There I lay, desperately happy
Rolling in the white snow of the sheets
Covering every inch of my porcelain
that you put your mouth on
This is what love feels like
Electricity runs down my spine
And flowers bloom on that very spot
Between my breasts
Where you rested your head
The warmth of your breath and the soft caress
Of your lips
Still makes my body blush
And the words you whispered still vibrate
Through my ribs and resonate in my racing heart
"I need this, I need you
I need this, I need you"
When you are a dad, blessings come in pairs.
Thanks to the thousands of people on the lettrs network for helping me live a dream as a man, and father, of letters.
Yours in thanks, and hope,
~Rejuvenate the Soul~
I kind of lost myself for a minute there but I’m slowly finding myself once again.
Recognizing my strengths, identifying my weaknesses, learning to improve and modify the consistent instabilities on a daily basis.
Working diligently on my self worth to gain a greater sense of self confidence while attempting to reconcile the past and walk away from it with a greater peace and love in my heart.
I’m going back to being simple while leaving all the complications behind. I’m implementing the needed necessities to be the truest and best version of who I am and I’m once again going to put myself first (this is so very hard for me as I’m so unselfish and get more s...
Whatever you went through today, whatever demons you fought, whatever you felt or tried not to feel; I’m proud of you. Because you survived. You made it another day, another hour, another minute. You are a warrior and even if the world seems to be falling down around you- I’m rooting for you and I believe in you.
Nothing Hurts More than being disappointed by one person who you thought would never hurt you.
You are the light
amongst my darkness;
when nothing else
is in arm's length
I reach for you.
Though we aren't
always skin to skin,
your heart is the beat
in my chest.
Time traps your mind
With so many thoughts
Swirling in your head
All from the past
How long will it last
The future is far
Yet so close
What do you do
When you don't have a clue
Do you let it be
Or try to break free
You Think You Know Pain?
You know what they say; hindsight is always 20/20 and as the relationship to the man I love deteriorates and crumbles right before my eyes while no matter what I do or say has any impact on it’s total and complete annihilation I came to the devastating realization and painful conclusion that he never really did love me.
My heart hurts.
I always saw the world in grayscale -
Variations of gray tones between black and white.
You brought me an orange Zinnia, one summer day
Told me it signifies remembrance
in the language of flowers.
-----we bid farewell-----
I was never to forget you-
I would wear a tangerine flower behind my ear
And sit beneath orange skies to watch the sunset
For the color “orange” made me feel like you were near.
-------we meet again------
I confessed that the color you gave me
never left all this while
To which you said-
“Fragrance never dies from the hands of the giver”
And that was the beginning of our vibrant life.
Your kisses - the taste of sweet orange soda
Our wedding decorations - saffron
It’s nice to just be noticed.
It’s nice to be respected.
It’s nice to be loved.
It’s nice to be protected.
It’s nice to be appreciated.
It’s nice to be cheered.
It’s nice to be advocated.
It’s nice to be weird!
It’s nice to understood.
It nice to be validated.
It’s nice to be good.
It’s nice to be anticipated.
It’s nice simply, if we just try-
Otherwise we never know...
What potential relationships
That we carelessly pass by.
When I first met you I never thought I’d actually fall for you, when I fell for you I didn’t think it was going to be this hard. When we first started talking and I would get butterflies and every time you were around I’d get a little nervous but it was that puppy love nervous.
I didn’t think we would even be as close as we are now. You make me the happiest I’ve been in a long time and all I can do is think of you. Your always on my mind and all I ever want is to be with you. I love and miss laying next to you every night. I miss laying down and just talking and opening up when I had something bothering me. You were always there to listen and give your opinion and never judge me.
When you ...
As they walked past the fence,they knew there was no turning back.
They looked at each other silently for a second and then kept on walking.
The guards had accepted their uniforms and let them out of the gate.
They walked round the perimeter and once out of sight of the guards they ran silently for the woods.
They hoped it would be some time before the two dead guards, whose uniforms they had stolen, would be found and the alarm raised.
They shook hands and whispered good luck to each other and headed off in different directions to try to reach the border.
They had agreed that if they made it home they would meet in the Queens Head and have a drink together,both prayed that this w...
A Self Reminder:
Not everyone around you is a friend.
Know who is on your side and will defend you in your absence because only a few people actually cares.
Be careful who you vent to.
As they say, "even the devil was once an angel."
Her warcry pierced through the circular gardens followed by the sound of bone shatter. It didnt matter that her wing was damaged. Fury was the air she breathed. A warrior came for her vengence and she swore by dawn it would be had.
She was a magnificent horror. Smashing and gutting like it was all she was. Wielding her maul like a birth right. Made a glorious mess of an otherwise gorgeous geometrically designed floral garden. Blood splashed across my face as my current split our enemies skulls like fruit. Their kill order wouldnt allow them to cease until we were dead or every last had fallen for their sovereign. And as the smoke rose over the clean cut hedges into the night, the flames mad...
The chances you don't take can create the same regrets as the mistakes you make.
You have spent a lot of emotional energy on finding the right person to love. But all this while, you overlooked one deserving individual.
No matter who came and went in your life, this one remained like a permanent fixture, witnessing every struggle, every victory and every moment of your life.
That one is 'You'
You are worthy of Your own love, care and concern first. Only then will you find yourself among people who love you for you.