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India
amateur writer, love Kim Jonghyun, books n chocolate, predictably unpredictable, will try not to make grammatical mistakes.
December 8, 2019
 

I lack the words to describe my feelings and although I know that this letter will never reach you I still hope you will somehow witness my words guided by divine intervention.

I am truly and with most genuine sadness sorry for not being their for you,  when you were suffering inside.

I never understood how I harboured such strong feelings for you.
I don't think I ever will. It seems that is just my burden to carry into grave...

I do not know how to love anyone again, like I loved you.
You left my heart broken in a million pieces.

The things that broke you in the end makes me cry often,  Kim Jonghyun.
I wish things had been so very different  and simple.

I feel so different when I...

SUPPORT AND SAVE US!
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December 8, 2019
 

We may be miles apart but I will always remember you and search for you,

Because,  I want to see you again

I can't disguse the way I feel inside about you.

But, it's true,  that I am helplessly in love with you,

When I close my eyes,  I believe completely in your existence
And,
When I open my eyes you disappear saying goodbye,

Only you can bring this dream to life,

SARAH DOUGHTY
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November 19, 2019
 

Sometimes there is a door shut in you that better left shut,  

There are things in life better kept unsaid than spoken,
amidst all the affection,
all the longings,

There are times when we waver from  our feelings and emotions,
but
it's better to  understand and have a firm stand.

Sometimes life throws choices at you
but
it's up to us to take the chance...
Cause,  no one knows what life has to offer.

ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS
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November 4, 2019
 

Sometimes
In life, you hear the radio blaring softly:

Great End,
I believe that at some stage in life,   we all face questions:

"What did I do wrong?"

Knowing what we did right will grant us the strength to answer the first question,

No matter, if we ever get to know whether we did something wrong, tears remain, emptiness prevails........

You won,
I lost you...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN 2019
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October 12, 2019
 

One day I want to feel the warmth of the sun in winter,

I want to feel the gush of wind,  rushing against me....

I want to feel the sand beneath my feet...

I want to see clear blue skies again,,

I want to be happy again
This is not goodbye,  till I see you again.....

Next time I will never let you walk from me....

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 12, 2019
 

I couldn't love you in while you were alive,
I will keep loving you in my dreams......
My love will reach you, wherever you are...
My tears express my love for you,
Your songs made me love even more,

A poem will never be able to describe my love for you....

My love can withstand the sunshine and darkness

I will keep loving you in my memories,  coz that's where you will always reside for me in this life..

If we ever meet again,  do tell me that you love me too.

That would be my greatest treasure ever.

MADE WITH LOVE
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October 12, 2019
 

I just felt like penning this down for jonghyun.

You were the most beautiful sumsets
that I had ever seen
You were my life.... my breath... my happiness....
and everything inbetween

I miss you, and cannot contemplate the reason why.....

I want to feel that sunset again.
I want to feel the beautiful sky again with you.

I don't have words to describe my feelings for me.

Everytime I think of you,my heart hurts.

MADE WITH LOVE
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August 10, 2019
 

This is a story of you and me.
of an incomplete existence....

Life and death are a part of every story, every moment of this story is ruled by destiny...

We..... A word that never exists for both of us, was written even before I knew you....

Never to meet again,
But now you remain stronger than a resonating heartbeat...

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

Maybe  somewhere in the pursuit of
love,  we forget how much it means
to be loved....
Our lives had different karmas..

But we both will remain special in our own special ways,
Loving you showed me that it hurts,

There are times when I remembered you...
Many times as a prayer,

Sometimes,  as a haunting memory....
But, I do remember you with respect, for the soul -stirring music that you created...

There will be times when your void will be felt....

So strange , I found the entire universe  in your music....

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

Tears blurred her vision, and a lump in her throat kept her from speaking up. Fear numbed any movement....And
there she was. All alone. Left in shock...
She questioned herself,
Could this really be happening, is this reality?

A simple rejection by her,  had created a rift,
and
churned up a smoke of hatred...
Friends had turned to foes,

What could be the reason behind this?
Why would people despise her....

Do you really need to accept the proposal, to accept everybody's friendship!?

Will this change things for better...

WHITE CLOCK
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August 10, 2019
 

Does only his happiness mean the world to me,
And my happiness doesn't count
Can't this change...

When. Somebody says 'no' - it means life has better plans for everyone

When you love someone,
Feel it from your heart, when you tell them.

Love has more to give,
than to receive...

People have their own lives
and decisions...
Respect their decisions....

If it's fated, it will happen....
If not, be happy for them

Attraction is different from affection..

Attraction is different from affection

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

Words are over,
The songs are over.....
No more fall or spring,
The sun won't rise above us no more
The stars won't wink,
No more wind,
No more snow,
We won't smell the sea...
No more rain drops,
No more pigeons , olives
No more taste of the figs,
No more red .......
No more good or evil,
Love is over,  so is hatred...
No more suffering,
No more hardships,
Our wound is no longer bleeding..
We Are no longer hurting...
We Are all covered in white...
We Are left without shadows...

WHITE CLOCK
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August 8, 2019
 

I can't disguse the way I feel inside

It's true, that I am helplessly in love with you,

When I close my eyes, I believe completely in your existence 

And, 

When I open my eyes you disappear saying goodbye 

Only you can bring this dream to life,

WHITE CLOCK
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May 21, 2018
 

I find it easier to write,
Than to say things out loud.
To speak to a notebook,
Instead of a crowd.

To compose my emotions,
In eloquent nouns and verbs.
Instead of conversing them,
And tripping on words.

To empty my soul ,
Onto neatly lined sheets.
To confess my thoughts,
Til I feel complete.

This may seem odd to you,
But it's perfectly normal to me.
Because I am a poet at heart,
And am very blessed to be.

ORIGINAL
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August 8, 2019
 

Sometimes,  songs simply break your heart,
It's a way of saying about how you are already drowning in your own feelings....
There comes a time when we need to understand people, their lives, their beautiful or sad lives, that may be filled with rifts and high tides.

Some may be heart-wrenching,
Some beautifully written,
Some filed with love,
Some maybe soulfully delivered by God to spread happiness....

P:S : let's see if it appears on my main profile page .

WHITE CLOCK
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February 15, 2019
 

I am  standing in front of destiny
That has passed me by again,
Can I wake up from this dream,,
You seem to be out of my reach,
as you have moved  far away from me.....
No matter how much I think about it,  the answer is always you......

I couldn't tell you, not even once
I love you
Don't let me cry, deep inside my heart....
You left me standing at the end and the beginning
with a exhausted heart,

Don't say goodbye...
Come back to me...
Come to me whenever you want....

P. S : Lettrs staff,  some of the poems that I am uploading don't even  appear on the main profile page.
They are also not in my sent items.
Let's hope this pops up on the profile page.

ORIGINAL
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August 8, 2019
 

The rain has not stopped for days.
With big droplets the world outside has been drenched as though it was drowning in the sky's tears.

The colors are lost. All those colors can hardly be seen anymore.
The rain has almost completely washed them away, along with my tears.

I can still see some images of some faded beautiful flowers but the rest have just turned grey, just like a distant memory.

This wonderful garden that once bore the brightest, most vibrant colored flowers have dried up.

Like the colors that have melted....
Things have changed....
This has been expressed through a color with sentimental value about the feelings for a someone who has left them.

WHITE CLOCK
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February 15, 2019
 

A million stars fill the sky
I have to find " the one "

MESSAGE OF LOVE
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July 3, 2018
 

You and me

You know nothing
If you love someone,  then you will know me
Could you become me?  Could we change our heart?
If you love me this much , you will know my heart
I want to protect someone  for the first time
but you will never know my heart
You can lean on me,  it must be hard for you, you've  waited for a long time
It took too long to come back to you

Hope this is not accidental,  because my heart knows you first
and tell me I was waiting for you

Love changes a lot of things even the one you think, that could never change
In the end I hope it will be you, who will be next to me.

It took too long  to come back to you
Tell me to wait for your love
I will scream to the ...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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April 24, 2019
 

My heart has something to say,
There's no point
I cannot handle this feeling like this anymore.....
It's just a distraction
And
I can't do this
I can't move on
And i don't want want. to
That makes me weak then
I can't handke it

I can't handle feeling like this anymore
Time has changed and taken a lot of things from me

HAPPY EARTH DAY 2019
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June 16, 2018
 

In a far away land, hidden away in valley of.....
Lay a place both of beauty and mystery,
as many takes told
has much to tell about itself

A hidden secret awaiting to be discovered
and untold tales of the passed
those that still wander the grounds of this place,
things n names will eternally last.

WRITING IS LIFE
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July 3, 2018
 

All about love
Stages of love

1. How you love like crazy ...

"I realized I was thinking of you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me: Since I met you, you've never left." — (Unknown)


2. Why love hurts ...

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment. Pain of love lasts a lifetime." — Bette Davis


3. Love is strength ...

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage." — Lao-Tzu


4. How love works ...

"Love is like war: easy to begin but very hard to stop." — H. L. Mencken


5. Love is life ...

"Thinking of you keeps me awake. Dreaming of you keeps me asleep. Being with you keeps me ...

WRITE YOUR OWN STORY
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August 7, 2019
 

We may be miles apart but I will remember you and search for you,

Because,  I want to see you again

I can't disguse the way I feel inside
It's true,  that I am helplessly in love with you and your music......

When I close my eyes,  I believe completely in your existence

And,

When I open my eyes you disappear saying goodbye

Only you can bring this dream to life,

WHITE CLOCK
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June 11, 2019
 

I see all the seas within you,
Your demeanor depicts a thousand seasons,
Because it's all made with my tears , you know.
I really do miss you ,
I remember all the songs, you have sung,,
All the time when you smiled and had fun also
Memories, remembrance smiles, tears too are a part of my life

And as seasons change
My love is yours

Months are yours too ,
Just like my shy smiles,

Your smile is as radiant as the summer sun's glow,
Your shyness is  the spring' s roses grow,
Your tears are like the winter rain melting in ice and snow,
Reminds me of " November Rain"

It was your autumn, since you decided to go
And saying goodbye to you, sure does hurt,
Your voice will forever echo in the s...

PASSION OVER PERFECT
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June 11, 2019
 

”If my heart gets tired I’ll keep it in a box and carry it around so people may never know if it’s broken and love me in spite of my shards.”

PASSION OVER PERFECT
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February 26, 2019
 

Blossom 🌸 of lilac

Every spring when the flowers bloom,
I think of happiness,
If time can be divided into frames
the first image is of me holding them,

It is a bright morning today
and with a slight breeze,
there was a shower of little flowers
I felt a sudden surge of happiness,
an unimpending feel of happiness touched my soul.
This moment belonged to me,
It was mine,
I want to keep this to myself.
I will remember that morning in spring.

MAKE YOUR MARK
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May 16, 2018
 

There is a rainbow
The ultimate happiness for a skygazer
People gaze in awe
Starstruck and amazed
The flowing love and colors
happiness knowing no bounds, as kids flock the streets

But rainbows never last
Especially a pair of them..
It started with yellow,
Our happiness
Laughter, joy, smiles.
Then it was blue,
Your trust in me
Faith and confidence
And then red..
Your passion
Your desire
Your love...
All the colors faded...
I watched as the rainbows disappeared
I watched realizing
I was losing you in hues.

LOVE IS ALL WE NEED
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April 4, 2019
 

Clarifying things or taking out his frustration.

Recently I switched to a corporate job again, it was an on-job training.
We have to clearly learn and implement from our mistakes.
Our peers have to help us.

From the past few days a senior person keeps on shouting at me instead on teaching me.
I said sorry, he didnot accept it,
I said, i will not repeat it once again, he didn't stop there, he kept using the same words, you knew it and you are making the mistake again.
He was just not willing to accept my apolgy, he kept on repeating the same things over and over again in front of the entire team.
He is not my manager, he is a colleague, senior in experience.
I was not clear on how to sto...

DARK NIGHT
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January 2, 2019
 

How do you say I am fine?"

I've been asked this question so many times; I have grown to hate the phrase.
I don't ask this question.
Because what if I don't have a solution.
A magical prophecy that will make your problems go away
I'm no magician

It doesn't necessarily mean I'm not ok or decent. Or that I dont care about others.I just dont find any use in being asked.

I don't have a solution?

Didn't think so.

I just don't want to be asked if I'm ok.

Things always crawl to the surface

Memories
History
Facts
Reality

What even is ok?

Do you want the truth, because its ugly.

Here's the truth and remember you asked: I'm sometimes so depressed I can't leave my bed.

Sometimes at ...

FOLLOW YOUR HEART
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May 4, 2019
 

It rather feels so challenged, when you I'm not noticed for the things that i did....

I never felt so pitiful, for not being noticed,
because, everybody thinks " i never had a heart, an existence and a purpose to begin with...

And they are not even sorry if they destroy it in the process......
They watch and feel happy for having won nothing in the process......

Am i pitiful for having been born as a girl or am i a burden to everybody, eventhough i earn my own living....

People are so much engrossed in my life,
that it is suffocating me:

Everyone wants a say in my life,
Everyone wants to rule my life,
Everyone wants to see me suffer,
Everyone wants to know about my life,
Everyone wants ...

CREATIVE WRITING
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