“LETTING GO”
If u hate me that much
Than Let me go
U say that u love me
But i just dont know
U say my name like its gross
Ur eyes burn holes
U cant touch me
And my hands growing cold
Why did u even let go
I lie awake at night
Racking my brain
Tryn to think of all my past mistakes
That lead up to the moment
Where u started looking at me with rage
Tears seem to slip down my face
Im not one to admit
That i have all these feels
..... Vennie .....
It's feel like I cheated on myself , keep saying myself that he will come back he will know the value of your love , he did many promises don't you believe him? Keep saying to myself that his love for you is forever it just he is not showing you , keep waiting keep believing in love
Even when I lost my self respect , my values my everything to get him still I keep saying to myself you lost yourself to get him after all he is yours..
Everytime I lie to myself
Every promises made by him was fake
Days month years passed.
My love for him is still same
But he choose someone else.
I TOO HAD GLIMPSE OF A FAIRYTALE...
I have read of them in books...poems..quotes...
never thought of being lucky enough to sight it...
though it just brushed across me, it was the most precious and
memorable moments of my existence...
I could have stayed there forever by keeping my eyes close,
but its life.... its reality...and I had to open my eyes... watching those beautiful moments just vanish by...
Fear Me,
One little gram is what I weigh,
My creepy hydrolics legs are there to help me slay.
Embeded multiple eyes,
A masterful web to catch flies.
your mum says don't be scared of me!
If that's true why don't I hear your pleas.
The venom in me liquifies,
It take away any chance to be dignified.
One look at me and you will scream,
you will need to leave the scene.
One gram is what I weigh.
What am I, dare you say?
Small doses of poison and melancholy.
She was all I wanted, she did not know, eventually I learned to die in silence and regret with neat elegance, I die without her and there is no corpse smell.
I did not expect to fall, let alone ascend, look at me, a poor unhappy man who ignores his side to omit his weakness, while she built barriers to her anguish, I played with her shadow.
I still doubt, my stubbornness has imposed me melancholy or is saving me from various hells. I am tormented by the paradoxes that remained in his mouth. The last Kiss.
I can't find a simple way to tell you that it is the cure to all my fears ... I'm useless when that's what it's about. These ruins that you se...
Wanna get married?
Guess what???
Compromise is the key!
..... Vennie .....
Maine toh asliyat dikhai abh koi ise badla samjhe ya mohobatt ki asli hesiyat..
Everything is deep dark blue, from my feelings to your fingertips , from my heart to your cold frail lips. This embrace is of no use .The skin between us is an icy winter, everything frozen still .We clench our teeth from the bitter cold from our touch and we shiver to our bones.
It's all deep dark blue like the crisp winter air. Your smile is frigid ,it sends chills down my spine. What a monochromatic love , I could light us on fire if I could but all I have is my pale numb body which hurts when I try to move as its tied to you.
It's all deep dark blue , I'm stuck in your eyes, spiralling down towards reality, from the lovely blue layers to the nothingness of my reflection in the black th...
I am feeling really low right now.
Somebody please write something that can give me some Hope.
I am at my least motivation.
I wanna love the way you love!
By being busy and having no time for love!
#she-lio
filled gallery with your pictures also fills my heart ..
For what could have been so perfect ended up in scars
Still I hold your precious love in my heart
Deep within , beyond my scars and tears
where its all dark but clear...
Such is life
It was the beginning of second year in the college. I had taken up a job during the summer vacations and was working part time as the head of the office had convinced me to continue part time.
One fine day, I completed my evening classes and left the college for my office. I went on about doing my work and enjoying some music on the computer during the break . It is then the floor supervisor came near my cabin and said that there was some noise coming out from somewhere. I removed the headphones and realised that the noise was coming out from my pocket. In those days, smartphones were not common. It was simply a phone for texting and calling.) I answered the ongoing call and lo...
He left...
kash aisa ho pata..
baat na hone se , baat khatm ho jati,
sham na milne se yaadien mit jaati ..
dil na kholne se zindigi sulajh si jaati ..
mud k na dekhne se rahien badal hi jati ...
sath na hone se dil dhadak hi jate
Intzaar na kare fir bhi din kat hi jate
pyaar kare koi fir bhi dil dukha na paate...
