Tal vez un poco irritada
por escribir esta carta
Y más rutina
Siento que no me alcanzan las horas
para hacer las cosas que quiero
y quedó dormida fumando una droga
pensando en lo que más temo
Temo decir adiós
Temo quedarme aquí
Temo porque intentamos callarnos
Temo por lo que admití
Hoy regreso a un hogar que no es mí hogar
Ojalá mis sollozos no logres escuchar
porque para ti no serán aunque te los quieras adueñar
sino que son para mí y el horrible desastre que logré causar.
An Aries woman
I keep wondering why am I so unpredictable? I'm all happy and outgoing in the morning. I turn sulky in the afternoon. I am sleepy in the evenings . Oh it needn't follow the same pattern everyday. My moods change every hour. Like this morning, I suddenly felt like listening to Ray Dylan sing. It's 11.50 am right now. I've got loads of assignments to complete. Nah.. I don't even want to touch those books. In the next one hour, I may be fast asleep or I could be cooking something like a great chef or I might get stuck to my laptop like a parasite and keep awake till one in the night without having my lunch or dinner.
Or .. I could jump up from my bed and go out.. laze around on...
"Levanta la mesa mientras los hombres ven el partido
Maquillate para poder usarte para su consumo
No alzes la voz qué mierda te has creído
Sonríe que el mundo no quiere verte con zuños"
"Se una señorita bien hablada
Habla cuando se te indique
Se delgada y bien dotada
No hagas berrinches"
Pero dónde queda mi libertad
Quiero vivir para mi y nadie más
No quiero cumplir con esas normas que me das
Solo quiero que me dejen vivir en paz
Estoy yo contra el mundo
En contra de todo lo establecido
Y quiero creer que le puedo vencer por al menos un segundo
Ojala sobre esto me lo hubieran antes advertido
"Quítate los pelos del cuerpo
No te quejes si te gritan "piropos"
Al sexo no te quiero ver resisti...
Rondando el barco de tus sentimientos
formando un plan para robar
el oro que se esconde dentro de tus cimientos
¿acaso me vas a amar?
Olvídate de las reglas
solo acuestate y ahógate en mi ducle aroma
¿qué tan varado te encuentras?
¿sientes que conmigo vuelas como una paloma?
Solo levántate y acércate a mi
con mis perlas solo quieres estar,
soy quien te hará enloquecer
no me lo intentes negar
Bienvenido a mi océano
muchos me llaman sirena
por embriagarlos cuando lentamente me acerco
mi voz siempre los aliena
Tarareo cerca de tu oído
con voz dulce te vuelvo mío
esto es lo mejor que has vivido
de a poco voy llenando el vacío
¿Ya estás enamorado?
Déjame beber de tu alma
la leyenda se convie...
Gotas de rocío
se acomodaron en tus largas pestañas,
dando así paso a tus ojos vacíos.
Dime, mi cielo, a quién extrañas.
Tus ojos cobrizos yo quisiera alegrar,
llenarlos de amor, de dicha y de afán.
Pero yo jamás podré ocupar su lugar
y eso, en el mejor de los casos, me fundirá.
No quiero ocupar sus zapatos.
No quiero que me compares con ella.
Quiero que seamos dos enamoradas sin alegatos.
Quiero que esta noche junto a mi duermas.
Que esta noche no me hagas competir con ella,
no es mi enemiga, no me interesa.
Solo siéntate a leerme bajo la estrella,
aquella, la que más parpadea.
Leeme sobre revoluciones,
leeme sobre nuevos amores.
Leeme sobre reyes y bufones,
leeme sobre autos volador...
He didn't like my casserole
He didn't like my cake
He said my biscuits were too hard
Not like his mother used to make
I didn't make the coffee right
He didn't like the stew
I didn't fold his pants right
The way his mother used to do
I pondered for an answer
Looking for a clue
And then I turned around,
smacked the shit out of him
Like his mother used to do!
It's been long since you embraced me, and wiped away all my worries with just a smile...
It's been long since you help me forget all the difficulties and problems in my life with just a touch of yours...
It's been long since I had the best gift god ever gifted me, beside me for real...
Now, I'm tired and exhausted...
I chose this path... for you but now can't bear it anymore...
Miss you Maa...
I wish I could leave everything here and be with you forevermore...like before.....
#WOD -abysmal. MOM
Tonight i met with fear..
When i heard mom needs to urgently refer.
Till yesterday she was well..
Loving us like we are 2years old child for her.
We were amused with her behaviour..
But never thought to see her like that in a day...
I just wish and pray.. This ABYSMAL phase of her and our life will go soon. She will come home healthy and happily.
I am missing her hug, missing her talks..
She is ther one who make us laugh ..
In our tough times she stood like a wall..
She never let allowed any trouble to come near...
She is the root of our beautiful world..
I always pray that she will be fine when she come..
This time i will not hide in me that how...
Some men choose dumb women.. why??
Coz it's too difficult for them to withstand the smart ones..!!
"Everyone grieves in different ways. For some, it could take longer or shorter. I do know it never disappears. An ember still smolders inside me. Most days, I don’t notice it, but, out of the blue, it’ll flare to life.”
- Maria V. Snyder
I miss your warmth. I miss your smile. I miss your cooking. I miss hearing the sound of your voice be it loud or soft. I miss the touch of your hand in mine. I miss taking care of you. I miss lying next to you and telling you about my day, my hopes, my dreams and my thoughts. I miss the different ways you show your love for me.
Above all, I miss you. I miss your mere presence in my life.
For every step I took ,
You were there to hold me through,
When the nights seemed scary ,
And when heart breaks were plenty,
You were always there beside me,
To hold my hand and guide me,
What would all this writing worth be,
If it did not hold a piece for my
Mom who always loves me.....❤
The nature didn't allow me to be a mother
I can't generate. I always commit a "murder"
My venter is poisonous
My breasts are treasonous
I grieved so many times
I gave birth to disdain
Buried in the trash several lives
I ran away to feel like the rain
He met me and took me in his arms
And suddenly I was a child again
The suffering made me realize
That I was never without him
He cried with me and told me "it's gonna be okay"
"I will heal you daughter of mine"
"You has grown among the pain"
Life is like two movement
If yes I am hear and if not
I am not hear
I am like stranger who find
Her self in this world .....
She came. She did. She wasn't found.
So much can be said about any woman you see around...
Yet she passes away like the fading photographs
Torn and eaten by the termites of time
Her memories all threadbare
and you can't remember her face
Such is the fate of a woman who once took your breath away
Now what remains is a feather weight trace
Of her impact on your feelings
While her body of work left a cosy castle for you in your wake.
To be his soft flame, sultry, sensual and without sin, gently caressing his wanton fevered skin.
A diamond smile forever engaging,
emotions securely bound but when undressed ablazing.
Exuding an enigmatic atmosphere,
a click of his fingers she is poised to adhere.
No inner conflict always giving of self,
even graciously patient when left on his shelf.
Mother O' Mine
Let your hand's run reverse,
time O' time turn backwards;
Let me remember my mother's words,
be something you love and understand,
follow your heart and nothing else;
You'll find McKenna's gold
is all in your soul;
She told me,
try and try and try
spread your wings and fly;
Don't let them tell you your worth
I know it as I gave you birth;
O' My precious one,
don't let them detain you,
tell you that you lack the spark,
for they are the ones,
who have slept through the night,
and have never known fire,
inside the stars.