Waited for years .....
All along the way to you .....
Finding us in one soul .....
Ohh girl ... Waited for years ....
In this winter night alone ...
As the cold wind passes us ....
Spreads our presence for miles
And slowly a melody starts behind
For so our looks romance too long
our lips punch themselves softly
In that moonlight focused love
nerves fired with memories
Hearts deep in feel
Hugs keep us warm
Still the kisses go sweet
Make us forget the present ...
Living in freedom of love...
Celebrate the meaning of love ...
Now as our kiss end ...
Made the way to tears of love ...
It being the Sign of missing you ...
Now you rest ...
Said the drive thru man.
Either he read me composing my tweet,
The one where I obscurely mentioned staring at a wall of car lights.
Hesitating for a moment.
I turned a little too slow.
Enticed by the tantric glow.
I don’t think they could reverse any impact from this distance.
Surely others would be injured.
Some possibly worse.
With my luck I’d be one of the ones that didn’t die.
When I was aiming for suicide.
So either this stranger read me scripting cryptic lines out into the netherworld of the wide web.
Hardly a soul hears me there.
Or the universe reminded this person that I needed reminding.
Drive safely, Katie.
A bad day isn’t a bad life.
So then what’s a bad life?
Each day I wake up,
Like a ghost, I drift
Exist, in this madhouse
Tired and weak,
I ask myself:
What am I doing everyday?
What did I just say?
Tick tock tick tick tock
I watch the hands move
Tick tock tick tick tock
Will this pain ever end soon?
I can't seem to remember,
The life before the glitch
Robbed of my control,
I see reality twitch.
I should've known better,
This isn't my world
The truth breaks into the fold,
The walls start to give way
As I lay there, deserted
I slowly begin to drown
With a needle in my nose,
As a hand gripped my crown
- Promit De/Saint Yuvee
You were never mine
You said goodbye
I continue to cry
Its not right
Tears all night
Enough time's gone by
Still I can't deny
Everyday I ask myself why
WHEN WILL THE SONG END
Pain writes a long song
Seems to enjoy composing
I wish it would stop
No songs of sorrow to sing
Pain conducts my life
Controls the highs and the lows
I sound out of tune
Like the squawking of the crows
Pain applauds my fear
It enjoys the oohs and awws
It even calls for encore
Entertained by all my flaws
Soon curtains will close
I will fight tooth and nail
Put away pain and drama
Let the healing prevail
NOW I KNOW
I could never please you.
If you said jump I said how high?
You would never answer.
I could never figure out why.
When you asked me to jump,
I answered you 'no' or asked 'why?'
You would get so angry.
Yes, no, what answer should I try?
Today you were upset,
you delivered words I deserved,
no, I did not deserve,
that is how I now know, those words.
Those words no one should hear.
The poem should end right here.
This message yeah this one right here.
Now I know you'll either see it or hear.
You brought color to my world
The prince to the charming
I invited you in knowing the risks
Yet i still believed in hope
The beauty to your beast
My worst fears became reality
When stigmas and labels came to light
Slowly but surely i was cut away
How do you live knowing
Youre the reason i cant have faith in
It's 2 a.m.
Bestie's just dozed off to sleep
I lay wide awake on my bed
Thinking of you
Or rather, thinking of US
I imagine us in love
Lost in a world of dreams
Where everything lasts forever
The life we'd spend together
The laughs we'd have
The trips we'd make
Where our love will grow on and on
Where time cannot restrain it
Where there's none but you and me
Where you will be my world
And I will be yours.
I sigh loudly
Suddenly thrown back into reality
Will that dream ever become true?
Will you love me back?
Will I love you unconditionally?
Or will you just remain another crush?
Loneliness is hard to deal with. In a room full of people I feel alone. In the grocery store while pushing a cart down the aisle I feel alone. On the bus, in a taxi, and in a car with friends I still feel alone.
Alone is not always a physical thing. Sometimes it's mental. To feel as if no one understands or cares affects the mind. It affects ones emotions.
Oftentimes I find myself lying in bed thinking if I will ever find someone who makes me feel like I'm not alone. Will I ever find someone that understands me, no matter how crazy I think I am. Will I find someone who cares?
I have people that care. Family and friends. However, at times, I feel like even though they care, they don't a...
How unbearable are you at times? The feeling you give to my heart is unbearable at the moment I know you left me. Why do I feel that my heart is going to explode. Why do you hate me? Why did you curse me not to be in your life? Will I be able to move on with such a broken heart. It has broken into tiny pieces that it cannot be fixable.
I have made up my mind to not search for you. Never think about you. I have come to a conclusion that its impossible to lift up such curse forever. A homeless family with love is far better than a lone person or a family without love in life.
I thought I have got you. you were so close but it turned out to be a delusion.
How do I move on? I...
and right then I felt,
the kind of calmness when a storm is about to unleash its havoc.
Plants have something to teach all of us .If you observe them carefully if you shower them with water they smile at you if you dont they get sad , same with relations if you shower them with love they smile back or else they will become sad .
# Shower the love in every relation
I am not a victim of anyone's ill STIGMA.
BELIEVE me I am the winner.
Who won in this HOPE that love is to feel not to FEAR.
I am ENOUGH to stand alone with smile for me and for Love of my life. Yes for my sweet little world my daughter I will become a proud.
I feel pity for you.
You can travel around the world,
Spend as much as you can.
At last you are the poorest man on earth.
You have no one to laugh with,
No one to talk with.
No one to play around ,
No one to cuddle,
No one to Feel,
No one to sit beside,
No one to hug you tight.
When you will enter in your 4 walls one roof place how do you call it your House.
A LETTER FROM ME TO YOU.
One day you will realize that I have not done anything wrong when I left you behind..
It was more then enough when I think your happiness more then mine.
In a hope that someday you will feel my platonic LOVE and care for you, which was never taint, it was just divine.
You hurted me for your pleasure however I always gave you back a Smile.
Not because I was not in pain.
It's just i had faith and BELIEVE
that one day I will melt your anger which you kept in your veins and mind.
I may live for more years with you my love but
I have to give this life to the one who call me mother with her stammer...
"Happy Children's Day"
Whenever my life ends
I will miss that days
and times of one phase,
where I wasn't running
for anything or for something that everyone looks for in their life,
I was enjoying my own life, that was the best thing that I was doing, living by me in me and for me was My childhood Period
and that was the best phase of life.
Being me matters so
When I was a child I was being me,
I want to be same for tomorrow.
A Child forever.
I’m an absolute basket case
A train wreck of emotions
A ticking time bomb, waiting to explode
A constant hurricane of feelings
An avalanche of thoughts
A flood of insecurities and self doubt
But still you love me.
Skylark Challenge 113
If you believe the stigma
That, as a victim
You were at fault
Then fear will keep you
From sharing your truth
Do not let that happen
Don't hide beneath
The veil of acceptance
Speak up; speak out
You are not alone
We can all have hope
That one day
The cycle will break
And we will come to realize
That we are enough;
That you are enough. JD
#hope #fear #believe #stigma
I wish to say something,
Would you hear me please...
loneliness & boredom haunts me,
Could you please talk to me for a while
& find a solution of these...
I am alone & tired,
Every passing day further makes me low...
I go out, dress up smart & bear a smile,
But I see it all dark when I look down to my core...
Money doesn't matter much to me now,
Care & love seem to be missin...
I want to say all the things bugging me inside,
But unfortunately no one is around...
& no ear to listen...!!