|You are better off without those empty promises, I promise you !|
For just one time pretend as if you're afraid of loosing me,
Give me a fake promise of hope,
I take deep breaths while writing this, my heart is a mess and it hurts. But don't worry, I'm breathing and I'm sure that this is gonna pass too. Slowly.So this is going to be my last letter to you I guess, beacuse things have changed over a night and I don't think I can go back and change anything ever again. But I just wanted to let you know a few things. A few little things that evolve around my little world. so here goes. First of all, thank you. Thank you for making me dream a life full of happiness and love and all those beautiful emotions. Thank you for making me believe in love once again and giving me reasons to live after so long. Thank you for bringing out the best i...
And then one day, I'll be forgotten. Slowly but one day for sure. There won't be a single trace of me left in you.
You'll forget me forever.
I'll never regret those days,
Those days I had you,
Those dreams, wishes, nothing.
I'm forever thankful,
Blessed to have spent a whole chapter of my life with you,
Even though it lasted only a few pages.
My whole story will be named after you.
No matter how far you are, no matter how distant our hearts are from the love we once had,
And no matter what happend between us,
Stay happy, laugh out loud, live the life you've dreamed of,
And just remember that this was all I've ever wanted,
Your happiness. No matter whom you are with. It was always about your happiness and always will be.
And somewhere far,
Away from your dreams,
Away from your world,
I'll be happy too,
Watching you smile with every bit of my broken heart,
Living the dreams we once shared.
From my diary.
But I'd rather keep falling for you for the rest of my life than pretending its nothing but life.
This time you fly,
Take me with you .
Someone who was left far behind.
Her appearance was the exact replica of her life.
Those ripped jeans symbolise her shattered heart and the messy hair were her thoughts.
Yet she was the brave one to wear it with a smile.
Even if you leave,
My heart will always be full of you,
It'll never run out of your love,
And won't ever forget you and the warmth of your presence.
This is all I have,
This is all I have got of you,
This very moment,
We may not have forever or tomorrow or the very next moment,
But I'm just thankful that I have this moment,
Blessed to have lived this moment,
Nothing in the world could replace this moment,
Not even hundred more moments.
The 'forever' we believe in is only until the moment we belong to someone else,
Because we were too afraid to belong to each other.
But the heart always did and will do.
Because holding onto love takes nothing but love.
And I'll say that the only thing you need to stay in love is love and unconditional love itself and nothing else.
I'm just going to be another person who never lasted in your heart.
I'm not going to make it to the end of your story,
I end here,
Lasted a few pages but I end here ,
I'm going be another random stranger you once couldn't live without.
But this is my end in your life.
And maybe if I could swallow back emotions just the way I did with words, life would have been a lot better.
To the lands where all my dreams await ,
To the lands where I see you holding hands with me and walking towards eternity,
I'll be happy there where we are together,
To the forever lands I dream of.
I've had a thousand dreams of you by my side and a thousand more of me forever dreaming.
I find places similar to the emotions that churn inside of me.
The way the ocean and it's waves evokes a sense of hope, that one day the waves of love will hit against the walls of my heart and never leave.
The mountains and the highest views, the clouds touching its peak, the depths of my sadness and the beauty of love that I'll never see.
The grassy meadows ,the cool breeze and sun rays dancing , the dreams that brings in ecstacy and magic .
The moonlit path, loneliness and infinity and the darkness that surrounds.
Your eyes, home.
I'll stay right here.
A moment before we lost it all,
Right there frozen still,
Under the same velvet sky ,
Nothing will change the way I look upon you,
The way I dream of you,
I'll hold onto the past we shared forever,
Until the end.
I couldn't let go of you,
Beacuse I never saw dreams and made wishes that are lesser than infinity.
I dream it whole and wish for it to last till I lived.
And that's what I did when I saw you, I dreamed of another thousand lives we could live together,
Wished to watch the infinite stars blink forever with you by my side,
I wanted to face the best and the worst of life holding onto you,
There wasn't any goodbyes in my world, rather the world I believed in and there still isn't.
The story of my love never ends in the world I imagine myself in .
But died too soon in reality.