This morning a woman on the train asked me about suicide,
and all I could tell her was that it was worse
than being stung by a thousand bees
on the tender skin beneath the throat.
I remember how your bones jutted out so far
that I could travel up them like a ladder in the days
before your death.
Even the forks and spoons in your bed
didn’t want to kiss you anymore.
Sometimes I think I can see Alaska from your house,
but then I remember it’s just the way the light changes
in the afternoon.
I still drink gin and liquor and raid the medicine cabinet
when no one else is home.
You were the one who always had the answers;
now I’m the one who has to ask all the questions.
They say th...
I wasn't called racist until I said I love being black.
I wasn't asked if I was gay until I told another black woman she was beautiful.
I wasn't called out of my name until I tried to help....
It's amazing how society has conditioned our way of thinking that melanin isn't beautiful
After a long time
My heart started beating
I don't know for whom
Am I dreaming now
Or is it real, It would fall in love
Or just a feeling for someone to
Whom I can woo,
Is this Feeling has a continuous,
Am I really in love,
Does this time will never end up or Henceforward is an awaited happiness,
What will be next?
Something unexpected or
Everything that heals feels within to take me to another world that is known to live for each other in others words is called heart to heart connection forms an eternal love.
#skylarkchallenge 87(Entry 2)
I KNELT down,COWERING to ask forgiveness,she
LOCKED her only daughter,I can hear her cry.
I imagined her in WHITE wedding gown but she were SUFFERING so much.Inner one shouted,'enough. '
Mind gets angry,
But Heart still cares
This what happens,
when two beautiful
hearts meet to each other and strike to the phase of circumstance, stands in front of them as a mistake.
when damage of hurting is done
in between them, then
all the angriness to get
sober and later when the time makes them realise,
they within start cursing themselves,
One would say "why I offended her"
Another would say "I Could solve the mistake
we have In-between,
why do I blame him,
This things show
Mind gets angry
But still heart care.
A Letter to Myself
I don’t think so.
But, I forgive you, girl, who tallied stretch marks into reasons why no one should get close.
I forgive you, silly girl, sweet breath, decent by default.
I forgive you for being afraid.
Did everything betray you?
Even the rain you love so much made rust out of your jewellery?
I forgive you, soft spoken girl speaking with fake brash voice, fooling no one.
I see you, tender even on your hardest days.
I forgive you, waiting for him to call, I forgive you, the diets and the cruel friends.
Especially for that one time you said ‘I fucking give up on love, it’s not worth it, I’d rather be alone forever’. You were just pretending, weren’t y...
Hearts don't want and our lips said leave me,minds took decision.
one mistake took us apart.
Firelight Affairs & Atmospheric Starlight
Firelight Affairs & Atmospheric Starlight,
Rainbow Instincts Enlightening Her Satellite Twilight,
Quivering Symphonies & Colorful Voices,
Lyrical Abstracts Of Her Monochrome Noises,
Prismatic Rage In Her Eternal Sage,
Resonances Whispering Her Voices Onstage,
Vertical Ensembles Of Her Ecstatic Fashions,
Witty Odes Enlightening Her Arrested Passions,
Prancing Temptations & Provoked Mysteries,
Entrancing Her Artistic Waves & Surging Tapestries,
Storyteller Flares On A Perpetual Lease,
Intoxicated Mirrors Of Her Spiritual Release,
Lucid Memoirs & Condensed Revelations,
Inquisitive Glances Of Her Cupid Flirtations,
Paint and brush
Did you ever feel like devoting yourself to someone else? You feel like someone is working there, its their office, in which they work for shifts but when they leave, their scent always stays. It's like even when they are not there, you can sense their presence through the various memories.
Have you ever seen a brush dipped in the paint? Did you see how it loses it's identity when it's covered with another colour? Did you ever see how difficult it is to get rid of that paint? The one that now covers every possible part of you? The one that couldn't be removed by anything? The one for which you hope the water to hit you soon, soon because you're too tired of having someone ve...
Paint and water
Didn't you hear that we always give a part of ourselves to the people we leave? Yes, everyone gives a part of themselves before leaving. He left a part of himself with me too. A part that's now a part of me. It breaths with me, it sleeps with me, it cries with me, it lives in me, it is me now.
My friends told me he keeps ranting about how he now has a void to take care of because that part of him is with me now. He couldn't access it anymore, because its no longer there. He keeps on cursing me for that. You know, I believe he was the paint and I was the water. He gave a part of himself with me, diminishing his volume, but did he realize that I'm no longer me? Did he realize t...
When the words become unclear,
And the Pale shadows dance with me,
No colours in my life could save me.
Black and white merge together in my materiality,
Pain tries to comfort me, to sing for me.
That old song (about the Pale faced clan )
That day will come and the blood of the wild beasts will not be enough for me.
Pain, pain stay with me.
Adieu, the lovely face,
the scarlet blue eyes,
the skin of snow;
as beautiful as the myth
of the face of god of beauty.
Just as the wind blow,
the black beautiful hair,
floats above the earth beneath.
The memories I shall hence remember,
let nothing tear us'nder...
Adieu, the majestic sunrise,
the green golden grass,
the colourful butterflies
over those lovely flowers.
The sound of bell of brass,
the gentle touch of the breeze,
the rainbow of so many colours,
the snowfall that made us freeze.
The memories I shall hence remember,
let nothing tear us'nder...
Adieu, my beautiful village,
the yellow solitary mustard fields,
the tiny river that flows,
It’s unnerving at first,
realizing you’re happy.
It’s been so long,
you’re not sure how to act.
Life always seems to be a give and take;
you struggle and suffer for as long as you can stand
and then finally you get something good.
For an hour or a day,
you get to be happy before the hurt comes back.
But here you are,
not in the temporary,
just until the other shoe drops happiness you’re used to,
but actually content.
Actually feeling like every thing’s okay.
You have bad days,
but you know they don’t last.
There’s still a worry in the back of you mind
that you’ll lose it all,
but for now you’re okay.
Maybe there’s a chance we’ll meet up again.
If not in this life, then in another when the stars align for us.
I really miss us.
At least the happy us.
As a matter of fact, I would even settle for the unhappy us,
just as long as you’re with me.
It hurt when you left you know?
As if I was an anchor pulling you deeper and deeper into the ocean,
only to see you come up for air with her kisses.
Maybe we weren’t good for each other,
but hell, it was good while it lasted.
Just, just call me back, okay?
In your arms,
I'm in my safe haven.
With you holding me tight,
I have no other craving.
All I need is that one look,
that says you're always there,
just like in a fairy-tale book.
Your eyes talk to me,
as the world stands still.
My once empty heart,
now with love does fill.
I tell you everything
and never with a lie.
All my worldly secrets,
and everything that once made me cry.
I know I can trust you,
to catch me if I fall.
If only I could explain,
how much love I have for you.
What could I possibly do
when my heart is slowly shattering for you?
When there’s this burning in my heart
and sparks lighting up the dark?
Believe me, I just want to learn
what it is about that burn
that makes its way inside my chest,
preventing me from getting rest.
Would you ever take my hands
to keep me warm
and keep me safe?
I hated the idea of embarrassment
not because I was often so
but because I hated the idea
of the person I loved
looking at me with pity in her eyes
pity in his eyes
pity in their eyes
at me trying my best to play
waiting for someone to love me
the way I love them