Is not easy to be me.
Feeling always in the wrong place at the wrong moment.
Time goes on and nothing changes.
All i wanted couldn't be anymore.
It's too late.
It's all over.
The battles of life,the battles with the world,the battles for something would end one day.But there exists a battle every minute with you and yourself in which you neither win nor lose but will fight for the unknown you.
Delineation of aching old days still hide at the corners of my soul sneaking and leaking outside like illuminated fluid...tears!
Arrastro mis pies por la vida, tan patético como sin rumbo. Me sostiene la certeza del sentir hacia los pilares que de mi carne son. Mientras la soledad y el desamor licuan mis entrañas, el dolor pierde su esencia, se decanta en argamasa del conformismo. Cariños fugaces, muecas de amores y relámpagos que iluminan por un segundo, visibilizando odios en la penumbra. Me aterra mi obsecada espera, no por el tiempo, sino por la ya notoria ausencia de un motivo...
Sonríes... Tan extasiado como inconsciente sonrío también. La chispa de tus ojitos hermosos provoca fantasías en mi mente. Me hablas y, cual hoja seca, la cálida brisa de tu voz me transporta. Es un sentir que trasciende la pasión y el cariño, uno profundo... En cuyas hondonadas te abrazo con toda mi piel, te beso con el alma y te hago mía con todo mi ser.
- El amor no existe dices... - ¡Imposible! Si producto y reflejo somos de un amor mayor, inconmensurable, eterno... El problema es que, en ocasiones, elegimos a quienes no tienen su amor en sintonía y cantidad adecuada al nuestro. Tanto el amor, como las malas elecciones, existen...
I don't know how many more days i can rock myself to sleep.....
I don't know how many more breaths i can take without you....
I don't know how many more days i can go on without your kisses .....
I don't know how many more roads i can travel without you by my side....
I don't know.....
We could love people on different levels,
But One true love was reserved for him.
No matter where I went,
Where I am,
Who I become
How much time passes by.
It always belonged to him.
That which I want I shall achieve, if only to dream to see. Never shall I take a negative in response, but step up my advance to make the unreal into actuality.
You should've known
You should've known better than to tell me you loved me back.....
You should've realized it was going to make me high......
You should've looked closer as my pupils dilated and i drank every inch of your body.. ..
You should've realized i was to become a moth for the fire inside you.....
You should've understood that the moment the words fell off the tip of your tongue ... the words would wrap around my heart like a leash and i would follow you till the end until you crossed over to the other side.....
You should've known.....
I prefer being a Dreamer
Living in a Fantasy World,
Than carrying those voided eyes
All weary and dried.
Let me know if you feel my kisses
As i lay in my bed and hold you closer
In my dreams....
Let me know if you feel the warmth
As i wrap my arms around you
And kiss you goodnight....
Let me know if you dream the same dream
Where it's just us
Dreaming of being in each other's arms....
Let me know if the touch of my lips
Weighs down your steps
As you try to walk away.....
Let me know if your heart beats
A little funny
When you think of me....
Let me know....
She says mean things
because she feels ugly.
He says sarcastic things
because he is so very angry.
She has no voice because she
fears actually being heard.
She yells very loudly because
she cannot speak a single word.
She's often late because she's
got far too much on her mind.
She's keeps failing because she
is not sure what to do with success.
He is often ailing because he
cannot imagine having his health.
They act poor because they don't
understand the meaning of wealth.
She is spacey & ever far away; her
mind reeling from all she wants to say!
My city and i. Its different. Its real. Its crazy at times But its mine. Its hot its chilly at times but its mine. Its country. Its laid back. Its cruel at times but its mine.
I feel free. I feel real. I feel uninhibited and raw. I feel unlawful i feel. I feel . i feel
Your internal beauty is more important than external..!
Sometimes demons and silence scream so loud at same time..!
X axis and y axis
X ~ EX
Hindi : Din itne kharab chal le hai, ki koi site pe puch de ki X se duri kitni hai, to itne mai mujhe uski(ex) yaad aa jaati hai 😂
Eng : Days are going that bad, if somebody ask me distance from X, my mind started thinking about her (ex). 😂
Crying myself to sleep
It's unwinding, like retreating to my source
It awakens my senses when the world prepares to sleep
It's a visit to the true me, under the wraps of disguise.
Every drop of my feeling that falls
Is a medicine to my distressed soul
Every drop of my feeling that falls
Makes me happy, makes me whole.