Every drop of pain
That fell, down her face
Left trails of love, Lost.
Every drop such,
Watered the barren land of her existence
Giving life to the flowers of love dying
Washing away the stains of betrayal
Leaving behind an ocean of happiness
Every drop such,
Was the last that ever escaped
The eyes, that now held dreams of a better future.
Don't Repeat Your Mistakes
It always seems you've moved on until the pain hits again
How long does it take for a heavy heart to mend
If the pain is routine then by now you should be used to it
Not making the same choices that brought you to the pit
You're thinking this choice is much different, watch and see
If I just take a chance then it would be meant to be
Don't drain your emotions until they're numb and raw
To love self before others only seems like a selfish law
Repeating the same mistakes ending in the same result
You're the blame for your pain it's all your fault
You seen it all before don't go through it for a second time
If you're repeating a mistake let this go through your min...
Tired of living this high I've decided to leave. My wings are tired and the roads are calling me. Tomorrow I am leaving, they might have forgotten but I didn't. I am a traveler. I grew up on the road and I always find Home on the other side of the ocean. You said you love me but you never tried to catch me. Perhaps it's for the best, I heard we are not supposed to chase what we cannot keep. I am leaving tomorrow so I can be someone else. And only then, I will celebrate the day on which you freed me.
It's hard to be confident when all your life you've been told that you're good for nothing. This feeling sucks. Looking at my life, I feel like I am going to be an outsider for all my life. I can never start again. Everywhere I go, everything I do, it will all lead to the same destination. The land of lonely and paranoia. I don't want to be here. I'm not happy here.
Took her breath away
And made her feel special
With loving words
And thoughtful deeds
But now that he's got her
Firmly in his grip
Steals her breath
As he terrorizes her life
With clenched fists
And verbal onslaughts
While all she can do
Is cower in fear. JD
October is domestic violence awareness month
Safe Horizon 800-621-HOPE (4673)
Nat'l Domestic Abuse Hotline 800-799-7233
Do not suffer in silence
You know what is wrong with these books and movies and stuff?
They teach us to wait till the end for things to become right and us to become happy.
I stand here in the twisted and distorted world
Giving away to a hazy and empty void
Please don't look for me...
It is hard for me to explain what's wrong, hard for me to tell you how I feel. Not because I'm embarrassed, but because I don't know. I don't understand. How do I get this out of my head? How do I feel in control? How do I stop hurting myself? There aren't enough to describe how I'm feeling, but I'm trying. Trying to be as descriptive as possible; as optimistic as possible. I guess I just can't. I can't because it hurts and I can't do anything about it.
Waiting for your phone
Coz you told not to call
Not to tell my own story
But listen to yours
Heart is fighting
To listen your voice
Hunger is dieing
To ask the question
Where are you
Why you didn't call the whole day
Aren't you miss me
Or I m alone to miss you
But yet no call
Skylark Challenge #161
Failures bound by,
Blood and bone,
A mere human,
Chased by flaws,
Into the night,
Nothing can change,
The past is set,
Sleepless nights bleed,
To leave behind,
The daily blur,
As I want to err,
Faults of my soul,
That I can win,
Exposing all I am,
Scared of the truth,
Behind the locked doors,
I am always running,
From the pain and loss,
To slip away,
From shadows that cling,
I need to always run,
To be free,
Each step for each tear,
Shed in the darkness,
To the rhythm,
of my heartbeat,
Steady is my soul,
Yet revealing it all,
Written: October 15...
I saw you today. You melted my heart like a molten lava. It's hard to breathe, exasperating it feels. Mind feels volatile. With it's singular urge to talk, to break the ice, it's going to implode someday soon. The thoughts rushes my mind all day. I've become so passive after I met you. They say, I'm ruining my life. I believe, I don't need a life where you're not by me.
"Ada hati yang selalu tertidur; baru terjaga saat kehilanganmu.
Ada hati yang senantiasa terjaga dan tak pernah tertidur karena takut kehilanganmu."
- Tim Zaman
"There is a heart that is always asleep; just awake when losing you.
There is a heart that is always awake and never falls asleep for fear of losing you."
Sometimes we don't know how much someone means to us until we lose them. Sometimes, we know but our fears gets in the way.
Long time no see.
I felt sad recent.
I Don't know why, just don't wanna study.
I can't remember the knowledge I learned minutes ago.
It's too hard for me maybe...😕
I need to be motivated.
The sky is clear
her wings too healed.
she still remembered
how to fly
in that open sky,
though his brutal memories
still trapped her
and give wounds
to her wings
every single night ...
This black and blue heart
Doesn’t know where to start
Trying to love you again
“Answer of judging someone”
Judgemental people are not fine from mind or their nut bolt of mind is loose which can fall at anytime so before it falls it is our duty as a human being to help a patient, who suffering from mental disorder" plz help whenever you see such a people who are judging someone like “look how short is the dress she is wearing or how fat he is looking in the shorts" just say it on the face in front of anyone who is being like a statue they find it is nothing because it is not happening to them so they won't help or even say a word they should know we should make them know that it is disgusting, disturbing and disgracing
Which has to be stopped immediately and actio...
He was right there, waiting..
In the corner of my very own mind. I close my eyes and I see his dark chestnut eyes, his dark chocolate hair, and his smooth silky skin.
He's mine. I think to myself or at least that is what I tell myself.
You don't ever really stop to appreciate the things that life grants you.. Like a car, a house, a good partner, a good family.
I .. I wanted more than that. I really did, it was 2 in the morning and I was thinking about the butterflies in my stomach. The ones that lived there long ago spelling out his name inside my very gut. He laid there beside me I could hear him breathing, seeing how the moon hits his chest as I see it rise and fall. He is real: my...
When I met you, I did my best not to fall in love
I was still broken and hurt and I wasn't ready for something new
But you held on to me, had patience and showed me you cared
I wasn't alone anymore because of the love I got from you
So I once again opened my heart and pulled you in
Told myself it was okay, and that I should try and take it easy
And for a moment it was fun, together laughing and playing
Until my fear became true once again, and you took it all away from me
All this time you were there, telling me to come along
To trust you and to hold you, and you showed me it was alright
But in the end you left me because in all if the sudden you weren't sure
And now all there's left, is da...