Spilling ink on the paper
Is the only way,
To share tears
Dribbling down the cheeks.
~ SMILING ANGEL~
Bruised and hurt ,
Ripped clothes barely covered her.
Sobbing and struggling,
She decided to end her life .
She looked upon her life for one last time
And her movie played in the half open eyes.
Born in small and poor clique .
Insouciant, she was always dressed with wide smile ,
An etheral soul she was.
Soon she was 14, bleed for the 1st time,
And same day sold to new life ,
With the promise of future and full belly.
All alone she entered in the real world
Smiling naively , unknown of the darkness, she will cross all alone.
On her premier she was angelic, descended from heaven ,
fair complexion , black eyes and pink lips ....
With empty mind and dreams in eyes
I walked that door
Initiated and interacted made strangers my clique
Learned played achieved
Came home satisfied with the deeds
From shrill cries to smooth one's
Every day spent cannot be earned with a penny
The days are gone
Only memory serves.
Love care and world
I leaned on three
Those Serene hands embossed my soul with their ethos.
The bond was eternal
Day became night
And tide was high
We were pulled apart
Thinking and crying
Forgetting and regretting
Still, We were playing our part
But away from each other's heart
This world makes me feel alone,
I succeeded yet I failed
I lost everything
Those stars which used to adorn my life are gone somewhere far away
Leaving me to deal with this solitude
No one is left to listen this silent voice only darkness left behind by them
I m walking a lonely road with new dreams but all alone.
Or sweet smelling roses
Were no console to her tears,
Brimming for lost love
Your words were pathos,
His were blissful,
I bathed in your wisdom.
Too young I was to fathom evil
Dark heart of yours,
Those hazel eyes betrayed me.
His soul saved me from festering,
Regret filled me,
As his soul left the world of mine.
After a long day ,
Instead of my legs my cheeks were tired of fake smile
Body pain was less than aching soul
Then the turmoil came I realised what has happened to my life
Tears overflowed from my eyes
My cheeks were wet again after ages of lie I was living in
Reality hit me too hard
My emotions were unable to handle the bar
Door opened no one heard it's creaking
Because I am alone in this mist
From your eyes enjoying the cold
But ask my soul how it is lounging for the warmth
magnificently carved face,
an innocently beautiful soul she was..
Wandering eyes.... Face more with smile..
True but wine. ...
Ready for a date but trust doesn't rhyme
far away from home,
she was dragged into virtual world
igniting the fire in young soul for feeling never felt only heard
The vibes were the arms...
He spread them all.over..
The words were the charm..
Sowed for emotions to flower
it started with 'hi' ,
and ended with a sigh,
diurnal s were now nocturnal s
dancing in the light of dark sky
the sky held stars
they couldnt being afar
what followed was the unveil...
nothing hidden, but his intenti...
I hid you in my heart
And you took the blood of mine .
I am left with nothing to express
Speechless , I am
You took away my voice.
Now my heart is like empty cup
Only stains of dark stories of ours persist..
The moon of past year will be gone,
And new dawn will rise today.
Bringing more more love,joy and peace.
The sun will the brightest then ever
The wind will sing the sweetest song
And rain will dance with elegance never seen
The smile will cling on everyone's face
Reflecting the joy that hid for so long
So let's unrap the gift that came to our life
Lets' live in a moment not for a moment
Burry the hatred, jealousy in the deepest grave .
Cover the darkness with the blanket that covered us so far.
Let's free ourselves from the centripetal force of life and emerge as tangent to dance in the valley of cytoplasm interacting with other molecules forming the strongest bond with each other.
Sometimes there is no light ,
then you have to sing the song of truth that you lied when you saw the dark side of the light.
:Time to choose:
When I started drowning in his essence
Then it was time to make choice
Two roads laid ahead of me.
My heart screamed for weathered
But my soul was longing for road not eagerly taken,full of obstacles.
I made a choice.
I made my heart sacrificed.
Now,I'm in the middle of the ocean
Can't step back,
Only row harder to reach the desired destiny
It is well said,
"Regrets are the shadow of decision."
She blossomed everyday with hope in her beautiful heart
Stepped in the world to begin a new chapter of life
tirelessly walking to grasp the star of success
warrior to impediments
sailing with enthusiasm in the ocean of aspirations
this was not the usual tale
the storm came
and scotched the way to heaven
precious gem was lost
the pensive plague was pernicious
and drowned her in the dark sea
world lost her..................
because society deterred her
to row the boat in new river
My dark eyes never saw his
just his presence was felt in the dark
His savor enticed me
I ached for him................
He incarcerated me in his book,
His shadow conquered my heart
The wraith chased,
with every step that I walked.........
These steps invaded the trance
Stolidness defeated the smile in the clique
The mind was no more mine,
Coalesce of his ...............
I was drifting away from the orb
with every light that abundant this land.....................
soon tempest came
and took away my soul in the starless sky................
And the doors of my life closed
World embraced my nostalgia with him
While travelling , I came across a forest
My eyes through the windows of car were intently searching for something,
but far in the deep he was nowhere to be seen
I thought the life with black strips was hiding behind the dense.
But, I was wrong..............................
The barren land was telling its untold story
Still , my eyes were filled with thirst
thirst that never quenched
they no more ruled the place......................
My heart was not filled with sorrow
instead, it was brimming with rage and anger
I wondered "why this rage and anger was not inundating?"
the answer was I belong to same troupe.
I saw you in my my dream
and that was the worst dream I ever had..............
"hard times are hard to cross
but never too hard to remember..................."
His eyes saw mine
And my heart started racing
And then it stopped.............
What a coincidence !!!
It stopped in front of one it was beating for .
From 16 years I have been the first one to wish her
I forgot it
what kind of **** I am
she waited for me to speak
but I was lost in my own world
being selfish and worrying about oneself
she did and doing so much for me
i forgot to wish her
now being guilt for my deeds
what good I can do
nothing else than hurting her
still she will love me back
no matter what
because a mother is a mother not a caretaker
and THANK YOU for this beautiful life