Number of times, you typed how to die without pain was really painful.
One day I want to feel the warmth of the sun in winter,
I want to feel the gush of wind, rushing against me....
I want to feel the sand beneath my feet...
I want to see clear blue skies again,,
I want to be happy again
This is not goodbye, till I see you again.....
Next time I will never let you walk from me....
Our story is magic
But it's been long years
And everyone has accepted.
We had our tales
shout out at the bars,
we sold like hotcakes
even at funerals,
and we were small talk in cars.
We were tales at the parties
and recited at get-togethers
We were wasted at anyone
who would listen
Until no one would.
It was bright yellow decor
Now light seems coming off from the far
New relationships are crazy
And they keep changing their better half.
They have a new story every week,
and we sit back contemplating who we are
Darling, we didn't lose the magic
Just coz we stayed and they couldn't.
There is nothing wrong with us
but the world has grown so cold,
with everyone usin...
I'm hanging by a thread
& I can't seem
to find a seam
to hold on to
a n y m o r e
I'm tired of drifting
through the fabric oflife a lo n e
I just want
to be intertwined
with someone like me
But the world
has fo rg o t t e n how to sew
& here I am
feeling like the last thread
without a purpose..............
"No longer in step with the same rhythm,
No more will the song and dance repeat the Same memory
that was found in each steps That were made.
I 'll be running to some new world while you Sleep away
And although we are planets apart,
We share the same moon.
I look at it as a momentum of hope,
A beginning that I 'm waiting for that
For you, it may be a sign,
A reminder that the loving soul won 't feel
Out of place because you and your love are Seeing the
In a way, I 've settled in the dark.
My eyes are nothing like the sun...
But they have a glow that very few people See. "
You had this image of me. This side i showed... The talks of what i desire in you to perform the little self proclaimed slut that i was. Always trying to catch your eye. Can i make an impression that would have you falling for me.... I seen you I immediately felt drawn. Your strong personality was confident. You're words stayed true. Your kindness was genuine. You didn't play games from what my instinct tells. You showed me no dirt and done me no wrong.
I don't know where the time went, 3 and even more hours video chatting with you. Waking up every morning and seeing you put a smile every time on my face. Id hide my blushing face. Id giggle and twirl my hair. I love how you'd show me all you...
There are those people,
Who walk away at the tiniest sparks ever seen.
And then those,
Who dive into probably the biggest forest fire, ever on earth!
Here am I,
Wanting to longing to dive into the depths of the all-consuming fire of love but scared that it would actually end up being a mirage
How many more nails do you have?
How many more till its the final one?
It is an empty coffin,
It will be an empty grave.
Because what's inside has already died
And it will rott away till you reach your end.
You pay attention, don't you.
Avoidance was never your game.
You watch the color fading away from the face,
You watch the eyes, looking down.
You watch the sudden hysteria in the voice till it go silent.
You watch the raised pace till the footsteps disappear.
You see its what the venom does to a person,
It's like a hand around the neck, choking it.
Its like an open wound, draining the blood out.
Drop by drop,
Nail by nail,
Bite by bite.
The lost fight.
I am not fighting anymore,
I am ...
Since you left, the dark
Is all I have ever known
I long for light now.
#TheDarkIsAllIHaveEverKnown #EunoiaPrompts challenge
Unko ab mere awaz sunn kay bhie dard hota hai
Jikay sath zindagi bitanay ka wada tha, unko to ab mera naam sunn kay bhie sar dard hota hai..!!
This is my first time doing something like this. Putting my feelings out in the open usually isn't what I do often but I guess if someone is out there to listen here goes,
My life is not the perfect life I pictured having growing up. I dreamed of going to college, moving out on my own, and meeting a great guy.
I am 20 years old and none of these things have yet to happen. I know I'm still young and have plenty more things to come, that's what everyone tells me. But I just want to live a good life.
I keep trying to find my fairytale guy which is not reality, which I know, but I want to believe it will happen.
I still live with my family and am limited by sharing a bedroom with my younger s...
It was that night, the last night when we were sitting in the living room, watching tv. We were all happy and laughing at his jokes.
I stood up and told him goodnight. He told me the same thing and smiled at me. That's his last words. "Goodnight". He seemed happy and peaceful. We all did.
And the next morning everything changed. She was in panic, rushing to the hospital with him. I stayed home, calling her every hour in order to learn how he was.
But I knew. He wasn't going to make it. We would be all alone from now on. I would be alone. And that's what happened. Because sometimes, life isn't a great fairytale. But our strength in such difficult situations, can be.
Sometimes it's too hard to focus on the fact that suffering will end and you'll get there. Maybe it never ends, it take breaks and we call them life.
No se vuelve más fácil.
Pasan los días y meses, y se vuelve peor.
Sólo es confirmar, cada segundo que pasa, que no volverás.
Besos al cielo, mi amor.
Ask those tears which fell down my cheeks,
Ask those nights which were too difficult to spend,
Ask those days when I used to cry madly after reading our old conversations,
Ask those paths which used to remind me of my loneliness,
Ask the god from whom I used to beg everyday to send you back in my life,
Ask the mobile screen which became wet daily by my tears at midnight,
They all will scream about YOU....
Itni akeli ho gai hu ki subha sham inh aasman badalo ko dekh kar bitata h
Khubsurti aur khushiyan dono hi inh aasman me dekhti h bas.
It’s those painful memories that made me who I am today and that pain is all I have ever known.
Crying alone is one of the most practiced things that I’ve ever done.
It is one of the worst feelings one can feel. But it is a part of you, so embrace it. It is the purest form of emotion.
It may make you feel lonely and suicidal. But it also forces you to become better only if you understand it’s true meaning.
There are many happy moments that I’ve experienced but I don’t really remember them. What I remember is the painful ones. Why?
Even the universe within you teaches you something about yourself.
Happiness never gives you anything to learn. Sadness gives you everything.
You were like those Prayers
that could calm my oceans
Just like you, these prayers
also became a distant memory
hard to be true.
You were like the sweetest
the Music to my tiredness.
Just like you, now the music
comes on someone else's tape.
You were Like those Clouds
that became the soul of sky.
Just like you, those Clouds
don't Stay for-ever either.
- Aroo Joshi
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