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October 13, 2019
 

Love is not a hot house flower
Its a wild flower
Born of a wet night
Born of an hour of sunshine
Sprung from wild seeds
Blown along the road by a wild wind
And
When it blooms by chance
Within the hedge of our garden we call....a flower
When it blooms outside we call.....a weed

- Forsyte saga

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 12, 2019
 

My eyes became so dark
I began to wonder
if I still had a soul

~Lady Sativa 🍃

SNOW WRITE
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October 11, 2019
Udaipur, India

My mind is a mess,
A mess!
Something has broken,
I feel the pieces, they hurt.
I want to lie down
In his t-shirt
And cry myself to sleep,
Not the clichèd tub of
Icecream but
Alot of sour candies,
And a cup of hot tea.
I feel it burning inside me,
Anger !
I can taste venom on my lips.
I want to hit something so bad!
So bad!
I have a slideshow of memories in my head, driving me crazy!
Crazy! Insane!
I want my hands tied,
And all attempts to reach you to fail.
I have a series of questions to ask
But answered none!
None!
I use comedy as my defense,
I laugh and crack jokes,
I taunt and I self mock!
Nothing brings peace,
My mind is a mess
A mess!
I feel terrible, less human!
Like a dobby of this cr...

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 11, 2019
Hyderabad, India

From an innocent lover to becoming a funny drug addict
I just wonder what changes people in such a drastic way

Is it the love or the betrayal?

-Sid

MADE WITH LOVE
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September 29, 2019
 

(IWP, Friday, September 27, 2019)
Sometimes I wonder if you are the reason I do these things to myself, if I would still be on this path, fighting this battle if I had not left you. It hurts. Sometimes I wonder if the high is worth the comedown. Other days I wonder if I develope the high to experience the comedown. I was always in love with scraping my knees after every time I fell. That could explain my love for you. You brought a damn good high, but the comedown, the aftermath brought me undeniable bliss. Maybe this is why I'm so reluctant to fall in love with someone else. I know the high may be better, but the come down not burn like you did. I still feel the sting of you on my skin.

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 29, 2019
 

Ik mis het om boos te zijn
Om te schreeuwen en te slaan

Om te koken van de woede
En passievol kapot te gaan

Ik mis het om te vechten
Om gelijk van mens tot mens
Elkaar toegewijd te haten
En niet los meer willen laten

Ik mis het op de rand te staan
Ik mis het om te ver te gaan
Ik mis het zonder wrok of spijt
Vermorzelen van tederheid

Ik mis het hemels hulpeloos
Ik mis het razend roekeloos
Ik mis verdrinken in de strijd
En het verlies van waardigheid

Verslaafd
verstomt
verslagen

En met volle overgave

Zal ik steeds mezelf verlagen

Ga ik op in de extase

SEE IT SHARP
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September 25, 2019
 

I'm Happy Being Me

Your pride will kill you
Be humble, if not you'll die alone too
You pushed away someone who without questing would go to war with you
Our whole relationship wasted
Spent inside your head
You're imagination played you
Painting a picture of the drug addict me
Making it where you thought you didn't have to respect me
The silent treatment controlled me
Picking apart my personality
Your imagination convinced me
I believed you were better than me
Turns out you fight the same demons as me
Check to check
Now I know why you went days without speaking to me
Your tolerance continues to increase
Pain killers are expensive
But without them it's hard to sleep, Wake up, Eat, Work, Laugh,...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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September 14, 2019
 

You heard about Barbiturate?
It's a drug. You know what drugs do?
Gets you addicted
Like you
So, I decided to get rid of you
But you were second skin to me
And i was afraid to peel it
Because that would hurt
And I couldn't tolerate
So, I decided to ignore you
But you know,  when you ignore something
It comes back with force
So did you
Therefore,  I decided to
Go far away
But how do you go far away?
Far away from your home
Finally,  I decided to end my life
I took the scalpel
Marked the veins
Blood oozing out
I saw the color,
RED
Like I saw it when you
Abused
Hit
Assaulted
I embraced it this time
Allowing it to cover me
And then I saw
White

FEEL IT WRITE IT
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September 10, 2019
Greater Noida, India


She was addicted to him
He was Crazy for her

He caress her every time
Whenever they meet

He kisses her when
She lay on bed with him

She watches him
Whenever he is Asleep

They love each other as
Addicted person get crazy for weed

BE BOLD
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September 10, 2019
 

Pain…
I feel it all over,
Through every unshed tear,
And by every unsaid fear.

I feel it all over,
As if something is ripped apart,
In the place where sits my heart.

I feel it all over,
Where it puncher-ed a hole,
Sucking out my happy soul.

I feel it all over,
With every breath, I take in,
Edges of the hole bled raw from within.

I feel it all over,
With every recall of you hit me hard,
Making my existing deeply charred.

I feel it all over,
When every second I keep losing lives a few,
With every Passing memory of you.

hopeless to spend a minute any braver.
Doing nothing but with time, hover.
Yes, pain is what left all over.

-Keerthana

BUTTERFLY
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September 2, 2019
Logan, United States

I went to sleep and never woke up
I lay there on the bed as still as night
Warmth slowly leaving my body
My breath gone
My heart stopped
They tried to save me
This was the time the narcan wouldn't work
I was broken and lost
I needed help
But this time it was too late
I fell asleep and never woke up

As a medical professional I deal with addiction every day. My patients struggle with illness and still refuse help. They are slaves to the chemicals that devour everything they once were. Addiction is real and it is a problem. We should support and offer help to thise strugglung before they go to sleep and never wake up.

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
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August 29, 2019
 

"STORYTIME"

It's been a long and busy week for her. As she walks on the side of the road, her backpack feels heavier with each minute passing.

Her legs are shaking, stomach is turning, mind is racing, and her vains are yearning. Addiction's got her sick, "God, please send me a trick" she desperately whimpered to herself.

One block... Two blocks... Three blocks.... Four!!! Finally she's standing in front of his passenger side door. At this point she'll do whatever he asks for.

Bent over the seat breathing in cigarette ashes and what smell's like cat piss, hoping he cums quick so she can go get her fix. Fighting back the tears, wondering how she let herself turn out like this?

She didn't ...

ANGEL OF PASSION
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August 26, 2019
 

I was waiting for my drug from her,
Minute by minute passed;
But no reply from her...
The night passed,
And me too...!!

SUNSET LOVE
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August 24, 2019
 

These winds carry me to unknown places
Surrounded by a sea of new faces
Never knowing what lies ahead of me
So lost in the dark that I cannot see
And still I will enter without regret
Without a moment to sit and reflect
Comforted while trapped in my confusion
Too confused to notice the illusion
became my home before my very eyes
Enticing me with this new state of mind
My walls erect were now only suspect
To come crashing down when I'd least expect
Granting me the facade of feeling free
Foreign to me lay truth, reality
While I was taking up residency
In what was no more than pure fantasy
~Lady Sativa 🍃

SUNSET LOVE
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August 24, 2019
 

As food becomes stale
If one thinks so is the love
What option is left?

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SUNSET LOVE
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August 21, 2019
 

[NICOTINA]

Te quiero absorber como la nicotina
de mi cigarrillo, que te alojes en un rinconcito de mis pulmones y te quedes ahí eternamente,
que te riegues en todo mi torrente sanguíneo; aunque seas tóxica, aunque el humo del tabaco y tú tengas las 70 sustancias que producen el cáncer, aunque me mates suavemente, aunque seas mi muerte silenciosa.
¡Te quiero en mí, para mí, para siempre!

«Así de suicida soy»

Oscar Avila
©® 2019

WATCH IT
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August 12, 2019
 

There are so many
reasons to be alive
but the dark attraction
of death tosses its
shadow over the
brilliance that you were so
much looking forward to,
embracing all your
natural powers,
such a magnificent
energy that's always
been, yet some people
like you who refuse
its aid, a choice based on
pride, or any of the
seven deadly sins...
but there's hope for you
Let your body and mind
start the healing process
Rid yourself of want
Steer clear of desire
For with what life has to
offer, there is no need
This is a blessing
~Lady Sativa 🍃

TINY QUEEN
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August 9, 2019
 

Insomnia  
The levels and depth of sleeplessness knows no bounds 
Matched only by the thrash of our thoughts 
To wake or to slumber
is a choice our minds can not make 
The soothing of thoughts 
The resting of worries 
is our only solace 
in our battle with sleep  

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

🔸️Reunion🔸️
Finally all that heat has left my side
I only kept you around out of spite
And out of sight because deep down inside
I knew it was not right, too many nights
living a life yet I felt like I'd died
But now that liquid languish has all dried
I'm starting to once again feel alive
~Lady Sativa 🍃

CONQUERS ALL
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