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September 21, 2017
Cleveland, United States

My heart is bleeding and it's a struggle to breathe! My mind is spinning, my nerves are tripping, and I just want to hide! The intensity is so heavy; where did all things go wrong? Slipped and fell, potty training fails, and abandoned or ignored from personal friends. My place is a disaster, coffee is horrendous, and my focus has been shit. My energy is gone, my anxiety is off the charts, and I want to scream....

But what good would that do,
No ones around to hear me!
Forgotten and Alone

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NATIONAL DIARY DAY
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September 21, 2017
 

kya likhu aaj kuch samjh m nhi aa rha, kiske liye likhu kuch samjh m nhi aa rha. chala gya wo sakshh jisko dekh kr likha krta tha. chhod gya aaj wo tanha mjhe jiske likha likha krta tha. bahut koshish ki fr se kuch likhu pr likhne k liye kuch raha nhi.
wo tha to sb kuch acha tha wo nhi to kuch acha nhi.
uske hone se sb kuch tha uske jaane se kuch nhi rha.
tu wahi hai jisko dekh kr me apne gam bhul jata tha.
kash wo fr se aa jaye.
ab to kalam bhi puchne lg gyi mere se ye rushwayi kyu.
kyu tu aaj kal nhi likhta, tere likhne se mjhe sukun milta tha.
ab kese smjhau us kalm ko ki jiske liye likhta tha ab wo chhod gya mjhe..
ab kiske liye likhu, kya likhu

Miss You So Much

TE AMO
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September 21, 2017
 

stop filling my
head with just
words and all talk.
show me with action
and give me
something real
to hold on to.
I’m tired of waiting
and filling my
heart with paper
butterflies that
eventually
turn to dust.

– kim santistevan
    (IG:utegirl89)

WOMAN
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September 21, 2017
Vizianagaram, India

The playful little stream
Becomes an ocean and rises
To devour me
The fluffy white clouds
Turn heavy and black
Cover the sun
Strike me with lightning
The refreshing breeze turns into a gale
Blows me away
The hands that held me with love
Suddenly let go
I fall from the cliff
Deep down into the abyss
Endless and dark
None to hold me
None to keep me from falling
I let out a cry but there is no one to hear
No one to reach out and hold me
Who will take me near?
Hold me dear?
Wipe my tears?
Calm my fears?
Who can I look to?
Who can I look to?

ASPHALT GREY
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September 21, 2017
 

Aaj chand ko dekhta hua, hawa ka ek jhoka jaise meri rooh chu gaya Khabhi fursat nhi thi aur aaj fursat se yeh khula asmaan kayi purani yaadein cher gaya, yaadein jinhein khabhi ache ya burai ke khano mein baant diya tha, aaj bus ek ehsas ban chuke thai, ache ya burai nahi maloom par cherai par kuch na khehte hue bhut kuch khe jane waali muskaan la chuke thai, waqt ki ya ishq ki sabse achi aadat yeh hoti hai ki woh ghauw ki ranjishein kisi se nahi rakhta, aaj woh sab dard yaad dilaya esh akele yaar ne, aaj pheli baar dard ne nahi rulaya aaj pheli baar etvar ne nahi tu ne sukoon dilaya.

INTERNATIONAL DAY OF PEACE
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September 20, 2017
 

A stranger enters my bones.

Doubt
Guilt
Anxiety
Fear

A perfectly groomed heart from the outside. Within, petals soft bravely fight thorns. Years of housekeeping and still the frost comes. It seeps through seams. Villainous it collects on window sills.

(I swear to you, I swept them. I cured them of their insidious dirt.)

Today I will sweep. Tomorrow I will sweep. And someday I will throw away the broom.

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NEVER GIVE UP
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September 20, 2017
 

Maybe you never gave me a piece of your heart completely to begin with. And the reason I feel empty as mine was given long before we said hello.

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NEON WILDERNESS
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September 21, 2017
 

You never know what is hiding  behind someone's smile. For some smile because they are happy, while others smile to hide their pain.

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INTERNATIONAL DAY OF PEACE
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September 19, 2017
 

I love the rains
For the way they bring you back to me
As if you never walked away
As if you still stand strong by my side hand-in-hand
This tender feeling of being in love with you makes me want to dance in these showers
Like we used to dance together with our eyes closed
Matching steps to the music of falling drops
These droplets sings a song aloud in my ear which my heart sings for you.
As each rain drop touches my skin,  it melts away the veil of coldness my heart wears ever since you left
And the molten love it has for you flows down my cheeks as tears..
With each tear I wish to call out your name as loud as I can
And tell you that this time I have fallen in love with you harder a...

INTERNATIONAL DAY OF PEACE
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September 19, 2017
 

Was it meant to be?
I asked myself.
I would never know.
I guess it was too late.

INTERNATIONAL DAY OF PEACE
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September 19, 2017
New Delhi, India

Our Earth is far to large for us to explore. Yet seeing the galaxy so wide, it's nothing but a small dot on a never ending world.

NEVER ENDING
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September 18, 2017
Monsey, United States

I'm a robot
I only do what my master commands
I'm a robot
See me move my little hands

Back and forth, up and down
My master hasn't taught me yet how to frown
But I wish I can
But I can't talk to the man

I only listen to what he says
He is, after all, of me, the prez.
And I cannot do anything about it
Except... maybe become human, bit by bit

I'm a robot
I only do what my master commands
I'm a robot
See me move my little hands

SUNNY SHADES
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September 18, 2017
 

You taught me that love can be amazing and a beautiful thing...
But you also taught me that love will keep you up till midnight crying softly to yourself, wondering how much more pain someone can endure.
                                         _jd_

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INTERNATIONAL DAY OF PEACE
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September 18, 2017
 

ALIENS ARE AMONG US LOVELIES!

WE ARE DYING EVERYDAY DON'T YOU SEE, YOU SEE, YOU SEE

TODAYISTHEDAYTODAYISTHEDAY

LOVELIES

LISTEN UP.

as the aliens arrive, closer and closer will we be to the truth.

RISE AND SHINE

SMELL THE ROSES, THE COFFEE, THE LIES, BABY DOLLS!

TODAY IS THE DAY.

and the closer we are to the truth, the closer we are to dying. today is the day we DIE LOVELIES PAY ATTENTION.

today is the day we die.

and you will smile wide just like we practiced, correct?

and you will curtsy with a perfect posture just like we practiced, correct?

correctcorrectcorrect

today is the day, oh lovely lovely day.

THE DAY IS HERE!

rise and shine lovelies!...

TOTAL ECLIPSE 2017
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September 18, 2017
 

           "Secret".
Everyone wants to open one door
And that door
(Everyone looks for)
You know what door is that?
It is the door of success
Which can be opened by a key
Of passion, hard work, struggle
and patience.
If you do this
Your success door will be
opened in this life.

-Chirayu!.

THE SKY ISN'T THE LIMIT
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September 18, 2017
 

You were the only one I could rely on at one point in time,
I thought for sure you would always be there,
I had your back and I thought you had mine,
Things never work out the way you want them to,
That's what I've heard,
But I thought things with you were different,
You were the only one who could bring me to tears,
I never thought you would,
But you did,
I always had a feeling it might happen,
I just wish I would have listened to my heart,
Maybe I wouldn't be standing here crying over you,
You were the only one who has ever brought me to tears,
Your words stab so deep,
I don't think they will ever heal,
My heart is shattered into pieces and I have no one to help pick up the pieces,
I just a...

HURT
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September 18, 2017
Gurugram, India

It's sad when despite of making every efforts for them, they still aren't convinced that you deserve more from too..

It's even sadder when somehow, they end up convincing you that you still deserve less..

GREENPEACE DAY
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September 17, 2017
 

The world has become a huge, black mess that keeps on chasing me everytime I close my eyes.

The world has become less and less inviting to live in when you've left me hanging.

I wish to see to light. I wish to see the light at the end of this lonely walk.

ORIGINAL
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September 17, 2017
Ratlam, India

Sometimes I wanna break free,
the bird that touches the sky I wanna be..
Some strings hold me tight,
covering my eyes and blinding my sight...
I have hurt people and I am doing it still,
in the nights when I stay awake I wish to take a sleeping pill...
But yea I am not a looser and I am gonna make things right,
to give my soul its freedom I will fight..
I will wait for the day when I can smile without any fear,
the day when my eyes don't get wet with a tear...  :')

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STRONGER TOGETHER
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