Sliding down the sliding life,
With smile on the face,
Like a double edged knife....
Tossing and turning in the home,
With themselves alike the fertile loam,
Trying to show things fine through her phone....
Waking until asleep,
Loads of chores deep,
Lining up alike the other sheeps...
Wading through the household maze,
Lost in her own gaze,
Gaping at her drifting dreams in a daze...
Working all the day without a name and a fame,
All caught up in the vicious societal game,
Terming her choice as a shame...
Killed before birth,
Still decorates her home like a hive...
Yet she loves,
Does she smile,
Whenever she covers a mile...
She is our might,
Fearless in all si...
These days, i want to,
Just to feel alright.
When i wake up, i don't wanna
Feel empty inside
I have got work to do,
So i try to do them
Hoping they'll make me feel something
I have got a lot of dreams
So i pursue them
Hoping they'll make me feel worth
I have got books to read,
So i sit to read them
Hoping they'll make me feel happy
I've got things to watch,
So i watch them,
Hoping they'll break the melancholy
But its been weeks, and month
I look what I've become
I think of me, and think of everything
They say if you're not happy alone
You won't be happy Anyway
And that's something I'm scared of
Cause i haven't felt a slight
In months i guess.
I wake up everyday with some hope
Maybe doing thi...
“Thoda pichad zaroor gaya hun , Hara nhi hun
Gira zaroor hun , uthna bhoola nhi hun
Himmat harta zaroor hun, ladta firr bhi hrr bar hun
Akela zaroor hun , Dil se kareeb fir bhi hun
Rota mai bhi hun , chehre par muskurahat fir bhi rakhta hun,
Roothta mai bhi hun ,
Manata fir bhi aksar mai hi hun
khokla hi samjhlo,
1 Dil mai bhi rakhta hun.”
My mind is incessantly at war with my heart.
"The heart is wrong, don't listen", the mind says vehemently.
"If this is wrong, I don't ever want to be right", the heart argues adamantly.
No matter who conquers the fight,
I stand vanquished.
Ve payal ta phejdi, pawaun vi aja
Ve pyaar ta karda hai, jataun vi aja.
I don’t know why I’m writing you this and I certainly don’t know how we got here. We were just laughing about our iniquities and sobbing over our insecurities as we supported our heads on each other, realising we’ve got each other’s backs. But, I don’t know what happened and why it’s all diminished to the mere ash of a cigarette.
You taught me to love again and laugh again and stand back up again after him and you left. You left me hanging with no choice now but to pierce the very knife in my arm and bleed. Bleed out dry until you’re satisfied to see my lifeless cadaver in your dreams and fantasise about the fact that you let go.
You let go even after your forever promises a...
Why did you leave him?
She knew he would be happy without her.
She said n smiled.
Tear dropped, went unnoticed.
Blaming each other.
Making hell within
Sharing it around.
Neither met you,
Nor talked to you!
Strings are still attached,
Distance is still vast!
You are filling up,
Gifts are in Line,
But where you are!!
To meet you,
Not to your gifts!!
You make my place complete,
Now just filling it up with plants,
Trying to be normal,
Living to be Happy..
Deep down I know,
you misses me more!!
You know what is good about Covid-19 is that , when you tested positive it make you realise what if these few days are last days of ur life and during this period you learn everything is temporary what ever it may be !! Thank you covid -19 for realisation ! Live like there’s no tomorrow!! No more regrets .... ah I can now feel the peace !!
25 september 2020
Those, who have ruined my life KNOWINGLY
Those, who destroyed my dreams DELIBERATELY
Those, who not only made me suffer like hell but also pushed my children's life, their future into this hell !
Those, who did evilest of the thing just on a bleak chance that it might save their precious alcoholic son's life.
Now, Behaving as if they did nothing.
Now, Behaving as if it was my destiny
... and I was destined for it.
Now, playing the poor, the goody, the compassionate part.
Are now, Asking me to behave properly.
To show mercy,
To show kindness.
I am already suffering in silence and cursing them all !!
How can I be honey tongued for no reason?
How can I behave?
“Failure comes a lot easier in our lives then success, so it’s important to keep working hard until success reaches your door.”
Who says love cant happen twice?
All it takes is Trust towards a person to fall in love again and to go through that road again and let you fall for that person again.
Dont take the love for granted .
Also, don’t disrespect the person who loves u .
May be everything has expiry but not the love. However, people who is patiently taking all shit may reach the threshold one day and puff! They are gone ...
They may not unlove you but they will learn to live without showing their love towards you.
શુન્ય છે પ્રયાસ,ખબર છે
કે પ્રયાસો માં હજી કસર છે?
નથી એનાં કદીએ થવાનાં
ખાલી ખોટું વાતનું વતેસર છે!
મુલાકાત લ્યો શમણાં માં છે ગોઠવી,
રુબરૂ ના મળવાના બહાના સત્તર છે!
નિચોવી છે બધી જ લાગણીઓ આલીંગન માં,
ને વળી એ કહે છે તારું સરસ અત્તર છે!
વાસ્તવીકતા માં રહી કોરી જ સદા એ,
"જીંદગી" યાદો માં કેવી તરબતર છે!
and i think the
is how it is so much
to just not say
Amidst the quiet blue sky
I remember how,
You were like one of those
Departure songs I used to listen,
While standing and waiting
For you to return.
And I still keep looking
Till you meet the horizon.
Then I saw your Last glimpse
And that's when i knew
this is how we begin again.