DEAR DIARY
LOVE is OVERHYPED
Isn't its just your brain
Bathing in HAPPY CHEMICALS ?
LOVE NIGHT
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Throbbing hearts lying beside each other.
His hands caressing my face,
Playing with my hairs.
Pecks that he give me on my cheeks,
Ignite my desires that I feel.
Lusty to press my lips against his.
He moving his fingers tenderly onto my skin.
Holding me tight into his arms.
Feeling like, we are inseparable.
Exposing each other through our skins,
Our breaths go high like deprived of oxygen.
Warmth of his skin,
Give shivers to me.
His eyes are enough to intoxicate me.
Whirling my senses,
He fills me with ecstasy.
His whispers into my ears,
Fills me with excitement.
Like there isn't any heaven,
That I have ever seen.
Melting into each other,
Our every nerve tingling....
DIM LIGHTS
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A cursed soul,
Scuffling with her inner demons.
Suffocating breaths,
Felt like, 'No! Not anymore!'
Those dim lights in my life,
Scared me much more.
More than the fear of darkness.
More than being forgotten with no regrets.
Those dim lights!
Which gave shivers to me.
The sweat that drips from my body seeing it.
Those dim lights,
Which were worse than the darkness.
Cause, everytime when I wished to see it getting brightened,
It back stabbed me leaving me into the world of darkness.
Everytime it gave me a false hope,
That everything is fine.
It felt like, it hypnotized me somehow.
Cause I had no control over my mind.
When I got comfortable with dark,
It flickered ...
SKYALARKCHALLENGE 104 (3)
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BLOOM...
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Your memories dwell here
In this Creased Scuffed heart
Holding on to every bit
Of your essence,
I keep adoring
The way you made me
Into a self lovable mess
And prepared me for all
That was going to come.
But you my love
You are my strength
You are an open book
To my escape,
You held the particles
Of this soul
And gave them
A perfect shape.
To me you are my "All"
You are the cure
To my past
Full of Rust,
Don't you ever Think
Of leaving me
You've been my all
Love and lust...
Today
This heart is more
More than just an empty room,
I can face ...
"Positivity"
The word which has changed
Me completely And changed
my perception of looking life for eternity, before it was something like
If there is a problem in life then
I curse myself, behave abnormal and
get depressed,
Then immediately just one thought comes to the mind is to die as to suicide
(the word which has no faith, no hope and no chance for life)
I was completely drowned, then I thought if I can think negative
Every time then why can't I think Positive for minutes,
so imagined (self)
that there is a
"Wall of Solutions"
(solve every problem of life)
There you can say your problem and you can see the answer on the wall and
that wall is your own mind,
so
"Y...
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REALITY OR A DREAM!!
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With the best dress, lipstick and hairs open,
I rushed towards the metro to meet him for the first time.
I was a lot more concious and nervous then I thought I would be.
Cause meeting someone for the first time was never knew to me.
But this meet was not less than an examination!
Cause I wanted to feel this love, this craziness in these two days meet, which I've never ever felt for someone.
After which, our journey will either begin or I would've to remember them as the best days which I lived through my destiny.
Thinking about him kept me excited the whole long way.
And there was a little awkwardness that I felt,
Cause the day...
Oh the Pretentious flesh
Are you trying to fool your soul?
I kept wondering all night,
Awake, silent, serene.
What all it took me to become myself... again.
For the nights when I cried for someone else, for those times I worried not being worthy enough of love.
All that was a heavy cost that I paid in parts of me. Parts of my originality.
Slowly degrading,
Cursing myself,
I came to a point where I gave up.
And I am glad that I did.
I gave up on the false image of myself
Which I was foolishly accepting to be true.
I will tell you this one thing, believe me. It's beautiful to be able to completely accept oneself!
And if you are reading this today,
"Don't let your flesh
And it's endless ...
Midnight hunger prangs while at studies..
Cookies
Cake or
A coffee
Wish someone got it for me 😐😕
मेरी आवाज़ ही पर्दा है मेरे चहरे का
मैं हूँ खामोश जहां मुझको वहां से सुनिये ।
So much to do
No mood to do
It is only Wednesday
And my brain already feels tired 😐😐
What is a letter?
A letter is a finer creation, more than communication but a destination.
A letter is a loftier goal, not to be sold but to be bold, to enter the corners of our soul.
A letter is the smile of the woman in this stamp, my mother.
All that I crave for,
Dreams and doodles
Sprinkled stardust and colours
Skies and rainbows
Letters and stamps
Cats and kittens
Clouds and chocolates
Moons and magic.
-Afrah
Give her a sense of purpose -
a reason to tear the page,
and write her story again.
