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November 18, 2017
 

I CAN SEE CLEARLY
INTO THE DARKNESS

You have a tight grip on me
I shout and cry for you to let me go
But do I really want to leave

You give me chances you exhaust
Nothing lasts forever especially you
But without you I feel scared and lost

I hate my life now that you're here
Life wasn't perfect but better without you
I'm now dependent on you to see clear

But what are you enlightening me to
As I said my life was lived before you came
Vibrant and colorful no more, just blue

©kinky_eskimo

NOVEL WRITING MONTH
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November 9, 2017
Secunderabad, India

All those sinful scars which haven't healed,
and all those coffee cups still brewing deep,
call out your name,
like fucking idiots;
again.

ASPHALT GREY
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November 2, 2017
New Delhi, India

With each sip of coffee, I could feel your essence and warmth that we shared in our brunch. The ring on table made me smile and sigh at the same time. Nostalgia knocked on my door again with your thousands of memories to be cherished again.

LETTRS LATTE
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October 31, 2017
 

i reheat my coffee for the fourth time
its always the same cycle
the microwave ding gets caught in my head
an endless loop, haunting
not even the music that endlessly plays in my ears can keep you out

SHYANNE
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October 31, 2017
 

            It is like magic
            Melting in my mouth
            The bittersweet
            Blessed by
            The sharpness of the sea
            A perfect indulgence
            To satisfy my pallet
            And arouse my senses.     JD

*Magic In My Mouth* (Dark Chocolate With Sea Salt)
#TT #FavoriteCandy

CHOCOLATE STAMP
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October 30, 2017
 

I loved the way the metal felt so cold against my skin sending a shiver down my spine  which soon turned into a smile as the sharp surface made a cut letting the words etched deep into my skin to bleed out nd left me craving for more which turned the skin that i hated into the shade of deep red devoid of vile words...

Pari

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MAKE A DIFFERENCE DAY
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October 29, 2017
Columbus, United States

Combustion touches my lips
I didn't sign up for this
Excuses lift and cruxes split
If this isn't the real reason, what's under it?

Skinny cancer, psychoactive stick
I roll these words in leaflets,
Seal it with a lick, accept illness' kiss
Try to act like I like it

Try to act like it

ENDLESS STARS
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October 29, 2017
Mumbai, India

Woh Naraz hai Mujhse.
Kal Raat kisi ke Jaam main Guzar di shayad isiliye nazar hai mujhse.
Woh mere samne baiti hui thi aur main uske saamne nazare jhukakar baitha tha.
Par keh diya maine usse Gum bhulane ke liye mujhe uski jarurat hai aur mujhe hosh main rehne ke liye Tumhari.
Phir?
Phir Kya..
Meri Innhi baaton pe toh woh fida hai.
Har subha ki tarah hum dono balcony main baith kar khubsurat Nazaro ko dekh rahe the.
Maine bade pyaar se usse apni aur lekar uski pyaari Khushboo li aur usse apne hootho se lagakar uski pheli Ghut lekar Apne Din ki Shuruwat ki..
Haaye Meri Pyaari Coffee..
            -Mr.Nobody

COCONUT
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October 22, 2017
 

What is my commitment to my recovery?
My commitment to my recovery is a matter of life or death. I’ve gotten to the point in my addiction where I can’t afford to cut corners anymore. I want to grow and I want to be better more than anything.
I have been degraded and taken advantage of by the people who were closest to me. My “friends” left me to die on more than one occasion. Committing to my recovery means that I am committing to surrounding myself with the right kind of people. People who are positive and working towards the same things that I am. It also means I have to learn to let those people in.
I used to be a thief. A cheater. A liar. A junkie. I was mean because I had to be. No one ...

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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October 21, 2017
Toronto, Canada

Addiction is not only affiliated with drugs and drinking.

Addiction can be with feelings as well. Passion and love. Embrace and care. And once addicted with these, then.... it's impossible to let go.

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LETTRS TEAL
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October 20, 2017
 

You're the only
Addiction I never
Wanna
Suppress,
And baby
I need
My Daily Fix
Of Everything
You.~E.M. Fraser

EVALUATE YOUR LIFE DAY
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October 18, 2017
 

Books,
     Coffee,
          Windowsill;

That's all what you need to be a bibliophile, x

                                      ~Keefe R.D

LETTRS AND BOOKS
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October 17, 2017
 

                   You called me
                   Talking nonsense
                   And bs
                   Rambling on
                   About nothing
                   And everything
                   All at once
                    I struggled
                    Just to understand you
                    As I quite often do
                    After you spend
                    A bottled night
                    Whose effects last well
                     Into the dawning
                    Of a new day.            JD

*Father* Part XXIX (*Can You Hear Me Now?*)
#BottledNight #OctoberFalls #PoetryChallenge

COCKTAIL
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October 16, 2017
 

Jalta raha main khudme tu bhi saath mere jalti rahi..
Seene qaid kahi maut meri palti rahi..

Hotho pe zeher ka malham laga ke..
dard ko dhue me udaya iss tarah,
akele chalta raha jab main toh tu bhi saath mere chalti rahi.

Jalta raha main khudme tu bhi saath mere jalti rahi.

mehez ek shauk jo hua karti kabhi,
wo aadat meri banti gayi..
seene me qaid kahi maut meri palti gayi.

Jalta raha main khudme tu bhi saath mere jalti rahi.

Tere zikr pe fikr bhi kayi raakh ho chali.
har kassh me jese musibaate bhi tall ti rahi..

Jalta raha main khudme tu bhi saath mere jalti rahi.

ANGEL BREATHING
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October 14, 2017
 

Our Earth, she reveils a time long forgotten when i turn over boulders. Exposing a never seen place that had been coveted long ago.
Gravel mixed with sands amongst pebbles & stones. Hiding an ore,
we are so in search for.
Like a glimmer from the corner of oyr eye & as fast as light it settles beneath the sands. We roll the water around & side to side.
Black sand in our pan, slowly washing it away. Suddenly a yellow like no other you have ever seen appears before.
It screams "I am here, can you see me!".
Its Gold! For it is so precious, men have not only killed for it but have inslaved many races & made them dig it up leaving gouges in the Earth.
So powerful, powerful enough to control men.
A ...

LETTRS GOLD
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October 11, 2017
 

         Your beast in hiding

                      Lies strictly at the bottom

                                     Of empty bottles.

                        JD

*Father Part XXVII* (Empty Bottles)
#beast #OctCBFChallenge #3LinesADay

COCKTAIL
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October 10, 2017
 

I’ve heard
a few have said their bottles
made them write.
See, I would rather not.
I have no bottles.
I have types of tea.
Teas. My cups filled with lush,
scented aromas of 
places I want to remember,
faces I want to memorize
and aches I want to acknowledge
I have wounds
scars, ongoing battles,
wars, havoc, misplaced bones,
undeletable memories, 
unaccountable loss
of beloveds and 
my own legion of nightmares
but no bottles, no seductive stimulants.
My teas, they are there,
the only herbs, wild weeds.
My day starts with the hour of my opening
I tamed my nerves,
with two coffees in a mason jar.
I dress my laziness with morning walks,
exhaling my putrid, 
inhaling only the fresh mist,
the fogg...

TRAIN YOUR BRAIN DAY
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October 10, 2017
 

I just drink socially

I dont drink that much

I've had a hard day

I'm taking the edge off

I'm not hurting anyone

I can stop anytime

I dont have a problem

It took me a long time

To say the words....

I'M AN ALCOHOLIC

I'M AN ADDICT

I NEED HELP!!!

FACE YOUR FEARS
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