*I'm a broody little world*
I'm a little world
Brood and dull to the elements of outer space.
Within, I own a sprite of angelic grace.
My dawn seeps into endless nights,
Yet my world shines on bright.
My parts, whole and half,
Burn and die.
Yet, I repair and prepare
For a new day.
I've my own Heaven and Hell defined,
And have my highs and lows lined.
Each day and each soul
Helps me find
And lands, good and old.
I sow new seeds into my earth
And pour new seas in mine eyes,
So to drown my world with sorrowful mirth
And see greens on either side.
Sometimes I slash and burn
The lands, where rains don't come.
And oftentimes, high tides wash the shore,
Making failed ...
Si no estás asustado,
no estás arriesgándote.
Y si no estás arriesgandote...
¿Qué carajo estás haciendo?
El 6 de mayo de este año, recibí una de las noticias que más impactó causo en mi vida hasta el día de hoy, sentada en una silla de hospital me dijeron que algo andaba mal en mi y que teníamos que actuar rápido para que las cosas no se salieran de control 🤷♀️ nunca sentí tanto terror como el que sentí en ese instante, nunca tuve tanto miedo de algo como lo tuve en ese momento. La vida iba a cambiarme para bien o para mal y lo lamentable es que esa situación no solo me afectaría a mi si no que también lastimaría a las personas que me amaban🥺 cuando te hablan de Cáncer el ser humano tiende a asumir que es el fin de todo lo somos, y yo empezaba a pensar de esa estupideces forma, habían sido dí...
I walk out of a tiring day,
And crawl into emptiness,
I felt the isolation lurking in,
Thought self love could save me,
Oh boy, how wrong was I ?
I know how to care for myself,
But I don’t know how to shut
these voices inside of me ;
Sometimes I get up -
middle of the night,
to unknown voices greeting me,
And I hide inside my blanket,
the monsters under the bed,
won't crawl out to grab me,
but I just don’t know how to hide,
from the monsters inside my head.
I was sitting by the banks of the river and was amused by how a few rays of sun made the water sparkle and look like a bed of diamonds. The same river which was dead silent and creating ripples within itself the night before.
Such is life. The more we surround yourself with negative thoughts the more vulnerable we are to lose against our demons and drown deeper into darkness. Each of us needs to surround ourselves with people who are kind enough to shone their positivity upon us like the sun and brighten up our lives, so that we can sparkle like a diamond.
Recuerdo el perfume que anunciaba tu llegada, recuerdo aún ese sentimiento y la emoción que me embargaba.
Nadie me previno y yo no imaginaba, que nunca había amado y estoy tan enamorada.
No sé explicarme, no tengo argumentos,
que pueda yo escribir para que entiendas este sentimiento.
Por el momento aún puedo llevarte cerca de mi pecho,
Un día te veré alejarte y eso es un hecho.
Hasta ese entonces siéntete segura, que mamá te ama y quiere con locura. 😍😘🤰🤱
It has been two years since I sat down and penned my last letter and as one would expect there has been a change in me that came as naturally as the flow of time itself, although it was also something that I didn't willfully accept...
My last letter was written during the height of my A-Levels and boy was I stressed, a type of stress that manifested in my lack of self-belief and my fear of the unknown; fear of regection from my universities, fear of never accepting myself for who I am, but mostly from fear that no one else would accept me either.
I've also been wary of change, I am a creature of habit, I like comfort zones and familiarity and while these may be my biggest fla...
You miss them ,
You feel the emptiness,
Not because they left,
But because they built the home !
You feel scattered,
Not because they broke you ,
Just because they made you !
You feel the betrayal,
Not because they cheated ,
Just because they cheated your time !
You feel deserted ,
Not because you are lone ,
Just because you feel lost !
You miss the human ,
You miss the touch ,
You miss the breathe ,
You miss the love,
You miss them to let go ,
To let go the love ,
You loved the most !
You miss them !
Nano townsfolk tales
Clear and true I belong to you,
Lolly Loch Marie.
will I accept another
other than thee;
l'amour de ma vie.
Your heart is me/my heart is you,
(Here and now)
I claim you true
(I do forever, and I do).
Break me every law
so with it shatters illusion;
I make you mine for all of time,
je suis à toi et tu es à moi.
Yes, so much yes of you,
of such enduring strength
as silken grace of peonies.
Surrender to me,
undivided in love,
I will always love and honor
this strong woman you've become,
and the you that will come to be…
l'amour de ma vie, ma Loch Marie.
I'm here again. Cause I can't trust twitter with this one. I think it's happening again. I think I'm falling in love with my bf. It's not much yet, but I'm afraid it will escalate into something deeper. We spend all day together and she's so soft with me... I can't resist her. She's playing the hard all the time, but I can see through her facade when it's on now that she had ridden off it with me. I swear to God, she's like... Idk, so cute, giddy, and cuddly... I love her a lot. Not in the romantic way, but I feel the urge to protect her from all the bad things in this world. She's amazing. Truly. And deserves a lot of love and affection. People usually don't see past her made up toughne...
The curtain of love fell upon us,
Covering our bodies
With the shining stars
And the dark skies.
Are we ready to
Press the button
And start our own destruction?
I like it when people need me.
I like the subtle exclusivity of my presence in their lives, and I like how much they rely on me.
But at the same time, I shy away from calling them my 'people' or my 'best friends', because these labels scare me.
They define the contours and expectations of the relationship I'm about to embark upon.
Truth be told, it overwhelms me- how much I'm supposed to do to be the 'good' best friend/ person.
I know how fucked up it sounds like this, instead of these thoughts just quietly swimming inside my head.
I don't really understand where this possessiveness comes from, but perhaps its a trait everybody has.
Everybody wants to feel wanted, to feel l...
I don't really know why.
Today I'm just not okay.
I don't know why .. I might cry . I don't really know why. But just today I'm not gonna be okay.
Hola Cami, espero q aún mi Cami.
Sé que no llevamos mucho tiempo afuera y no hemos tenido mucho para compartir juntos y seguir conociendo el uno del otro. Pero quiero que no perdamos la costumbre de escribir lo que sentimos el uno del otro y de sorprendernos con frases bonitas.
Hoy después de todo un fin de semana de pensarte me di cuenta que extrañarte es una de mis dificultades, me llena de ansiedad y me baja la nota. Aunque se que tú estás pasando muy rico y mereces estos momentos, siempre me gustaría estar a tu lado para poder verte sonreír todo el tiempo. Me gustas mucho, he tenido momentos muy lindos a tu lado y quiero que sigamos teniendo momentos mucho más lindos.
No quiero que piens...
Si en verdad existes cuídale, que no se encuentre con alguien como yo.
No dejes que se aprovechen de él y que aprenda a crecer sólo, que se quiera él mismo antes que a otra persona y que lo valoren.
Pon en su vida a alguien que se quiera de la misma forma, tanto como para estar completa y sólo llegue a darle amor, que puedan crecer en plenitud y que entienda que yo solamente era una parada en el camino largo que tiene por recorrer.
Si me dejas ser egoísta, que nunca me olvide y si me recuerda... Que una sonrisa asome en su rostro.
Dios, si eres real que todo lo bueno que pueda existir se presente en su vida y que no nos volvamos a encontrar, que no tenga nunca la necesidad de verme y deje de ...
It's late at night, or, maybe you'd consider it early in the morning, but either way I am here instead of sleeping soundly.
Perhaps I am not tired.
Perhaps I am overly tired.
Perhaps I have lost my interest in sleep for the night.
Perhaps I have found myself going down a rabbit trail instead.
Perhaps I am worried,
Perhaps I am sick with uncertainty.
Perhaps I am filled with conflicting beliefs and actions creating cognitive dissonance within.
Perhaps I am trying to manage my uncertainty through aversion.
Perhaps I am physically unwell.
From the list I pick and choose what to say I am, in the list I hide myself and where my feelings stand.
From the list I let stress ...
Amar é a mais violenta das reações
Tira o teu oxigênio dos pulmões
Te deixa em um estado de hipóxia
Amor, dos sentimentos o mais maquiavélico
Doce como oxitocina, apenas te enfeitiça
Agora enfeitiçado, é amargo como cortisol
Querer não é apenas um verbo
Querer é o pior dos venenos
Te querer eleva a entropia da minha mente
Me tira a melatonina
Me afoga em desespero tão denso quanto mercúrio
E no fim, apenas quero que cada moléculas
Cada átomo do meu ser
Caia em oblivío
E que minhas sinapses cessem de existir
Por que meu miocárdio sofre por ti
Quel est le sens de vivre la vie?
Faire les choses que personne n'a jamais fait.
In the middle of this whole universe
there is you...
in times when all i see is darkness
There is you...
in the grave of the dead fireflies,
there is you...
in the moment of loneliness...
there is you...
i wasn't even looking for answers,
but i found you...
i wasn't even wondering why this happened,
but i found you...
I wasn't hoping to have the best
but i found you...
i wasn't sure of all these feelings
until i found you.
Laying beside him brings me warmth and a feeling of home. To have just a few minutes feels like a lifetime. His stiffness throbbing in my back as my heart races with anticipation of his touch. He breathes onto my neck so warm and intoxicating with every respiration. Obeying his every command as he owns me and I do as he says so that I can be rewarded for my good behavior. Rewarding me with himself and giving me all of him. He knows how to make the sweet water flow from just his touch. I love the lingering smell of him hours after so that I can reminisce on our love and time spent. No other could understand the love I have for that man.