Hehe! It's my turn to laugh. Every dog has its day. True that. Five years of mental torture at workplace. It's almost over! I don't think I should quit my job. I can see things change. I wouldn't know how many people believe in the stars. I do. Hardwork isn't enough to achieve one's goal. Luck matters! Nothing seemed to be working in my favour for years. I went through hell. All my efforts to either adapt myself to the situation or try changing it went in vain. Fortune favours the brave, they say. I somehow managed to persevere. It wasn't easy. I remember the nightmares I had. I put up a brave front. And yeah.. can see my stars change slowly. Oh my God.. I can't believe my eyes!!! How did th...
I am lovely.
Divinity lives in me...
I am a beautiful temple.
I am a work of art.
My crown is firmly in place,
Precious jewels of every kind,
So brightly that it erases me from the memories of my enemies...and attracts only light ahead.
A letter to remember is what I wish...
But have my voice ever reached to you?
A shard of steel is stuck on my skin,
Pain pulsating again and again,
You were a stab in my chest to begin with
Sinking deeper as the sands flooded
I saw you as one to keep the wound from bleeding.....
And although it reeked of my blood, and flesh
your sinking is what saved Me..........
She came. She did. She wasn't found.
So much can be said about any woman you see around...
Yet she passes away like the fading photographs
Torn and eaten by the termites of time
Her memories all threadbare
and you can't remember her face
Such is the fate of a woman who once took your breath away
Now what remains is a feather weight trace
Of her impact on your feelings
While her body of work left a cosy castle for you in your wake.
Just another day in my universe of Pain and Healing.~E.M. Fraser
Join me as I Take My Mask off!
Having revealed a part of myself in the letter before this one, it seems my parts of my past that I left nearly 15 years ago decided to reimurge showing his face in a place where I so happen to work.
I was 17 when I ended my first relationship ever, he was my first and if there was anything I could take back, it would be knowing him, but then again would I be any different or worse off had I not met him is the question ruminating while he stood before me. After expressing my wanting out he became upset but stayed clear of me for a few days, but not three days later emerged from around the corn...
En el oscuro frio de la noche
Se dibuja una sombra, es tu nombre
Tu ausencia la que me entristece
Tu rostro el que me restablece
Eres luz que me guía
Camino que no encontraba
Un te quiero mentiría
Muy corto se quedaría
La pasión inmensa
Igual la nostalgia en tu ausencia.
No estás cuando me haces falta
Yo ruego que aparezcas
Que vengas a sanar mis penas.
I wish I wish my wish come true,
My holy nature succumb into thee
The dreams I have belongs no more to me,
There too I see only your face......
I often go to restaurants and cafes, alone.
Order two cups of tea, in chivalry of the woman I admire.
Even though she isn't around, I simulate her presence and this one tradition I do follow even if I'm enervated.
Narrated Ibn 'Abbas: that the Messenger of Allah ﷺ said: "Love Allah for what He nourishes you with of His Blessings, love me due to the love of Allah, and love the people of my house due to love of me."
-Jami`at-Tirmidhi, Vol. 1, Book 46, Hadith 3789
Get to know me on a deeper level!
'As I raise My Mask'
Im that girl always smiling, laughing at every chance
Ask any one of my co workers
I do not disappoint, I really do enjoy laughter, mostly others and since I am the smart ass, comedy just rolls off my shoulders around the not so clever.
Beyond that is a girl who at age 4 handled an adult man's genitals, made to believe it was a game, watching on as others did the same to another man. I used bring myself down about it, having been disgusted with what had transpired, a stone cold chill crawling over my skin, each time I am reminded that this happens to so many kids, innocents taken. It's not anything one can or will forget but trying t...
You know the thing with damaged and broken girls is that most of them had learned their lessons harsh, that they no longer need anyone. They won't need anything, because they've fought their battles, and made it.
And another thing, they are not afraid of losing as much, or fighting alone again. It will just be another pain, but they'll survive. What scares them away, is fighting "against" something they love. That's double the hurt, or many times more than that.
So walk away and leave her alone, because she doesn't need a man who isn't strong enough on his own. If you're just a scared mouse, start to run.
I am a feminist who likes to be dominated. I like to be held down and made to conform to someone else's will. That's not because I'm a woman. That's because I have a sexual preference.
I want to be a writer. I have a dream of writing in a way that others can escape into. I want some child some day to look at me and think, "I admire that person, and I hope to be like her," the way I did to so many while growing up. I want my peers to listen when I speak because they know that what I say is relevant and important.
I don't expect my lifetime worth of dreams to be in any way compromised by the couple of hours every now and then that I want to be held down and commanded, and I do not have to cho...
There's no fault in her stars.
She may be a bit stubborn and hard to satisfy but she's in no way a smug or vain. If she's been quite successful this far in life yet struggling a bit in the relationship department, it must be because she's incredibly selective and holds men to high standards. So it has nothing to do with any sort of curse if she's found to be single. Any man who is jealous, lacking confidence or controlling doesn't stand much of a chance with her. She doesn't need platonic love but a deep and passionate love. There could be someone loving her too much but may be the two of them are not able to sync in because she's the kind of woman who will fall head over heels for a man who...
I'd pour my heart to you A thousand times more
But fear you'd stab your heels in it again
For me you'd still be the princess and I an old lore,
And I know you'd devour it all in harsh vain...
Wear your scars like your makeup..
Show them off
Scars are signs that you fought and won!!
Too high in this plane to even know where I am
All I can see are these clouds
the sun kissing the horizon
And all the colors it paints across the sky
But maybe that's for the best
Take a moment and step away from all the stress
Allow gods art to fill my heavy chest
It's so beautiful, I think
Thank you God, I praise
This pink and blue sky
Got me feeling very alive
No service is where I am
No service is where I want to be
There is something mesmerising,
In the first stroke of kohl on her eyes,
The way it fills her with pride,
And the way it makes him smile.
There is something empowering,
In her dusting of rose blush,
The way it makes her feel beautiful,
And the way it lights up his eyes.
There is something magical,
In every woman's hands,
The way they can create art,
So casually, in a moment's time.
The way they can fuel her,
To face the world,
With a sharp, winged eye.