I clime to fall
Nothing lasts but expires
Stuck in this Borderline Body infested with feelings of sadness and emptiness. Self hate and no control.

This scary world makes me fear everything to the point where i don't even feel safe with others and even myself.

When will i fall again?

When i do hope its the last time.

Dont want to be here

Being alone is bad.
Being Abandoned is worst

Knowing what is love,
is the most enlightened thing
that can happen to anyone.
It will let you things to come and go;
to be as supple as the wind.
And take everything that comes
with great courage.
Like a good friend once told me:
"Life is right in any case,
My heart is as open as the sky."

I left the company of wrong people & i m rescued. .. now indulged more in books n music... n feelin self...

I Still Have Hope at 3 AM

Somehow every night I wake up and I'm not sleepy anymore, I sit on my bed looking at the darkness scared to look at my phone because I already know that every time I do it the time its always the same.
Im was used to you calling me at that time when we couldn't text during the day and for the past 7 months we have not texted during the day.