Their laughter seared into her heart. Yet again she was ridiculed and made fun of. She felt her veins tighten with embarrassment and insult. Slowly she got up and started off towards the door. The air around her was burning with determination and heart knocked hard against the ribs as if to get out and chase the dreams.
She closed her eyes and a quick smile flashed across her face. And she knew she was different.
Fighting the world isn't hard, it doesn't matter who says what, who thinks what, but fighting people you love drains your strength. Its hard to fight, its hard to hold on to your beliefs when those who loves you think you're insane. Different is insane right?
In this world they don't talk about right and wrong, truth and lies, justice and injustice.
They talk about adjusting, compromising, following, whats normals whats usual.
Sometimes i think i should speak less, i shouldn't speak at all may be.
That's how you accept everything right?
Don’t speak just do what you're told.
They will be so pleased for that.
Or Maybe not. Because its never enough.
Different is lonely and it makes me...
M: "Can you feel again?"
H: "I don't know. It is my job."
M: "Promise me you'll try and not give up."
M: "I won't tell you I told you so. I just wish you could think and care about yourself as much as you do for others."
H: "But I do. It's my job to care, to feel, to spread joy and love and doing that makes me happy...and sad."
M: "I always admire your courage, your enthusiasm....but I worry about you. I can't see you broken."
H: "Don't worry, it's what I signed up for, isn't it?"
M for the mind.
H for the heart.
"Do you think it will work?"
"You keep your connections in check and I will take care of my if-conditions! ;)"
When Electronics got to know how Computer Science works. <3
You love reading.
And it was beyond your understanding how a person couldn't find friends in the silent pages of a book.
You love pizza.
And again it was beyond your understanding how anyone could not like pizza.
When we come across people who are very different than us, we often question their existence. We call them weird.
And sometimes we fall in love with the same weirdos.
The simplicity of it all, accepting people for who they are,
suddenly strikes us.
And it's all beautiful, how love opens your mind to different possibilities....consciously or subconsciously.
WEIRD WORLD - A CONVERSATION CRAZY !
Brinnie : *Thinking deep* Sigh.
SAnnie : Relax. You don't have brain that think. Ours write!
Brinnie : Weird world this is. And that kept me thinking. Didn't use
brain though. Imagining happens with souls, doesn't it?
SAnnie : Weird. It sure is. Let's see through the soul then. Reflect
them! Words do it well as we both know. ;)
Brinnie : How is it everyone around us seem so serious and its only us crazy all the time?
SAnnie : Their seriousness is being crazy and our craziness is being serious, maybe.
Brinnie : Oh no.. Serious doesn't ...
She came out of the room,with her red swollen eyes and her mom asked
Did you cry?
No maa, I just washed my face and it's just that the soap has gone into my eyes.
Maa: Don't lie, tell me truth, what happened?
She: Nothing maa.
As her mom hugged her,she blurted out in tears.Realising
Mumma's rounded shoulders provided comfort, with the melody of her vocal chords ,where the teary came to rest!!
-Gurdev Kaur Malhotra
Someone said I'm Boring...
I love books, writing, listening to music and just generally staying in. For others it may be boring and lifeless but for me it was everything. I'm sorry I'm boring in your eyes, but let me ask you? What does boring mean? cause for me boring means not being productive enough in a day and just hanging out.
I don't like being called boring because my life is full of fun and exciting adventures unfolding everyday. I write a new story and feel fulfilled with it. I read a book, where in it takes me to different worlds you could ever imagine. I listen to music, where in i'm filled with different emotions. And i stay in not because i have nothing to go but i choose t...
Are you an introvert or extrovert? he asked.
I am not sure. She paused for couple of seconds, to continue.
You see I love to walk free, among all these people, among all these things. I did them before but..
That is when I felt more lonely, more alone. Because all these people and things reminded me of my demons.
Now you say am I an introvert or extrovert? she asked.
Once a small little girl
Was Allowed to go to school
A time came when her family fall financially
They were able to fulfil basic needs but unable to pay fees
She need to leave school
She whimpered because she knew she won't be able to study anymore
She whimpered because she knew she won't be able to talk to that boy who was her best friend
But she never did surrendered in any situation
When she use to go out in evening to play
Her best friend use to teach her what been taught in school for an year
Then she again joined school as soon as they were able to pay fees.
But now that boy had to leave that place forever due to his father's business settlem...
The world is like a rain of snowflakes,
Everyone falling into place,
Everyone looking for a place,
Made with the same stuff,
Hidden from the commons.
He is unique.
Don't be difficult,
Because he is different.
He is not you.
Should not create differences.
There are no normals,
Because God created the world,
Man is unique.
Every woman is unique,
Every man different.
Uniqueness is a beautiful quality endowed by the almighty in each and every soul. God doesn't discriminate. It is us who created conflict. The need is to awaken ourselves. Spending time with ourselves in the lap of nature will enrich our hidden talents. Every person is created to do the act of rising themselves and ultimately the whole cosmos will rise and then the Earth will spark with love and peace.
They say I don't open up,
I don't share.. I don't interact enough..
I don't have a voice..
They ask what's the matter,
What's eating me up.. Why am I worrying..
They beg me to share,
To connect.. To speak up.. And when I do..
They don't heed,
They aren't concerned.. They ignore..
They don't understand..
And then they tag me,
Loner.. Introvert.. Maverick..
Rebellious.. Trouble maker..
All because my thinking differs..
Ergo I don't fit in their perfect world..
"Why everything is so random now"
"I love stability,calm peace"
'Entropy of universe is increasing'
"But you are my only universe". 😷
Dig deep, get a closer look and you can't unsee what you see there.
I read somewhere that ppl have layers but now i can say that just like people relationships are layered too.
From the outside it may seems shiny, glittery but there may be two strangers living under a label together.
The most popular friends group may have no one o one, eye to eye connection.
And sometimes they just have this habit of each other
Some people don't stick together because they want to but because they feel they have to.
Is it out of lonliness? Yes sometimes it is.
Sometimes very odd impossible connections are formed.
Like you just met someone and you cannot explain it but things seems fit.
Ever seen tw...
Give me five minutes of conversation,
Without glancing at Tv, without the beep
Of those messages on the smart phone,
Or those fingers frantically darting on
The virtual keyboard,and those eyes
going back n forth.
Oh give me just five minutes
Eye to eye and heart to heart.