Explore
Sign Up
Login
August 17, 2019
East Windsor, United States

I hoped you could save me
From the world and from myself.
I hoped we could make a life,
Make things bright,
But you snuffed my candle out
That day you left;
That day you took yourself out.
I say a prayer
And the sign of the cross for you,
I live my life...
No doubt.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

LET'S FALL IN LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
August 10, 2019
East Windsor, United States

There’s something about
The written word
That is indelible
You can speak things
Into existence but...
When you write,
The words take on life.
And the power of those words
The moment in time
The emotion lasts forever.
Time and words...eternal.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
August 7, 2019
East Windsor, United States

  
Caress me sweet breeze.
I need your pure caresses.
For I’m lost in grief.

A haiku for u
Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
August 2, 2019
Princeton, United States

I could hear a song
And feel it’s notes to my core.
I could see the sun go down
And look at the kaleidoscope
Of colors like no other.
I could love you with the depths
Of my soul
And love no other.
Yet, you cannot see me,
You cannot see the colors
And you cannot hear the song.
                 Debbie O
                 Bottled up feelings

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
0
0
August 1, 2019
East Windsor, United States

...And the candle flickered
With the word hope
As if it would never be.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

THE LITTLE PRINCE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
4
0
August 1, 2019
East Windsor, United States

I think about crying
To relieve this pressure
But I think
What good would it do?
Will it bring you back to me?
Will it make things right?
So I take a deep breath
And live...
On the brink of a tear.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

ANGEL OF PASSION
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 28, 2019
East Windsor, United States

If you think you broke my heart
Well think again.
It was already broken
So you can walk away
Without the guilt.
I was already dead
Long before you murdered me.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

STRONGER TOGETHER
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
4
1
July 27, 2019
East Windsor, United States

A dread came upon me
A dread of my life.
And I thought about you
All of you
That have come and gone.
In the end
I’m my only friend.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

CELEBRATE ART
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 26, 2019
East Windsor, United States

Woman you have worth.
They’ll always come for you.
You don’t have to beg
For anyone’s love.
You will always choose
Who you want.
You are the heart of a family.
You are what makes a home.
You are what makes a happy life.
Own that.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
1
July 22, 2019
East Windsor, United States

You are gone.
Not even your essence remains.
And it’s not your fault
But you still left.
And I remain wanting
To take a simple walk
With you,
To talk to you.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 15, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

...And I’ll hold you tight.
And feel your warmth
Against mine.
This is what I’ll take with me
Tonight.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

200TH SKYLARK CHALLENGE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 14, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

Your little eyes, so bright
Your little hands
That hold mine, so tight
Your little lips,
A perfect bow
The funny faces you make
Let me know
I just love you so.

My precious baby...
Child of my child.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
3
0
July 11, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

Look at my picture
But I’m not there.
What you see
Is not what you get.
There’s a lot of soul
But no depth to those eyes
Cause I’m not there.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 11, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

I was always there
But never there for myself
I slipped, hushed...away.

A Haiku for u.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
July 7, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

You talked about forever
But forever ran out.
Forever sounded good
But expired
As you walked away.
Friends forever
But forever was as long
As it served you.
I’ve often thought about forever,
For I’ve never said the words
I don’t know what forever means.
Walk away...
I walk away and don’t look back
Because it hurts to see you
All back there ...
All my forevers.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

FEEL IT WRITE IT
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
June 18, 2019
Baton Rouge, United States

I don’t even know
Who you are.
What you have become
Is foreign to me.
I’m lost and I feel alone.
I want to go home.
Desperation creeps in
And I cry tears I try to hide
Lest someone see
Lest someone notice...me.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

LIMITS EXIST ONLY IN THE MIND
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
0
0
June 8, 2019
East Windsor, United States

Touch my face and talk to me
Of love.
Touch my face
And look in my eyes.
Tell me that you love me
And not that you lust me.
Hold my hands
And put them to your heart.
Let me feel your heart beat fast.

Debbie O Bottled up Feelings

THE ALCHEMIST
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
June 8, 2019
East Windsor, United States

Hope.
Maybe I’ll meet you in heaven.
And I’ll be glad you’re there.
Cause here, we could never
Make it.
Here...
We had no hope.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
4
0
June 5, 2019
East Windsor, United States

Why can’t you say what you mean?
Fast...
Why do you have to
Beat around the bush ?
Just let it go!
Say what you mean
And mean what you say...
Bam!!!

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
4
0
June 5, 2019
East Windsor, United States

You know me,
Inside of my soul
And all my secret places.
I know you,
Inside of your soul
And all your secret places.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

MADE WITH LOVE
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
June 1, 2019
East Windsor, United States

Dare I hope
That life will smile at me
Once again?
Dare I hope
That I smile and mean it?
Dare I hope
That I can walk in nature
And see its’beauty?
Yes...I think I dare.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
May 26, 2019
Princeton, United States

I’m a fixer upper
A little used
A little run down
In desperate need of repair.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
May 26, 2019
Princeton, United States

Sometimes nothing helps.
The candle still burns.
I take another turn,
I try to live yet I fall...
But the candle still burns.
It flickers and blazes
And even though
I might want
The wick to fade...
The candle still burns.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
0
0
May 25, 2019
 

This cup of hopelessness
That I’m drinking
Is bitter
But I can’t stop imbibing
And I must have another.
This time it will be a cup
Of loneliness
And then another cup
Of sadness.
My cup runneth over.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
1
May 24, 2019
East Windsor, United States

What am I going to do
With my tomorrow ?
The question lingers
Unanswered.
To much time
And no accounting,
To much time
To fill.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
0
0
May 21, 2019
 

The last person who made me
Smile was my grand daughter.
She has giant eyes and tells giant
Tales.
The last person I said I love you to was my son. I don’t see him
Much but we will always have a bond that cannot be broken.
The last time I cried was a couple
Of days ago. My father passed away last month and I haven’t been able to truly mourn him.
The last time I apologized was a while ago. I can’t exactly remember. I do apologize to God mostly for not having patience with my mother although I don’t
Show her that side of me.
The last time I said thank you was yesterday. I say thank you all the time.
The last time I talked to my parents was two months ago before my father passed. I too...

WHITE CLOCK
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
May 16, 2019
East Windsor, United States

This is how I am
You say, because I can love
And still walk away.

A haiku for u
Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
4
0
May 11, 2019
East Windsor, United States

I didn’t know I was a ghost
Until I was ghosted.
I thought I was the one
Who was alive
But you took that with you
When you left the way
You did

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
0
0
May 7, 2019
Trenton, United States

You took your love away.
You took yourself away
And left a cavern
In my heart
For loss of you.
I know you don’t think of me
Or you wouldn’t have gone
But you walked away.
How does one do that?
Just walk away
And never look back.
I wish I could do that.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0
May 7, 2019
Trenton, United States

Everyone is only borrowed
And you never know
When they are leaving.
Lessons learned at an early age
And I’m afraid to love you
Cause people always leave.
I guess I’m afraid of the pain.

Debbie O Bottled Up Feelings

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
Thumb_1565460297
PO#621826
2
0