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Chrisse Tiana

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Nigeria
Nigeria
My heart yearns for joy; my mind, peace.
July 10, 2019
 

I write because I feel.

The day i stop
writing about you
is the day i stop
caring for you.

The day i finally stop
loving you.

MADE WITH LOVE
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July 9, 2019
 

Lying here awake
I cannot sleep cos
I’m in so much pain

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June 16, 2019
 

Home is where the heart is, they said.

I honestly don’t know where mine fully is.

TEA TIME!
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July 2, 2019
 

She isn’t hot enough.
Her boobs aren’t big enough.
Her booty isn’t firm enough.
Her tummy isn’t flat enough.
She is not “black” enough.

Worse, he jokes about it.
Her flaws.
Her inadequacies.
Her insecurities.

It hurts to look into the mirror and see someone she didn’t want to be.

Insecure.
Afraid.
In pain.

Sex is her way out.
It makes her feel beautiful.
It makes her feel sexy.
It makes her feel attractive.
It makes her feel wanted.

But he won’t go after her
He doesn’t touch her
He doesn’t desire her
The way she wants him to.

Had they learned to appreciate, accept and not make fun of her “whiteness”, she wouldn’t feel this way.

Had she not seen how he looks at them and realize that ...

WORLD WATERCOLOR MONTH
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June 5, 2019
 

Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.

Emily Dickinson

BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE
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May 24, 2019
 

I have reached that point
where I just want to leave
no more words
no more tries
I just want my peace of mind.

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 29, 2019
 

He was not unkind in the ways that the television and newspapers were full of. His cruelty was in his absence.

Lovely Bones

ORIGINAL
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April 26, 2019
 

They only get to you
when you allow them to.

Be unapologetically you.

CALVIN & HOBS
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April 26, 2019
 

"You are worth so much more."

He said, as he, knowingly or not, embarked on this quest to break me, give me so much insecurity, make me feel worthless, stab my heart and destroy the little confidence I previously had.

He showed me what it's like to believe, and have that faith be slowly ripped apart.

He brought out the worst in me.

I am the worst person I can ever be.

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 25, 2019
 

“You’re looking at it all wrong. You’ve been blessed with a broken heart. When it doesn’t hurt anymore, that’s when it’s really over. Live in this as long as you can.”

Someone Great

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April 24, 2019
 

I have reached that moment.


I cannot take any more pain
I cannot lie in wait any longer
I cannot be held back
the hollow promises,
the stubborn hope,
the endless uncertainty

My soul is once again
burning, yearning,
struggling to be free.

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 24, 2019

Living here
is like loving you,
it eats up
my energy,
it sucks away
my soul

ORIGINAL
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April 21, 2019
 

"There is an empty place within me where my heart was once." -Catelyn Stark

FLOWER BUD
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April 13, 2019
 

A deep part of me
will always be broken
because of you.

THE KISS
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April 8, 2019
 

“I felt a purposeful depression. I wasn’t sad; I was unsatisfied. I wanted more out of life. I needed to step my life up.” -J. Yang

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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April 3, 2019
 

I think it's unfair

that when I'm hurt,
I'd try my best
to hurt you back
that when I'm sad,
I'd make sure that
you would feel bad

like you haven't been good
or gentle to me
when all you've ever done
is take good care of me

I think it's unkind
to speak of my pain
without reminiscing
how we've always been:

You've given me pain,
You've given me fears,
You've given me sadness,
You've given me tears

You've given me hope,
you've given me laughs,
you've given me freedom,
you've given me love

You're all I want
You're all I need
You are my gift
God's heartfelt blessing
to me.

LOVE FOR ALL
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March 21, 2019
 

I have luxurious things
I go to dope places
I have fat savings
I dine on expensive plates
But at the end of the day,
In the dark,
the quiet of the night,
my heart is still,
sad, cold, dead.

She struggles with life
Borrows a sum of stuff
She’s got just enough,
Doesn’t get what she wants
Yet at the end of the day,
In the dark,
the quiet of the night,
her heart is warm,
happy, loved, alive.

I have it all.
Yet, i am hollow.

She is poor.
Yet, she’s in bliss.

Money
doesn’t make you happy.
Money
doesn’t make you warm.
You can buy all you want,
all the food, all the stuff,
all the goods, all the cars
Still, at the end of the day,
In the dark,
in the quiet of the...

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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March 12, 2019
 

Whatever you do,
Whoever you are,
Whoever you want to be,
You’ll always be perfect...
For someone.
For you.

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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March 3, 2019
 

We
were
so
beautiful.

So tragic.

WHITE CLOCK
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February 27, 2019
 

Sadly, truly
You will never
be enough.
He will seek
And he will find
And you'd
continue pining
But darling,
For him
It is never enough.

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February 27, 2019
 

How many promises
Do you intend to make
That you will just
intentionally break?

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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February 27, 2019
 

It's always easy
to talk to you
when you're here
but then you forget
things that were said
the moment it's time
for you to leave
once again


"Temporary"

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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February 19, 2019
 

Funny that you think
'now she's so unhappy'
yet you couldn't seem
to grasp the fact
that you were the one
who used to make her
feel so blessed,
so loved
and unbelievably happy

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February 4, 2019
 

You pride yourself so much with your indifference
that you cannot see how it's effectively destroying
the people and relationships
you claim to hold so dear.

LIGHT LETTRS LOGO
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February 2, 2019
 

I’m afraid that
in my current state
If my spirit is tempted,
taken away
I won’t find the will
to fight the urge
and stay

QUOTES
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February 2, 2019
 

Something's happening
and I don’t know
what it is

I am tired
I am dizzy
I am hungry
I am sleepy

and yet

I don’t eat
I don’t sleep

I keep pushing
I keep fighting

My soul is aflame
And I am burning out
So fast.

WHITE CLOCK
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February 2, 2019
 

“In the end words are just wind.” -Ser Davos

BE KIND
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February 2, 2019
 

“Of course it’s happening inside your head, Harry. Why should that mean that it’s not real?” -Dumbledore

THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX
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February 2, 2019
 

Pathetic, isn’t it?
How i feel so much for you
and you know this is true
but at the end of the day,
i am still in so much pain
because you don’t really see
how much you mean to me
it’s so easy for you
to get up and walk away
cos you have nothing to lose
nothing to make you stay

LETTRS 2019 STAMP
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January 13, 2019
 

How do you
sleep so tight
when you know
you've broken
someone's heart?

How do you
sleep so soundly
when you know
you’ve damaged her
so badly?

ORIGINAL
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