Tal vez allá momentos que no compartamos, pero aun así siempre te tengo presente en mi mente...
I have hurt you
I hurt myself in the process.
I never planned on it and if it was possible to change the past would change that choice that did this to you.
My mistake doesnt mean I dont love you it doesnt mean I dont care.
It was a choice without thought or reason and one that I cannot repair.
I didnt play you nor do I think your a fool.
Cause truth it be.
I am the fool that lost you.
I am the fool.
Im the one that fucked up.
I am the one that hurt you and myself.
I know Im far from perfect.
But know that
Everyday that goes by
Ill be thinking about you
Know my actions of one night cost me the best thing to walk into my life.
I will learn from this and at the end of it all. I dont...
I can't help but feel anxious as I watch my weeks fly past as soon as they come.
I try to make all days last yet, they seem to end faster.
Am I really afraid of not having enough time to live my life?
I haven't achieved the things I would have liked for this year.
It's partially my fault for that.
I will try to tame this fear.
Dear You, If you’re reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to express it, so good for me. You don’t know me very well, but if you get me started, I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the expressing is for me. But this, this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write. There’s no easy way to say this, so I’ll just say it. I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn’t looking for it. I wasn’t on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another. Next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there’s this feeling in my gut. She might be the one. She’s completely nuts, in a way that makes me smile, hig...
You must not know or remember how it feels for no one to accept you, not even your family. You must've forgotten just how much it hurts emotionally and physically when you know that NOTHING you do will ever be good enough. You must've forgotten just how much your cheat hurts when your own family refuses to almost ever give you a compliment, to reassure you that you're a good person doing a good job. I wonder what that must feel like. How does it feel to have people who are always there for you? How does it feel that your family loves you unconditionally? How does it feel when people actually care about your life? Your opinions? I bet it feels a whole lot better than feeling so fucking alone, ...
So I guess she never valued my emotions and I wasted my love, care, affection and most importantly, time. Though I don’t regret anything but a pinch of wasteful spending hurts coz it was for the wrong person!
Maybe this is a sign, maybe I will never be able to give away my true self to anyone.
Maybe I will always be alone in my mind, trying to make everybody happy!
Maybe there’s no one for me who will see the pain in my eyes and feel the love in those unsaid words.
Maybe I should stop thinking about love and start thinking about life.
The understanding I had for that someone was out of the world.
The tuning we had was tremendous. But she’s still an immature girl who is scared to co...
☆kisi khas k liya kuch aam sy alfaz.☆
itny udas to hum tub na thy jub thy hum tanha.
tujhy udas dekha ha to ankh bhr ai ha.
koi b zalim nhi hota maa k pait ma.
ya dunya insan ko zalim bnati ha.
dukh to ho ga tery chore jny py.
teri jagha ik khushbudar darakht to ha.
Just when I was feeling
The weight of my existence
How very alone I was,
I saw him
In all of his beauty
And red majesty.
In that moment,
As the snowflakes
Tickled my nose,
I felt you there
And I knew
That you were still with me;
That you always would be. JD
*With Me Always*
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Why am I always
I asked myself this question
As a child
And I ask it now,
For people always walk away
And I’m not allowed to go.
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings
I took down my walls,
I allowed them to fall in the most dramatic of ways,
in the same way I fell for you.
All I ever wanted was you
- you were enough
and yet I now find myself stood alone,
the walls which I built so high,
just like you.
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I want you
Because I need you,
I need you,
because I miss you,
I miss you
because I love you,
"I love you"
Some are born winners.
Some are born quitters.
My family are full on winners.
I’m the only member who quits.
I was not going to pen this letter for it is of great personal meaning.
A friend of mine through their own learning has me reviewing my spirituality alongside that which it leads me to believe. Part of this is that thought from Buddhism that we should live in the moment for it reality it is the only place that we truly live. If we do then the worry of that which has past or that yet to come is muted for a true state of being that should bring about a peace within.
I recently faced my fear of the future by finding all the strength of courage that I could within my heart and mind, focusing in on living in the moment. In that brief time so I overcame that which I had been so afraid of ...
There would always be that emptyness you could dig deep in the heart of person who longs for someone who can never be with them for some inexplicable reasons.
I'm tired of feeling lonely. I dont want to hate myself because I'm waiting for someone to text me. I don't want to dream about my ex's and wake up hating the feeling.
I just don't want to be lonely anymore.
Suddenly I feel the powerlessness the word “sorry” can bring.
There is a hole in my life
That can only be filled
So I shall wander
This earth, on my own
As time goes by
The surer i become
That I am better off
Alone, in this life.
It's not until
The subtle warmth
Of winter's skies
Into an obscure
Shade of turquoise
That my soul
To feel her chill. JD
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Where can the vixen go when she is afraid?
Why is that?
Because all she is to the world is a pretty thing, the world doesn’t care how hard she fights, how deeply she feels or how much she hurts.
She who loves everyone and everything and gives herself for everyone....
Has no one who makes her cold heart warm
No ones arms around to make her safe.
Boxed in here I sit. Waiting for the skinner to come and make the hit.
Kits all gone, to old now for use,
Maybe my hide is worth some use.