I am a person that is strong.
I am a leader... A leader of one!
I do not need others to follow me.
I need no one to lead me.
However having someone beside me is a game changer! Dont get me wrong I'm good at alone. Just saying having an equal 🙏🏽
We are all broken shelters,
Waiting for someone to stay inside our hearts,
And make it a warm place again ,
By lighting a fire .
It has been awhile, where do I begin?
So much has happened in my life that I am thankful for.
I got to visit the Bahamas, Canada and now Japan(Italy next!) and also moved out. Finished school, have been doing graphic design work for a streamer and different companies..most important, I gave birth to my BEAUTIFUL daughter Violetta:)
How have the past few years treated all of you?
To be or not to be...
Trying to re-shape your love,
to fit the missing piece in my heart
Oftentimes, it's a loosing battle.
Some differences makes things perfect,
While our differences makes its harder to fathom us...
You think you know me love,
Nevertheless, you ain't...
Never want to be the medal around your neck,
Just that sincere love,
You owe me to keep always...
I regret everything i have ever done .
I regret taking pain to comfort everyone around me.
I regret pretending not to hurt .
i regret taking all the blame for the people i know.
I regret being good to everyone coz
At the end people regret being my frieds just bcoz iam the person who can be taken for granted.
I deserve to be blame to make everyone happy.
ME ENAMORÉ DE UN MITOMANO.
PARA TI SIEMPRE FUE FÁCIL HACERME CREER QUE ERA ESPECIAL, ÚNICA Y QUE SIEMPRE SERÍA ASÍ, A PESAR DE QUE MI MENTE LO NEGÓ UNA Y OTRA VEZ TERMINÉ CREYENDO CADA UNA DE TUS PALABRAS.
AÚN NO SÉ SI FUERON TUS OJOS AL MIRARME, SI FUERON TUS MANOS AL TOCARME O TUS LAGRIMAS QUE DIJISTE SENTIR QUE NUNCA SALIERON O SI TAN SOLO FUE LA PERSISTENCIA PARA QUE UNA VEZ POR TODAS CAYERA A TUS PIES.
PERO AHORA ¿ A DONDE HAS IDO AMOR MIO? SI TAN SOLO FUE AYER CUANDO DIJISTE QUE ME QUERÍAS, QUE TE IMPORTABA Y QUE ME CONVERTÍA EN TU PRIORIDAD, PERO ¿SABES? LO TRISTE ES QUE LLEGUÉ A CREER QUE ERA VERDAD, PERO RESULTA QUE AL FINAL SOLO SÍNTOMAS DE TU MI...
Coming here lets me clear my thoughts. I often find that my ideas and thoughts are of little significance usually. Honestly, my heart is beyond heavy. Clinging on with every last bit of strength it can muster for such an itty bitty muscle. Fighting for something oblivious to my mind. Perhaps I should trust it...right? I could really use some advice. I’m lost in thoughts presently.
For the Feminists' 101 : according to Nathaniel Hawthorne 1850, The Scarlet letter A, if your husband is a douchebag, then adultery ain't a sin, it's Feminism.
- kay malhotra
The night seemed a lot darker today..
Or was it her soul that had grown a few shades darker.
She sat at the window and stared awhile..
Staring into nothingness..
With thoughts that left her senile.
What was the cost of happiness she thought?
And can it ever be bought?
She hid herself from bare sight..
Everyday seemed to take away more of her might.
Her might to fight..
Her might to ask for her right.
She plastered a smile and moved out..
She looked joyful and moved about.
Her mind and heart had been brought to sync..
She can never show what she feels..
But can only express through ink.
El mundo del 2019.
Seguramente nuestros antepasados pensaban que para el 2019 seríamos una raza superior con grandes avances tecnológicos, todos unidos y en armonía... solo que algo nos desvió de ese futuro...
Nadie se imaginaba que sobre todo un país como México con grandes riquezas naturales fuera lo que es hoy, no quisiera repetir lo que se vive el día al día porque las palabras son poderosas y sería decretar más de lo que no queremos, de lo que estamos hartos. Debemos ser impecables con nuestras palabras.
¡Quién es el que nos quiere ver una sociedad tan podrida? Si la pregunta no tiene respuesta... entonces ¡por qué carajos se sigue alimentando tanta mierda? Todo esta ahí, servid...
Have you ever just shut everything else out, and just stared at a spot for awhile thinking about everything that means most to you before?
I had that today...
I was sitting in my chair and got a text from someone that caught me off guard today.
We are going to be meeting up tonight to talk about it, but I’m slightly dreading what sorts of things might be said tonight. Or actions that may or may not take place.
Maybe I’m thinking too much? Maybe I’m not...
But I’m frightened at what might come.
It has been a while since I've been on here last and I'm not sure how to get back on track.
Something has been eating away at me for the past week and it involves my supposedly best friend. She claims we're a unit, one and true, but she goes and acts selfishly without a clue.
I hate opening up, you hate heart-to-hearts.
I was confused and broken so I sought you out.
It made you uneasy, you gave me a snort.
And about your day, you went on about.
It's all too emotional, where do I begin?
My confusion and anger boiling from within.
This you know, I have issues with trust.
I demand for the truth, you act nonplussed.
"Why do I bother?" I sometimes wonde...
Here's a picture of me and my future boyfriend. I confidently say that because I just have to say yes and it'll be, and I will.
I love this man so much, I want to believe he'll become the love of my life, I could picture myself the rest of my life with him.
I want to talk about his qualities, since his way of getting me was them, because I love him for who he is and I'm proud to say for the first time I entirely love someone without idealistics thoughts and expectations about him.
He is ambitious, independent, works a lot to pay for his college, I'm a witness of the amount of effort he puts on everyday to achieve all his goals, and I know he will accomplish them, but most important he de...
To my fallen hero....
I was so very lucky to have you Dad.
You taught us so many lessons & good qualities.
Your love was felt every day in every way.
Silly jokes, a well trained listening ear & an overwhelming hug.
Throw in a selfless & generous nature...all who knew you loved you.
I am still top of that list...I miss you more with every year that passes & that Luke has missed such a beautiful soul in his life.
We talk about you often ...he knows all about his Grampy , even more now that Mum is now with you.
Happy Father's Day my darling 'Pops' xxxx
Me moriré de ganas de decirte, que te echo de menos
Que me arrepiento de no haberte dado un ultimo beso...
Como no pude aprovechar el tiempo en que estabas conmigo...
Muerdo mis labios tragando las palabras que nunca escucharas de mi.
Te rechazo en el exterior aunque por dentro te llamo a gritos..
No te das cuenta? el daño que me hago a mi misma
Jure no volver a pasar por esto
Y esta incomoda postura se hace cada vez mas tensa..
El aire pesa, me asfixia sentir esto
Estoy cansada de dar vueltas en la cama
pensando en un imposible regreso...
Te busco pero nunca estas..
Como no pude darme cuenta..
que nunca signifique lo que tu para mi...
...& I thought those FIGHTS will keep happening forever untill I saw her yesterday evening ....
those MYSTERIOUS eyes conveyed me my faults ... realizing ...let this be a new beginning....
All those misunderstandings I had was vanished in just snap of fingers....Past DARKNESS disappeared....then it came another sunshine....
FAITH on her is the only armour I have till my last breath ... Demolishing those bad memories apart ...I knew it again "Yes ....she is still FRIEND of Mine"....
"Things will not be same in FUTURE" ...she always PIERCE this in my brain .... I RIP back her words the very next moment ....trying to act that this doesn't bother.....
Deep inside my heart those piercing hurts b...
My Dear Niece,
You will turn 7 months old, 3 days from now. You are still many years away from reading this, but I will address this to you anyway, with the hope that the day when you read this, you'd realise how I felt today.
With you being in a different city for the initial 6 months with mommy and maternal grandparents, I made it a point to visit you atleast twice a month. But with you coming back to your home, and closer to where I live, strangely enough, I've not had the opportunity to meet you, in the last 3 weeks that you've been here.
I was excited to come see you, take you in my arms, play with you and see you smile, nestle your head on my shoulder and listen intently to the son...
A veces los caminos a la felicidad son una ruta intransitable, nos encontramos, me he encontrado con pequeñas semillas de gracia que emulan ese estado inequívoco de plenitud pero son esquemas transitorios, migajas diremos para comprender la analogía, sin embargo me he descubierto recientemente que soy un admirador de la felicidad de otros y logra replicar una pequeña chispa de reflejo sensorial lo que ellos viven, en mí. Quizás no sea tan malo ser un espectador.
Yesterday I swam in the ocean for the first time in my life. I’ve never felt so free.