You’ve asked me to leave,
I refused to do so.
I wish, you stayed too.
La verdad, no sé qué escribir. Pero sé que lo necesito. Necesito gritarle al papel lo que en silencio serían lágrimas. No sé por qué siento lo que siento y me pregunto cómo demonios podría controlarlo. Detesto ser débil pero parece que no sé ser de otra manera cuando le veo, y supongo que él lo sabe sino no haría conmigo lo que hace sistemáticamente.
Cuando está a mi lado no puedo parar de sonreír como en otro tiempo él también hiciera conmigo. Su ría contagia la mía. Sus dolores aquejan mi alma. Cuando me abraza daría mi vida por hacer que se parara el tiempo. Cuando noto su cuerpo desnudo al lado del mío me pregunto qué pude haber hecho en la vida tan magistral para merecerme ese instan...
I imagine being dead like being the best old version of myself standing in heaven and smiling down to earth.
Me la creo tanto en este momento que ya me estoy viviendo como fotografía de los 90's, hasta con peinados, sombras y labios.
Me la empiezo a tragar que ni si quiera dejo pasar a la insertidumbre por este lugar.
He soñado dese hace tanto que me vuelvas a tocar, a soñar y amar, que ya no es necesario que me vengas a buscar con rosas para volverme a escapar adentro de tu cama para volverme a conectar con la explendorosa parte del choque de nuestros mundos.
Pero de qué sirve que me siga fabricando una galaxia entera, si tú no tocas la mera esencia de lo real en el mundo cotidiano.
Amor me la he creído tanto que aún te sigo buscando, pero también me he dañado que ya no me quedaron ganas de respi...
I just wanted to let you know that I am proud of you. I know I don't say it often enough but here it is. You've been sober now over 2 years, got your kids back, have your own apartment, and start school soon. You did it. You did everything you thought was impossible. 2 years ago you were on the streets. You were lost. You were afraid. Now you take reign over any obstacle that comes your way. Look at you, you go girl!
I knew you could do it. I believed in you from the very start. There's something deep inside of you that calls truth and integrity in everything you do and say. Keeping holding on to that. And keep doing what you're doing because you're doing fantastic and I canno...
In this world,
People will try to hurt you with words
But know this much,
Words have never once cut me
And people may try to be blades
But we’re all one, with soft edges
A moment of safety
I was trapped in my room upstairs, I heard my mother cry and stand in front of my sister and me to protect us. My sister wrapped her arms around me, making sure my father's hands wouldn't reach me.
After a few minutes everything went calm and I messaged the only person who knew about this horrible side of my family.
10 mins later and still no response. I put my phone down as I hear footsteps on the stairs and the drunken voice of my father get closer. At that moment I realised that the night was far from over.
In the middle of hearing my mother scream, my sister cry and my father break things, I heard the subtle notification sound of my phone. I grabbed my phone in a...
Today, I'm kinda hurt(not that much).. Maybe, you do matter to me more than I think. I've always thought you as a friend and maybe you might not like the idea but I assumed it's for the best.. Before you assume anything, I just wanna let you know that nothing is wrong with you. I just need to find myself out and I don't wanna hurt you or anything like that.. So, please understand me.. Please don't take me for a cocky or uptight person. I'm just a dreamer in this cruel world.. I'm not ready for you and me..
Ps : sorry for using lettrs as my complain platform but I rather share this in here with random people than keeping in my head
You are the one whose name is engraved in my soul
the one I yearned to grow old with
the one I waited on all my life
the one I distanced myself from...
yet you keep on wandering in my mind
you are the one standing before my happiness
before a boy who'd give anything to get the word you never gave me.
To the boy who'll never know. A boy I spent my whole life loving but, remained a ghost to him. It's irrational how I feel about him. I've been with other guys but, my love for him is without boundaries and goes far beyond the physical. However, I've now met a boy who loves me more than I deserve but, I can't seem to love him back. To the boy who'll n...
Your eyes are deep and heavy..
emotions rule your heart..
You are scared of being misunderstood..
you feel with a guarded heart..
Courage, it binds you to hope..
And love lets you dance..
Don't forget my loved one, your laughter can touch souls..
your magic can melt frozen hearts..
Han pasado cuatro largos años ... Y hoy, en un arranque de locura y verborrea reprimida, busqué Lettrs para que me ayudara a sopesar la carga emocional que uno lleva dentro cuando no tiene la habilidad de expresar los sentimientos de forma hablada ... buscaba un escape ...
Hoy sentí esa necesidad de finalmente expulsar lo que siento por ese corazón que no sabe querer...
Hoy fui presa del miedo, porque mis labios buscaban la forma de comunicarte que de una vez por todas te quiero fuera de mi vida...
Y ahí estaba mi mente... intentando convencer a este esperanzado corazón agrietado ... queriendo de una vez por todas escupir ese adiós que no me atrevo a decir.
I've spent most of my years drowning in the depths of depression. Hoping and praying that God or someone would one day come save me. But, to be honest I don't think I ever actually wanted to be saved...until today. Depression is or rather was my safe haven. Crazy, right? But, it was only within the walls of depression I could be vulnerable, broken and deceivingly empowered. Thing is, I knew who depression was and though she made a horrible conversationalist, she had been there for me through it all. The days when I'd stay paralyzed in my bed anxiously biting away at my nails waiting for the chaos to end, she held a lethal blanket to keep me warm. Or when those I'd call friends or sometimes f...
Selling 10 popcorn packets could feed her ailing husband waiting for her at home. Miles away in London, her son had just bought 10 juice packets for his daughter - whom this popcorn selling grandma had helped bring up for the first six months.
there never was
much to a kiss
until a kiss
brewed through my veins
rattling my bones
as the flavor
saturated my soul
i never thought
much of a kiss
until a kiss
carried the flavor
through my soul
-joshua ryan stewart
Sometimes distance has nothing to do with the physical space between two people, but instead it has to do with the emotional or mental space between them.
If a person is always speaking over you, always in your space, mentally, and sometimes physically...you can feel suffocated, intruded upon. If they never let you have your own independent thoughts,or discount your thoughts, even in your own career, you can feel impeded, and grow to resent them over time.
Likewise, a person an arms length away can make that distance feel like miles or even light years away, when their focus is never on you, and they always seem lost in something else.
These can be the same person...and there is often n...
She looked comfortable, in her body, in her shirt.
Spawn till you die.
Let not the weariness of life way your tits to the ground.
She looked older,
Somewhere between 50 and 70, I couldn’t place her age.
She smelled faintly of high quality indica and expensive vanilla.
Her bag was full of art, yarn, creations.
Her glasses concealed glinting intelligent eyes,
Her smile was contagious.
Daughter of a surfer father
And a demon mother of the worst kind.
She was a broken sculpture that had been soldered back together,
Each repairing line adding a new and different kind of beauty.
“Morton, I lived there,
Me abrazas y lententamente me sumerjo en aquellos brazos fuertes, poco a poco me voy perdiendo en tu aroma recordando aquellas aventuras que solamente tú y yo conocemos.
Sin embargo, aquí me encuentro anhelando un beso tuyo...
Andrea Tole A.
Late that night I saw this man,
Covered in what I would like to call,
An unwelcoming shroud.
Huddled under the stairway,
Near the absent-minded neon sign,
He imbibed this world
With a pinch of his solution.
His beady eyes trying to interpret,
Each person that gushed out
In front of him, from the lifeline
Of this morbid city.
I stopped there and met his glance,
Vacant enough to give me a sense
Of strange belonging.
He looked at me, smiled and sniffed
From the piece of rag,
Crumpled up in his palms,
Let out a deep sigh and gurgling laughter.
And I am sure I heard him say.
Look all you want but I have
The solution that you search for.
Don't fall too deep
My dad used to say
Don't show that you're weak
You weren't raised that way
Couple years later, I met him one day
Beautiful eyes and the greatest smile on his face
He once was just a friend when suddenly
He made my heart race
And I've loved him ever since
I'm sorry dad I hate to say
That I fall deeper for him every passing day
And for him I wouldn't change a single thing
Even if it hurts and the pain is too great
You raised a fighter
And I'll fight for his sake
So I haven't been on here in a while but I'm back and I'm finally happy with my life, my relationship, and my job. I'm so happy I've found a great woman who loves me for me. We have moved 3 weeks ago into our own place and it's been great. God couldn't have sent a better woman my way and as for work I'm a manager now for salvation army and I enjoy it !