the truth. After that they continued to say things about me about all the problems I caused which I knew.. When the cop left she yelled at me and told ...
I’m so hurt
I can’t write the words
In my heart.
And the ink bleeds
Inside of me
But I can’t let it out.
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings
I'm tired of disappointment
In order to spend time with you
I may need an appointment
What the hell am I supposed to do?
Cry out for your love
Only to be denied
So like a turtle dove
Believe me I have tried
To capture your heart
But you don't wish to be near me
So we're always apart
Cause you only know how to flee
But you claim there's love in your heart
Or could it be
You're only crushing my heart
You're not in this for you and me
Who is she?
Do me a favor and let us be
I can't take it anymore
It's time I walk out them doors
Don't say I didn't warn you
Why is love so blue?
It's been a while since we broke up.. and that night after that when he was drunk and I called him up.. why.. I had no clue.. but atleast he was able to say everything.. he finally wished for me not to come back.. that moment I realised to what extent that relationship was broken.. we didn't respect each other.. it was not the way he used to talk.. actually he never talked in that way.. may be that moment I realised It was over forever now..!!
Se me desborda el alma cuando estás tú, no puedo ocultar que estoy enamorado de ti.
Te sigo amando, como si el tiempo no transcurriera, como si el frío de diciembre entre su brisa llegue y me golpee el pecho, provocando el mismo resultado de friccionar dos piedras, pero en este caso son dos almas. Con ese calor se alce en llamas, esa misma que hay entre nosotros, la cual la siento flamear. Basta con encontrarnos y tener esas conexiones para que me desnudes el alma por completo.
Sigues siendo tu...mi alma gemela.
You must not know or remember how it feels for no one to accept you, not even your family. You must've forgotten just how much it hurts emotionally and physically when you know that NOTHING you do will ever be good enough. You must've forgotten just how much your cheat hurts when your own family refuses to almost ever give you a compliment, to reassure you that you're a good person doing a good job. I wonder what that must feel like. How does it feel to have people who are always there for you? How does it feel that your family loves you unconditionally? How does it feel when people actually care about your life? Your opinions? I bet it feels a whole lot better than feeling so fucking alone, ...
I was glad I got into the mood of the festive season much earlier than usual. I had plans for Christmas. I was all excited about it until depression kicked in a couple of days back. I've probably forgotten all the Christmas carols I kept singing. I only remember the song.. " Hello Darkness..my old friend..." . As I lay here in bed like a vegetable, not knowing what is happening with me, not knowing why I feel this way, I hear the sound of silence echoing, reminding me of my past, of all those circumstances where I stayed silent, put up with injustice, allowed myself to be tormented, battled for survival. A few months ago I gave myself a pat on my shoulder for having successfully grown "thick-...
Even in my own skin I am lost. I cannot find my way.
I do see everything, but cannot feel enough to enjoy it.
Eventhough I crave for them, my feelings do not belong to me.
They live in the shadow of my selfdisrespect and hate. I try. I try so hard to feel like I do matter and have some place, someone I belong to. But it keeps getting dark. Dark and cold. And with them thoughts and feelings, the loneliness appears. I do not think it was ever really gone. I just did not see it staring at me from it's little corner.