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April 18, 2019
 

the rays of the sun slowly drips into the ocean, allowing the currents and the waves to consume all of her and i watch wishing i could disappear with the sun

I'M LATE, I'M LATE
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April 18, 2019
 

The Loyal Betrayal.

Oh dear! oh dear!
What have you done?
When did this turned upside down?
Where is the world I imagined?
Why is this happiness paining?

Oh dear! oh dear!
This is not what you showed me.
Here is not I wanted to be
This is not how pain feels
Here came I never imagined

Oh dear! Oh dear!
You rescued me from drowning
You tied up me with your thoughts
Now I am sinking in this memories
Where I am trapped in for life

Oh dear! Oh dear!
Walked in like a friend
I imagined a life without an end
Leaving was never a thought
Still I don't know how am I lost

Oh dear! Oh dear!
I never said how grateful I am
I don't know how peaceful I am
You made it beautiful
And you only made it awf...

WORDS WORTH WRITING
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April 17, 2019
 

CW: suicidal thoughts, chronic pain, meltdown

Struggling so so badly tonight. I have incurable chronic pain stemming from 4 different issues. It’s untreated & I spend my days couchbound & in agony. I don’t have friends in person. They’ve all left (and weren’t true friends to begin with). I feel like a burden, the pain is interfering with my emotional processing even more. I already have difficulty containing such giant emotions. I just exploded tonight. I kicked things over, threw some things, sobbed, dug my nails into my head, pulled my hair. I hate myself so much for being such a burden. I hate the unrelenting pain. I hate the exclusion and isolation from society. I have a small support sy...

ORIGINAL
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April 17, 2019
 

It is okay to not be okay.
You close your eyes,
Focus on breathing.
You feel that bum bump
In your chest?
That is your heart.
You are still alive.
Take it all in,
And let it go with the wind.
Open your eyes.
Turn the page,
Start a new chapter.
This is your fresh start.
A beginning to
an amazing journey.

YOURE STRONG
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April 18, 2019
Southbank, Australia

The innocence in her eyes,
It’s a paradise.
Her eyes is the place to lose fears,
It’s the place you find happiness.
Beautiful blue eyes,
Like a clear sky,
It’s the place to lose tears.
It’s the place where you could be anyone you want to be.
I want fly away in her eyes♥️
-AS

CHIRAYU 4
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April 17, 2019
Oklahoma City, United States

Once lived a beautiful mermaid. Her tail shined so radiant that seafarers would be blinded by the light. Her harmonious voice enraptured any who dared ventured into her domain. Wild as the sea, no one could lay claim to her. Piercing green eyes electrified every bone in your body.

One day, Tempest saw two people walking together along her beach. Their hands intertwined, she wondered what they were doing. She felt this ache inside. She was tired of being the only one of her species left, a forgotten relic of the time before.

Tempest slowly placed her crown at the feet of the ocean. “Turn me back,” she barely whispered, “Turn me back into what I was before the storm.”

Suddenly, huge crash...

ASHAMED
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April 16, 2019
San Antonio, United States

LIVING A DREAM I NEVER HAD

i woke up to a dark room i didn't recognize. i felt immediately that i was going to be attacked. i was shaking from fear and my heart was pounding in surround sound. as my eyes were adjusting to the obsidian room, i scurried to my feet and blindly searched for the door. as i found the knob i felt someone standing behind me. i quickly swung the door open and just as the light entered the room...i woke up, again. this time i was safe in bed. i was about 5 or 6 when i first had this dream and i've had it repeatedly over the years. tony (my brother) was about 6 or 7 and i remember thinking, as i sat there in bed, that if i could just see his face that i would be ok. ...

STAY TRUE, BE ORIGINAL, BE YOU
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April 16, 2019
 

Levi

        Once upon a time, in a place like any other
A child was born with no face
Horrified the mother refused to touch him
So he lived a while without her touch.
         Things settled when, the couple took him and raised him dearly so.
So dearly close, that no one ever saw him.
         But someday they had to let him go

So they devised a plan, to hide
The hideous with the hideous.
They drew a charcoal face on him and nonchalantly they sent him to the world.

         The world was wise though
It laughed and palmed his face
And smudged and smudged and smudged and smudged
Till their laughter grew sore and abate

The child terrified but curious
never known of his charcoal face
He...

MAKE IDEAS HAPPEN
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April 15, 2019
 

Never make promises when you’re happy and never make decisions when you’re angry.

Navanshu Dhar

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April 14, 2019
 

Dear Mother Nature,
  I did it. I held back the tears as the blood stained my panties this month. I keep telling myself that each month it will get easier. This month that I won’t be upset as I receive your gift. Others rejoice over it, shouldn’t I? There has to be a reason behind it. It’s just not the right time, I have so much to accomplish. I don’t understand though. My arms and heart ache. Please just stop.

                        Best regards,
                            Childless

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April 14, 2019
 

_____________________
Reverse Gear:   A short poem
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Driving in a full speed
I was at my peak
This halt is bothering me
Making me so weak

I took steps long back
Gear after gear
I had gained the momentum
Year after year

What if I could or couldn't
Fear gripping my faith
Procastinating hard work
Thinking that would be waste

I should have foreseen
Brakes wanting me to curse
Realising I've taken a wrong turn
I so wanted to reverse.

But here I am
Being puzzled this way
Fear of collision is scary
Shall I just head away?

Putting my life upside down
Knowing I have something to lose
But I have a lot to gain
It's just about trying again

Slowly I started pushing back
Carefull...

TAKE A CHANCE
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April 13, 2019
 

I tried to paint a smile
On my face
This dull Sunday morning
And failed miserably
For my eyes can't hold back
Any emotion 
This sad heart served
Last night.
My chapped cheeks 
Now in love with the taste of salty tears
And long lonely nights.

I tried to paint a smile
On my face
This dull Sunday afternoon
And failed miserably
For I couldn't bear to see
Walden in Two and a half men
Fall in love 
Yet again
Or Joey in FRIENDS 
And laugh on the jokes
Third time over.

I tried to paint a smile
On my face
This dull Sunday evening
And failed miserably 
For I was just tired of trying
To plaster this smile
Just to put up a nice show
Sometimes,
I accepted,
That all you need
Is a bit of letting go.

I re...

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 11, 2019
Marshall, United States

Why is it that I am only your muse in tragedy? The pain you feel brings out the beauty but in Joy and love carried nothing. Why, when I am next to you and trying to feel your presence is the response lacking but when I am gone you want me near?

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I AM ENOUGH
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April 7, 2019
 

Wo nirnay nahi tha aasan, par phir bhi maine le li....
Dil ke sapne ko tod, Dimag ki maine sun li....

Dil ne pyar ko pyar samjha , Dimag ne pyar ko khel....
Ab aasan hai thori zindagi... Zindagi ban gai thi ek khel....

Ab sans leta hu chain ki, Bada sukoon sa aata hai....
Kya mera sukoon dekh kar, tumhe bhi sukoon aata hai ????

- आदित्य राज

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FEEL IT WRITE IT
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April 9, 2019
 

With a tinch
Of bitterness and
more sadness though,
She asked him to
let her go
For ever..

With a heavy voice
and sloppy heart
He replied,
'You already have..'.
    
                    
                      - Aroo Joshi

ORIGINAL
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April 8, 2019
 

I can't sleep knowing you're not sleeping.
I want to help, but know it's not my place.
So I just lay here barely breathing
and try my best to give you space.
And you'd think I'd feel fierce joy at this discord,
but I only feel sad and afraid,
and ashamed to admit this is what I'd wished for.
Now I just wish I could have stayed.
I feel like I'm failing, whatever I do.
I just want to somehow be there for you.

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WTF
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April 8, 2019
 

There is no point in fear... it only brings out the worst of what could be... live with hope... hope that there is always a possibilty for better.

POETRY MONTH
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April 8, 2019
 

Been up all mornin,
Staring at the ceiling,
Overthinking has kept me up,
Till the 5am alarm rang,
Time to get up and shower,
Everything is okay I tell myself,
Smile in the mirror for self consolation,
Life's just moving on,
It was three months ago,
That's the last time I've felt any kind of love from someone else than me,
I've missed my home and I hope he's doing alright too.
Goodbye and good morning to me.

Renae

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CRISTINA FILOMENA
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April 7, 2019
 

I keep bleeding my love for you in great messy dollops all over my life,
staining the pages of my diary where I have sketched out plans to be a great messy genius.
My mind maps, outlines and charts all cataloging my would-be rise to stardom have become height maps and warped, wavy graphs, a topography that tries to mimic the harsh landscape of rumpled sheets where once was merely a quagmire of hopes.

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NAVIGATION
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April 7, 2019
Marshall, United States

I pushed and pushed, you pulled away.
I can't escape you night or day.
Now that I have gone you want me near,
when I was close you weren't there.
I can't continue on this path,
I need to know if you have my back.

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WINTER WHISPERS
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